okay , now this day is totally a .. WASTED to nice day. lol :)

not that wasted luh, just a little. cos i know there are better things to do than that! =|

okay, met a friend, [oh, i rather call him Mr.Frank] in the morning.
at first he looked so scary & dao okay. ya & went mac to eat HIS breakfast .
LOLSSS. nothing much? talked about his friends, & my friend , & from his friends to my friends. lolllll.
his english is superb compared from the rest i talked to , plus super duper FRANK.
i bet none of my friends can tolerate him la. hahas! but no, its okay .
he brought me to water front? hahs. walked & CLIMBED that two gates.
went to that 'tower' there & took some pics - not with him ah. lol.
then headed to LPK , bought a CHIPS with REAL CHEESE , lol & he went home while i did my very own bus-tripping! .
no one understands my bus tripping term but, ive been from kallang to red hill to holland to science park 2 to china town to pasir ris & back to kallang :)

yea then met cheryl , went mcdonalds - nah , suay part of the day. move on.
then changed to KFC ; saw shaun, WJ , malay boy & another friend. lol
crapped with them luh. so funny okay. cheryl keep laughing at her very own bestfriend! arrrh! whatever, you bitch.
okay fine, walked to lpk - shop shop. & it rained. ASK CHERYL HOW WE GET TO OLD AIRPORT WITHOUT BEING DRENCHED . MY THICK-FACE's POWER :D :D :D

yea, then walked . saw jiaming! hahs, just saw, plain saw. lol.
went up to the market . wlaked & walked - go her house & yea,
home sweet home.


IVE NO URGE INTO STUDYING MATHS?
WHY? WHY? CAN ANYONE PLEASE ASK ME TO STUDY? AH, WHATEVER.

i have this 'dreamboy' of mine that lives on you, but its not you. i swear.

okay, as promised. will be sharing my stay im my country :D

HMM!

> aug. 12 , 2008
arrival at the airport.
MY GOD . im feeling super strange can! the place was totally different from changi airport. as in, really different. & its so difficult to find a taxi =x
WHATEVERRRRRRRR. finally found one. & then, passed by squaters, street children, haiis. my god. my country damn poor okay! im so blessed that im not one of them on that street, selling whatever they can :|
er then, finally reached home.
its super dark loh . our street there, kana accused of using jumpers.
JIDAN . please ! my mom sends money to pay the electricity monthly . then they will take off public lights? LOSERS . my country really sucks.
okay, went in & saw my family !! :D
YEA MAN ! was happy. hugged & kissed them. hahs, my grandmom not at home yet.
so, hanged out with the rest first , blablabla.

okay then. slept at my cousin's room.
WATERBED OKAY! hahaha. really sia. was touched he let me sleep there, cos he dislikes sleeping in that bed which is so hard hard hard!
this is that bed -
[HEEHEE , my lovely nights were spent here]

YAY. then after that , days passed by. was happy but at the same time thinking of friends in singapore & exams. hehs.
err, 14th of sept .
AT THE CHURCH!
my church there, was my life. almost all my good friends are there.
hmm , including this special person ~ let me name him PARTNER. as we call each other that way.
whatever, saw them. haiiss, was really awakened! realised alot of things.
i dont know how to explain, but i think you guys get it.
also went to BULACAN. bus-ed there for almost 2 hours. wows. lol.
here are some of my friends in church & my bestfriend, Pauline :)

