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22.4.09,



I love MC. I have a quiet and happy life again. It will end i know, but i wont give up. He took the risk ; and so i will.


12:29 PM

7.4.09,

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm worthless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm shy but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxicab...


> this song is really me. EXACTLY me. :)
3:25 PM

6.4.09,

Lalala :D :D

Errrr . Im happy today:) But uh, the date's probably gonna be 8th of april cause

its PAST 12 midnight. Its April 6! Haha.

Urrrm. I guess i found a friend. To lean on to? To laugh & reminisce with.

Okay im not expecting anything. We both aint actually. We know where we

stand and that's what i love about him :)

I just hope that guy would find a girl soon. Kase he deserves to be happy.

Ay ewan. Bsta today was great. Met marky at kallang mrt.

Tapos we went to Skate Park. Met the rest of the group! :)

He sent me back to kallang mrt , Tambay saglit. (Slacked abit).

Tapos ayun. Uwian na. Nasermunan nanaman ako kasi reached home @ 11.30pm.

And then.. Ayun masaya lang :D Sana laging ganun. Ang sarap ksama ni marky.

Oh and he told me alot of things that i should learn. Thankyouuuu tlga to him!

Ahaha. Ayun end of the post :)

Actually, deep inside.. Im so happy to hear that you thought about me

and asked how am i doing to our friends. Hope your doing fineeee.

BECAUSE THE RULE OF MOVING ON really works out on us . imissyoudear:)


9:13 PM

4.4.09,

Er hello :|

hahas. Read my Personal blog just now and it was uh, touching. amazing.

unbelievable. :|

As in, i didnt know i went through that much. No one knows actually. Well. Ayun :)

Wala lang. nkaka-mangha! hehe. Ayyy. :D

Nakaka-miss din kasi maging Free & Complete . Kaso di na tlga mababalik yun e :D

Imperfection accepted. ahaha! Blablablabla.

I wanna go to school na :(

I wanna have fun na ulit, wanna be scolded, wanna do some "takas".

& blablablabla.

Surprisingly, Im really a great woman okay. Im over you. :|


3:25 PM

1.4.09,

Don’t be afraid to cry,
It wasn’t wasted time.
We just couldn’t win that fight,
And I knew you couldn’t stay.
You had to go your way..
There’s really nothing left to say.
But every now and then you cross my mind ;
And I try not to think about where you are tonight.

But I miss you
’Cause I really miss you.
There’s no going back ‘cause what’s done is done..
But I miss you ; ‘cause I really miss you
But sometimes love just ain’t enough.

We didn’t write the rules..
It wasn’t me, wasn’t you.
We both know that life is cruel..
I know we can’t go down that road again.
And it hurts too much to think what might have been..

I know we can’t escape from the paths that we have chosen.
But every now and then, I’m reminded ;

I know we can’t go down that road again
And it hurts too much to think what might have been..

And how the hell can i be happy if all these times i know

she's been playing around with you? ):

I didnt leave you to be fooled around. But still i hope your doing just fine. :|


12:02 PM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)