For now, I need no mushy relationship.

I just need somebody I can be boring, weird and reckless with, without being judged.

Somebody I can have food trips and intense work out with.

Somebody who I can go to church and badass parties with.

Somebody who is clingy and stubborn, curious and boring;

basically someone who is MUTUALLY BIPOLAR.

I want NO ROMANCE with somebody; I want self-romance together with someone who wants the same.

GOODBYE UST.




HELLO LYCEUM OF THE

PHILIPPINES UNIVERSITY.


LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

HONESTLY.


I don't have the strength...

to stay away from you anymore,

boss :(

ALAM MO PROBLEMA? HINDE. HAHAHAHAHA. Natatawa ko sa nangyayari ngayon sakin. Bumabalik nanaman ako sa pagkabata. Hello Faye 4 years ago. Bakit ikaw nanaman yan? I thought things will be easier this time around. but FUCK? I hate you, 'best buddy' ANG INCONSIDERATE MO. FUCK WISHES -FAYE

I LOVE YOU,


JASON :)

So I met someone. Someone..... Who...
makes me inspired.
makes me smile.
makes me contented with life.
makes me feel secured.
makes me feel like a little girl. and a woman. at the same time.
its wrong, yes. because somebody else owns me.
and I love that somebody else.
but I love that someone else as well.
they say, you can never really love two people equally.
but hey. Maybe being intact with this someone, AS MY FRIEND.
or should I say, GOOD FRIEND;
is never really wrong.
But when things gets complicated, trust me, I wont choose ANYONE from you.

I love Faye.
I love BG.
I love God and my Family.
And I know I must take care and treasure of things and people that I have now.

-As told by Faye.(sogan)

Hello :)

Ive been dancing my life out since my sophomore life started.
Ugh, I guess i improved a lot in dancing.
Results of being sooo active in practices and all that.

Hmm.
Im still with Erick.(and no plan whatsoever of ending that up)
but you know what?
there's something that lacks. not with US. but with ME. and with HIM.
I think the in-love factor is not there anymore.
I dont know if time itself can revive this.

But yuhhhh, its not like 102. :|
YOU GET WHAT I MEAN BLOGGERRRR.

Ugh. truggling my way out of college life through my course
-which i swear i dont friggin like.

ah well.

IloveyouGoodbye.
-As told by Faye.

And so! Going strong still with Mister Ramilla.

Now crap.
I thought there wont be any issue in my college life anymore;
since I neglected the BARKADA and the TROPAHAN part.
Then there's this traumatizing issues with the eng'g council.
What the fuck!?
Hahaha. Me & Nadine being kicked out!? Oh fuck them all =)))
In the first place, there are no reasonable grounds to eliminate us from the list.

But what I hate most is,
people thinking that me being kicked out of the council is SUCH A LOST.
HAHAHAHA. =))

Whatever!
I am a Thomasian Debater.
Part of the Eng'g Dance Troupe & Isys Dance Troupe as well.
Not mentioning, I am a Mediartrix member =))

So HELLO?
The hell I care =))

-F!

Turn off the lights, and put me on the stage.
I want to dance like there's no tomorrow
and hear people shout my name.

Yeah.
Whatever.
I miss being the ONE. Haha!
Ugh. :(

I dont know what the hell is going on with me.
I get so insecure easily. (Dancing, singing, writing.)
And then... I cant be a peaceful girlfriend to my guy.
7 months now <3
Fighting, arguing, dissapointing each other, making love.
I cant miss out on any of it.
So I just cant let him go..

But sometimes...
He just makes me feel he deserves someone else...........
Someone way understanding and less demanding than me. :/

Must we really go through life TOGETHER? :(

I hope Im not wrong this time.
I hope, this time, he loves me for real.
Because I so do.
But anyway, Ive been through WORST.
Therefore I am prepared for anything.

I miss my parents.
Though I dont show it.
I miss highschool.
I miss my old self.

I just miss SINGAPORE.
Uhhhh-kay?

I miss cheryl teo.
& si hui.
& clara.
:(

I miss a lotttttttttttttttt :/

But I love you Derick Balancar Ramilla.
Period.

Okay, Im sorry blogger.
I only open you when I need someone to tell my secrets to.
sorry :(

Haaay.
This is getting more and more painful.
I mean, im happy with him & all,
but each time I figure out something from the PAST,
I cant help being INSECURE.
Okay, no comparisons, right.
But no :/
He was so different to...
before.
Than to me...
now.
CRAP.
This is nonsense.
But okay, Im a bitch, a young one.
So this is normal.

