went to eileen's blog ~ walala. copied a survey. bored maa. imagine, i just posted, then another one again. LOLS :)

01. How long will u wait for someone u love?
~ i dont usually wait , i take what i can take. if cannot, i still love . but .. is that called wating? =/

02. Wad do u wan to do now?
~ find some senseful person to talk to.

03. What is de last thing u would do/say if tommorrow is the end of the world?
~ fly back to my country. i dont wanna die in singapore.

04. Do you hate your friends sometime?
~ yea.

05. What will you do if your friend is kidnapped?
~ i dont care whatever im doing, quickly chiong find her! & clal whoever i can call to find her too!

06. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ duh. saw before!

07. Who would u choose between your ex boyfriend and your current boyfriend?
~ no current bf? hmm, but if ever, no one of my exes =.=

08. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
~ if not, its boring. seriously.

09. Are you happy with your life now?
~ i can be happier.

10. What if your crush ask you out?
~ shy laaa. LOLS LOLS. haha.

11. What is the thing u wan de most now?
~ go back to my country?

12. What feelin do you hate most?
~ being left out, being under-estimated, being used. & being a spare tyre.

13. What will you do if u fall in love with a guy/gal?
~ fall inlove lor. LOLs. then ? ==

14. What are you looking forward in the following week?
~ have fun in skool .

15. The most important thing in ur life?
~ THING? hmmm ~ food.

16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
~ my 10+ crushes. & friends. haha!

17. Do you find life meaningless?
~ naaah.

18. Who do you love the most?
~ dont know. cant measure.

19. Do you believe there is true love?
~ yes?

20. What's your greatest wish?
~ have many many money. $_$

21. What will you change if you can turn back time?
~ hmmm. not sure luhh. let him go?

seriously , i never felt damn angry in my life before .

just now, LRC time.. something in me , made me so hot?
i dont think its obvious. but really! im boilinggg.

hmm. until i reach home? i go knock the door damn loud sehh!
then nobody open! ARRRG! i became more pissed. then i go bang the door, kick the door, throw stones inside. WAHAHAHA :)

i find it funny now, but just now, was possesed i think. wahaha!
then, i played songs. then chill liao, i knocked the door .. this time, in a very well-mannered way. & guess what? my cousin actually came out, & said he just finished bathing. WTHSSS. == like so lame?

if im not wrong, i think i know who to spy next! hahaha:)
i have.... more than 10 crushes now. i sweeear. haha!

HELLO people !! :D

wooots.
just came back form kallang KFC.
work today... not as good as i expected =/
i dont like doing drive-thru with someone more good as me =.=
i feel damn 'under'. but its okay luh! atleast i still got what i wanted. hehes :)

then yesterday night, went swimming! walau. i thought can swim at jurong east there.
but end up somewhere sucky niaaa. ==

okok. but next time i'l make sure we go JURONGEAST! :D
hmmm then, latest news about me ~ i have LRCs for until july 22! mon-wed! WALAU! can you imagine that? like as if lrc is my last subject. haiiyas :[
nvm, i'l take it as my homework class. time tuh revise , or reflect :)

hmm then, no more le?
i hope tmr's gonna be a good day! & please, i really wanna work atleast 3x a week.
cos working on weekends only, like no use? hmm yea.

havent done any of my hol homeworks. WTFFFFF.
tmr lrc, i'l do chemistry & english! promiseeeee!

tag me please!

& dancers, a little bit more kindness from you all.... you'l be the greatest girls in my life. :D :D

bbyeeee.

hello :)

haiis.

today , a lot of things happened in skool !

wahaha. some childish , some crap , some meaningful , but hey, some unforgettable.

let me start with the CRAP.
hmm , i met a new .. err , i met someone. i thought he was the one im looking for:)
but actually, he's not. same old atitude popped out ! CRAPPPP :x

next, the meaningful one :)
i felt so loved just now ! when i became "another person" & very angry, the girls
in my class cheered me up leaaaa! its like so touching?
i thought everyone will side that one, but then .. they understand me.
especially dionis, meimei, eileen & amber. thanks a lot! & DONUT! you one dollar. haha! i promise wont hot hot already =/ was childish? hehes.
im so into 3b1 already ! whenever got wrong thing, people will help each other.
as the boys, when someone kana by the upper secs, they all really never leave each other's side. its like so touching :)

ahahaha!
okay okay. then the CHILDISH one.
i shouted for what fuck just now? so many people watching & yet i didnt shut up =/
haiya, i think those people were like 15-20 ! at the library there.
WAAAAAA! im so childish! hahahaha! very funny luhh. why must i care people who's also not important tuh me & people who also never appreciate me or what. hehs.
nevermind, i dont want the same thing tuh happen! next time, i just keep quiet. just ignore the person. unless say until my friends..
like just now, the real reason i was angry was , anyhow point & get sihui involve. its like LOL?
but ya yayaya . over lea over lea. MOVE ON FAYEEEE! hahas.

then the unforgettable one ..
i cant share. but must remember , it happened on Ph's birthday! hehs.
just wanna say, meimei ! i think just now is enough proof that you got friends who wont leave you? so pleaaaaase. dont anyhow think think already okkay! iloveyou luhh!


changed my blogsong! BECAUSE OF YOU bodoh. :)

thanks again. & sorry.

i regret i help you ? that guy .. haiiss .. i dont know la.. your so different from the best-guy-friend i have before :(

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


its because of you ..

random post . random feeling . hatred .

hello boys & girls :)

sorry for being .. lazy . to blog .

ahaha!

hmm hmm .. tomorow will complete the 1st week of skool ! :D
well , its okay lea. i thought it wont be like this. but it actually did.
as in , im expecting a terrible classss.

but nah, were lovely! just that sometimes, some people have nothing better to do.
then ask people around to .. hate someone? do something? dont know. hahas.

& i realised something ! im easily BRAINWASHED!! waalaauuu :|
when it comes to lalala, i easily give in. dont know why?

aya whatever.
today, was damn a retarded day!

stick around in class with eileen today , then at my place there the people they all.
wuhaha! meimei never come like , eileen not so hyper. hehs:)

then, asked donut & amber shortie pei me wait for MY BITCH ~ marie ,
then we slacked in 3b1 classroom first lor .

hmm, we talked about something!
but cant say out . i felt quite uneasy opening it tuh them at first,
but .. yea , until im comfortable enough tuh say everything out .
then , lala. whatever luh! THANKS FOR LISTENING MENNN . loveyouboth ! :x

then went tuh .. bus 64 stop with marie ! err then,
we thinking .. go where? her house? oh. my house? oh. plaza sing?
then whatever luh. we took the bus!
then hor .. we reached plaza sing lea, then she say "FAYE! time to go down!"
then i say "huh? no laa! trust me la! havent . next stop then stop"

WAHAHAHAHA! mygod. then the bus turn until soooo long?
which made us lazy tuh actually get down the bus.
so instead , we just ride in lor .
wa then , pass through many places we havent been before!
then we planned next time go here, then there, then here..
wahaha ! then zi-lianed in the bus & talk about a lot of things!
which is so nice okay :)

uh then the bus went one big round, which made me so happy
& then we managed to drop tuh plaza sing.
haha! it was alr 4:00 when we reached there okay .
habing tuh say 4 , we took the bus at 2:30 pm okay !
imagine how great our asses were. haha:)

then went tuh PS then ate at mcdonalds,
then ... yea .. were retards there ! seriously.
judging every bit of person we can see !
weee :)

then, chiong lea. go home liao :)

end of the day.
lazy liao !
talking tuh so many people nowww.

bbye guys :)
TAG ME!

haiiis :)

tmr .. skool time :(

i dont want. i dont want. haiiiis!

dont know luh . dont know how tuh face people , him , teachers.

i lost my whole FILE . so LOST EVERY HOMEWORK. hahaha

i dont care. this was my most outmost reason why i never do homeworks.

idiot someone. message me some more ! AYAAA. im oh-so angry!
dont care luh..

& i feel empty without that kairen =/
what the hell did i see in that pig sia. whatever.

im really damn moody & random .
hope 1st day of skool's gonna turn out good.
bbye :)

PEOPLE :[

hmmms. my start of the week this week ; is super mega boringgg laaa !

MONDAY ~
didnt work . parents went to indonesia cruise something to HAVE FUN! hmp! leave me & my cousin & my bro at home. so im stuck with 2 irritationg boys at homee. arrrg!
but very fun okayy! we make noise here & there.. then secretly go there & here.. hahaha! whatever men. omg ? someone like me like hell . LOLS. i dont know what he eat la. i dont want play play laaaa =/

TUESDAY ~
parents went baaack. & pooof . freedom gone ! i worked at leisure -- quite fun ba! not very busy? i dont know. forgot actually!