I dont wanna lose him.
I mean.
Never did I think of letting go or to put everything to an end.
But really :/
Each time he looks at...
Its different.
Each time he will get to know details about...
Its different.

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am so PATHETIC.

BYE. :/

Singapore I miss you :(

2:32 AM

My longings. My stories. My craps.
That, is the title of this blog.
Oh well.

I have not been updating for months.
So here I am, updating you. :)

UST.
College life is one big challenge.
From academics to time management to socializing to extra-curricular activities.
But Im enjoying it.
Not that much but,
I know MY time will come.

Family.
Nothing's really changed.
Extended family seem to be getting distant from me.
I dont know, its because of one big issue
that HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME,
but affects me as a whole.
Im used to this kind of set up.
But just when you need them the most,
you cannot go to them anytime.
Because of this & that & this.
Hindrances, you know?
I hate hindrances.

Friends.
I have a lot of NEW friends.
But unfortunately,
most of them are fake friends.
So, true friends count, around just 30.
But who needs a great number of friends,
my true ones satisfy my sytem. :)

My achievements.
Usual stuffs, but bigger accomplishments now.
I am a writer in the Faculty of Engineering, (my building.)
I am part of the Engineering Dance Troupe.
I'll get to perform in the annual Christmas Event in UST.
I... improved in writing, I guess.
I am now a student council in my building.
Sounds great huh?
Dont find me boastful.
I am proud of having all these.
You know, its something I cant live without.
Writing. Dancing. Leadership. Gotta have em' all! :]

LOVE.

So the first day we met,
I knew if I'l have him, I will never fret.
At first things were very complicated.
So I stepped back, relaxed, and waited.
Who would have thought something would spark.
Cause in my heart, he made a mark.

Actualy I didnt see it coming,
I just found myself loving.
Especially at times when he's at my sight,
He just proves even more that he's Mister Right.
So okay, I admit I was tamed.
For since there was him, I am never the same.

Sweet talks,
Funny walks,
His hug, his kiss.
Those are the things I would never want to miss.
But I guess I really wont, because on December Nine,
This stubborn&crazy&hyper man became officially mine.

I love you & your charisma, :">
Mister Derick Ramilla. :*

BLOGGING DONE!
I miss you Singapore!

Spell my life. I-N-C-O-N-S-I-S-T-E-N-T.
Its like as if everything will exist for just a moment.
Like nothing is ever permanent.
And the most tiring part? The adjustment.

Oftentimes, I ask myself, why this cost?
I might be doing wrong deeds, but never was I the host.
Or maybe I was; but atleast not in most.
Because Im sure, not all who wander are lost.

Whenever I suffer from my own mistakes,
I prefer to rely on chocolates and cakes.
Not because no one is there to listen to my heartaches,
But because somehow.. I know I have what it takes.

Vanessa Carlton said that there are lessons we can never learn.
Well I beg to disagree, if only you'd check what Ive earned.
Because through all the pain comes out who's real concerned.

Endowed with talents which I use of course,
I thank God above for being their source
By enhancing it by mission, not just by force.

Notice how much pessimistic I was at first?
But hey, that triggered my being-optimistic to burst.
Lets just say, that's my way of quenching my thirst.

See the words are increasingly decreasing.
But atleast it left you and me smiling.

From four lines to three to two,
Let this one contain a thanks to you.

Because, like what I will declare in this last line,
As long as YOU are there, I will be fine.



-As told by Faye.



OHHHHHHHHH IM TIRED OF EXCUSES.

Tata.

I miss everything about Faye.
I miss being the Faye I want.
I miss highschool, i miss elementary grade.
Its way too difficult in college :(

Oh well, life must always go on anyway.

Sorry, John Vincent Esquillo. Kung pwede lang kita mahalin eh :(

-As told by Faye.

3 months single! & counting.









I know in due time, someone can make me feel like a woman, & a littl girl at the same time.

Strawberries.

My graduation - March 31,2010.

B-day in School last March 12,2010.















As Told by Faye. :)

my birthday this year,

was a surprise party by my friends,

and boyfriend.

How lucky I am :)

for some very private reasons, i always..

have to give some things up.

i guess that's how life goes.

you have to let go of something,

to gain a lot more.


once again, and as always ;


Goodbye to some of my dearest treasures :(

S I N G A P O R E !

get your asses on my friendster :)

email : missfaye_wtbh@yahoo.com


missyou all :D

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE :)



Though i dont buy the idea of celebrating it, just.. to greet you all is good enough. haha. :)


I LOVE CARLOS !

zero.two

STILL AS STRONG AS THE FIRST DAY*

Thank you for everything, lips :)