WEDNESDAY ~
had dance ! weeee -- i so love our 'new dance' (not that stupid african-alike-dance okay.) its the other one :) i dont wan say outtt. hahaha! & thanks to AGNES for helping us outttt. loveyou arr. hahhaa :D

THURSDAY ~
worked again? haha. but at kallang ! wahahas. crapped with yeeboon there too. but my favourie part was -- i did drive-thru!! WEEE ! hahas. its like so fun laa. i dont know how to explain. i just like doing that :)

FRIDAY ~
which was yesterday? soooo .. fun also ba !
AND OH YES ! i was with my cousin for like ; the whole day ! wahahas.
we went to leisure. helped him look for jobs . im such a good cousin okay!
then went all the way tuh Plaza Sing . walked the whole 7-floored building!
wtfff. i was like so damn tired la okay ! then he dont allow me eat some more. fuck him sia. dont knw what ! he told me that i must be stronngggg . dont know what shit. haha!

but what i like the most about friday was.... we watched NARNIA ! yesss! very nice okay!! plus its midnight some moreeeeeeee(: really very nice luhh. i dont know. you all should watch it. must understand the story !

i watched with my parents , bro & cousin. yeaaa. really damn funnnnn :)

haiis. then now , saturday -- have work later . at 5 pm =/
wtfff. i dont feel like siaaa. tmr maybe gonna work morning shift. as my stupid
cousin want me pei him meet a girl =.=

okay that's all :)
i know you all interested in my life la hor. haha!

TAG ME :D


im just fooling someone. shitness luhh.

heyy :)

long time no post uhh.
been busy! meeting lots of new people. but still cant find the one !
why must the one whom i dont like .. like me ? haiiya. damn suay luh!

focusing on work & dance agen.
err err.. i havent do hol homeworks lea ! HOWWWWWW :(
can someone help me do? haha.
cb luh.

im getting tired . but naaa !
FAYE YOU CAN DO IT ! WE LOVE YOU!
huh? lol? huh?

hahaha. mad liao!
kk luhhs.
gonna get some sleep ba. bbyes!

saturday-kallang KFC.
sunday-leisure park.
please do sms me before you wanna find me :)
BHB hor. hahah.

kk la. bbye!

HELLO :)

hahahas.

had dance today ! i woke up at 8:30 am MYSELF . for the record :))))

hmm hmm .. & i ironed my skirt myself okay! im proud . hahahaha.

ayaa. i miss marie lea! & .. hazel? lols. random mood.

okayokay.
that's it ba.
goodluck to me in work tmr! 1pm-6pm ~ leisure paaaaark KFC. find me? okay :d

haahah.
that's all ba.

cb ; i regret so much nowww. but ; no way out :(

12:38 am nowwww.

as ive said , i woke up early to meet 3b1 people.
AND WHAT THE FUCK . WASTE MY TIME LAA . I THOUGHT CAN MEET ALL WHO WILL COME , PEOPLE CALL ME DONT LATE & JUST GO ; END UP ONLY TIFFANY DIONIS AMBER BRAYN DARREN AND EILEEN IS THERE? LOLS LAA . AS IN , WALAUS. I WAS EXPECTING A GOOD DAY.. IM EVEN THINKING OF PON-ING WORK FOR 3B1 PEOPLE. BUT THEN . AIYA. IT REALLY FUCKED ME UP LUH. MADE ME MISS 2A ONLY! I WA SREALLY ANGRY SINCE FROM THE START ! I JUST DONT WANT SHOW AS I DONT WANNA RUIN THE WHOLE MOOD OF THE REST . ARRRRRG!

i offcially accepted im not suitable for 3b1. LOLS.
next time got gathering & stuffs , i certainly WONT go :)
but no hard feelings for the rest.
im just insecured and fuckingly jealous everyone had fun BUT FAYE!

whatever laaa. i shouldve worked the whole day instead. or hang out with my
cousin who's so so bored at home. uh whatever.

i miss the TRUE GIRLS . sihui , marie , hidayad , puaysee, hazel ..
~ only the friends in singapore that im really really pei to be with !
the rest , im not implying anything horrr :D

okat that's it.
byeeeee.

there's dance tomorrow.
& wtf ~ i know im gonna be late agen . i heck care luh . im tired from work & no one can understand that . i guess .

bbyeeeee.

GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE ! :D

ahaha. yo yo! 10:43 am now. i love it mennn..

i love morning posts :)
cos i know its the best time of the day when my brain is so so freshhhh.

hmmm.. i woke up early especially for 3b1 bbq ! how sweet am i right :))
and plus the trouble of going all the way tuh ECP then back
to leisure park to work? AIYO! 3b1 people better treat me right later! hahaha XD

kidding niaaa!

errr .
i changed my blogskin already! YAY! i like it. very simple yet meaningful .. & plus my blogsong.. the title is ~ just cant say..

just what im feeling now? cant say to him . cant even give him a clue .
err no luh . not that serious ! haha . just over-looking the fact
that i manged to keep it from him . for almost .... 6 months now? :)

I ALSO CREATED A NEW TAGBOARD FOR EVERYBODY OKAY!! ITS EASIER TO TAG ME NOW. SO PLEASE DO TAAAAAAAAAAG.. HAHA

i miss you :(

i wonder where's that boy .

i saw some people's blog ; he tagged quite a lot.
but he never tag me? LOLS.
so i guess , the close friendship no more lea ba :)
i need to find a close-guy-friend agen! hahas.
~ hey hey , dont anyhow bomb who uh. i miss that guy as a friend :(

that's all.
tired from work.. but i like being tired ! makes me .. busy.. to think of things i shouldnt think about :)

THURSDAY ! WE HAVE A BBQ ! 3B1 PEOPLE. PLEASE DO COME .. EVEN IF IM NOT EVEN SURE THAT I CAN MAKE IT ! HAHAHA:)

hellos :)

hmm hmm .

3:08 am noowwww.
went back home at around 2 am ; fetch cousin from airporttt.

weee. another man in the family! wahahas.
i hope it would be ufn with him ner ! I HOPE :D

& please dont care about my previous post! lalala.
it aint no sense kayy.
dance just now was okay. we started dancing sexy hip-hop!
cool menn. love it ! :D

were gonna rock MJR soon! hahaha. aiyo im so confident.
later fail ; im dead la. ahaha :)

i miss the seniors. & just now,
at simei? saw hazel chio bu at BK! wee! both of us
missed each other so much until we shouted & hugged each otherrr.
hahahaha. well well :)

hello guys :)


hmmms. its been so long since i posted an 'emo post'..


& so .. i wanna do it agen.. now

haiiyas. i really miss sec 2 life ; ive got everything i wanna have.


- good friends

- good CCA

- good GUY that makes me happy

- very good & funny class to sit on everyday.


but now .. i dont have lea ?
how come :(


i miss 45145147! why he forgotten me just like that? issit that easy?

i thought were very good & close friends? then why .. WHY! :(


plus i want 1418914 baaaack! but then he love that one so much.

CB! why luhhh.


haiiyaas.

& adrian went to indonesia? then i dont know ?
waaa. that guyyy. never even said bye to me. wtf =/


whatever. no mood lea. bbye.

HEYHEY :D

back from work. about 20 mins ago. hahaha :)

work today was a super learning day..
i did drive-thru! WOOHOO! hahha .
its so fun luh. as you dont have tuh face customers.
well i mean , while their having orders.
its sooooo fun. hahaha. but then 1st timers are always noob. so im sorry siaful. haha:)

& on the way tuh work ; yeeboon shocked me like hell.
i shouted so ... weirdly that many people looked at me! ROARS!
that horny guy :D

should i work tmr? hais.
okay luhh. wanna watch a dvd - a sad one :)

byebyebyebye.
i know many people miss me.
SMS ME KAY :)

HELLO :D

weee! im at home blogging & i cant believe it . wahaha .
its been so long since ive been so relaaax.
i think i need a dayOFF at work. maybe i'l take thursday.
as the next day (friday) ; the's dance!


oh well , i dont know how to start a "new" life without being
criticised. everywhere i go , there's atleast 3-4 people againts
my being faye. hahaha. got it?


anyway, yesterday.. work was ... super busy? but its really fun :D
it could have been fun if mam jean or sir janaka is the manager .
not that pugas. so easy-going - as if nothing stressful is going on.
i miss speaking english so mucccch.
needa meet friends already :)


ang plus im not very happy with my blogskin.
its not outstanding! haha .


yea yea. i gotta do some browsing now !
& plus create a new friendster for singapore.
as i have a philippine acocunt - only exclusive for filipinos :)


bye guys.
P.S! meimei & tongshan went all the way to kallangKFC to find me lea! haha. thanks ladies. imissyou!! stay as crazy ! loveyou:)



& so i see that your having fun with your new girlfriends. that's okay. im starting to 'not-miss-you' anymore.....

no one tags me !

so i dont feel like posting since no one's reading it?
hahaha :)

CB. i hate one manager in KFC. damn BHB plus act as if he's cute!
aiyyuhh. i like the rest . seriously :D
especially shaiful & janaka. lols. dont know why!
tomorow gonna work in kallang,

work just now is FUN n but then agen , that manager -- sucks!

aiiyyas. i hope there wont be any problem in kallang KFC.
i want a fun & unforgettable work tomorrow.
pleaaase.

okay tats all! bye people :)

should i message you? =/