[ me, gypsy & len ]
[ mark , jeffrey & cousin raffy x3 ]
[ at pauline's house ^^ ]


hahs. & nothing really much ba. just plain spending my time with my family
& calling childhood friends:)

but the most memorable part was when
we went to mall of asia ! yippee~ my country was marked as the shoppnig capital in asia ; so MALL OF ASIA was placed there . take a look :D
[ MALL OF ASIAAAAAAAAAAAA ! ]
[ family pic, mainly my 2 guy cousins, my aunty , my mom , me & small cousins! ]
[ that's hendrick (cousin) & brother, ryan. ]
[ the four lovelies of my life x333! ]
[ eating time , nah i smile first :) ]
[ smiles ? ]
[ while watching my 2 boy cousins skate. haha ]
[ at arcade , she's RAISSA! x3 ]
[ will be remembered, see you soon again, MOA! ]

hahs! still alot more but , that's enough ba. okay then my last night there,
took photos with my lovely grandparents & cute cute cousins x333 mwarks .
[ my fucking ugly hair! lol. anyway, we all are cute alright, im the youngest you know! haha. ]
[ grandparents with grandchildren ]
[ RAISSA :) ]
[ my original baby luhh. hehs, raissa capuli! ]
[ my cuteness korean cousin, jin amery! ]



now the rest of these photos,
all me & my LONG LONG TIME BESTFRIEND , Pauline Lucero
hahas :D & yea, some other photos too.
[ my name, 'faye' , came from her . hehs, ]
[ its obvious were bestfriends :) ]
[ envy us , okay? ]
[ til' next time, BFF! ]
[ the youngest in our batch, SAIRAH CAPULI! may you grow like me! hahas. ]



& oh man! I GOT A BIG BIG SOUVENIER ALRIGHTs. I KANA BURNT BY THAT STUPID POT! AT MY THIGH SOME MORE !@#$%^& how dumb can i getttt! okay look at that disgusting scar . & photos on the aeroplane.
[ i know its disgusting , healing now , but still very pain & it affects my walking pace =x ]
[ Philippines' International Airport ]
[ inside the airplane itself . ]
[ my bro ? act cool la. ]
[ & to end my post , i introuduce you , the best grandmom, ELVIE CAPULI . dont dare say anything about her ah . iloveherrrrrrrrrrrrr! ]


I MISS MY HOMETOWN SO MUCH! I HOPE TO BE BACK :) now, anyone free tomorrow? from 7 am to 12 pm? please do meet me. hehs.

TAG REPLIES

DENENG - oh thanks for tagging ahhh . hahas. eee who wanna sit with you! will keep disturbing me niaa! hahas joking luh. im always here for you la bodoh. no matter which seat i am at :)


ZHI XIANG - really daily tag ha! hehs, enjoy your hols :D


JONATHAN - you loser lor. ask you teach me maths , then you want me to PAY you $$$! what kind of friend are you okay . hahs , see you soon !


KENNETH - unexpected tagger sia. hehs, LG ah. do well for exams must promote with me & deneng then same seat wor! be happy always :D



okay now fine, im really lazy to post anything. i dont know why? im just enjoying my life currently. hehs. i hope everything is really fine! and everyone must be HAPPY! wooh! bbye :D

SURVEY TIME!


1)What is the hardest word for you to say?
- i dont like being with you at all.

2) What do you want to receive on your birthday?
- pillows or a bag :)

3) Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch?
- mouse?

4) What time did you sleep last night?
- around 1 am .

5) What's the wallpaper on your computer?
- dont know.

6) What can you hear besides the computer?
- erm , just a little sound from the tv.

7) What is your favorite line to say when bored?
- "sian" :)

8) When was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
- erm , aug.24 .

9) The last person you were on the phone with?
- that antonette girl. lol

10) What makes you frustrated?
- my blindness. lol

11) What song you listening to?
- currently dont have .

12) Current mood?
- not feeling anything, but im not good.

13) Who will you turn to if you have a huge prob?
- myself la. i dont go for advices unless its really unmanageable.

14)What's your favorite song at the moment?
- dontknow.

15) What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind last night before you sleep?
- wheel of the wind.

16) What was the best event that happened last year?
- last year , well. being in 2a.

17) Where have you been today?
- school , singpost , mcc , old airport market , home.

18) Last thing you ate?
- noodles with fried chicken !

19) Who are you with ryt now?
- no one.

21) Do you love sunsets?
- dpends on my mood.,

23) What are your wishes for your birthday?
- celebrate it with real friends.

24) Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
- friends first , then family at night .

25) Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?
- yes.

26) Things you regret?
- quite a number.

27) Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
- yes. but its no point doing =/

28) What do you hate most that people tell you?
- hmm , nothing in particular. oh, people who ask me to keep quiet.

29) Chocolate cake or brazo de mercedes?
- chocolate cake.

30) How do you feel right now?
- wtf.

31) What's your plan next week?
- nth.

32) Missing someone?
- ya. alot of people.

33) What's her/his role in your life?
- jay juico - my partner, my everything . my family.

34) Have you hurt somebody in the past?
- dont knw.

35) The person who loves u most or the person u love most?
- the person who loves me most . i already changed principles.

36) In a relationship, rebound, dating, flying solo, whatever?
- i just want true love , nothing else. withtrust .

37) Interesting happened to you today?
- haha yes.

38) first text message you receive this am?
- cheryl .

39) did it make you smile?
- not , haha

40) how did it affect you?
- kinda nothing .

41) name someone very important to you but already in the past?
- must i name? lol. nah , i love evryone.

42) message to your bestfriend?
- cheryl , yangheng , jonathan & deneng - be strong always :D

43) iloveyou (fill in the blanks) :
- what? lol. iloveyouelviecapuli (grandmom).

no mood to post anything . will be rotting at home for sat & sunday. dont wanna work. hais, must study already. i love how my life goes . hope to be closer to someone..... =x

HELLOS ! :D

FAYE IS OFFICIALLY IN SINGAPORE!! hahaha :)

haiiss, very difficult to leave a big big family behind okay.
plus didnt get to meet everyone i wanted to meet back there. haii, they have no time as their schooling. & school there is not like here in SG, can slack can skip. lol.
okay. i really had fun! but yes, its limited fun. halfway through-out the days, im thinking of singapore. As in, exams. everything. wonder if people will be angry with me? cos i didnt inform them im going , and plus , i didnt inform them either that im already back! hahaha. fine, i know im mean. hahs.

i really have a lot of things to post. my everyday life there, & plus my feelings,realisations,experinces & awakenings:)
PLUS PICTURES! HAHS! yea man. i have lots okay. will be posting some of it, just to shareeeee :D

hmmm, i dont know if i wanna go school so early tomorrow. i still have some hang over. well , not easy to go & come back. emotionally prepared but, still moving on.
guess what . i wont be living a useless life again. hahs,
i promise to post when ive the time, maybe im going to school tomorrow just to meet my english teacher! i dont wanna confuse myself in other subjects.
i hope i wont be a pain in the ass okay. sorry teachers :|

i miss cheryl & jonathan. deneng & kenneth. eldon & peifang. tiffany & dionis:)
lalalala. not really excited but,
JUST FACE IT ! :D


WELCOME BACK FAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

you suck. dont know how to appreciate .i did so many things for you siaa.
but lol, just your luck , im already awaken. see who be happy more ok :D

i really no time for anything siaaa! no time to bug anything ~
please dont expect. hahas, next time then buyyyy . hmm ,

okay, whatever, i just know i hate that person. & will be forgetting him :)

bye ! miss everyone .
i have lots of things to tell cheryl teo .
hope we be closer. lol.

BYEBYE :D

i love myself & cheryl :D

i completely & deeply accept that its over :)

it seems so happy here. i dont wanna go back singapore? its like, there's nothing there to come back to? why ah? why am i feeling this way? should i stay? or go? or go back then finish my sec 3, then continue here?! haiiss. idk what i want.
it seems so happy here, but i know there's unfinished business in singapore.
like my studies/ friends. whatever.
i miss manjusri ! lol . i wonder what my class is up to every lesson.
sure slack like hell. anyone missing me? tag me lea:)


okay blablabla. im really having fun here leaa!
hahas. but i knw i hvae to study study :D yalayala.

whatever mannn .


no mood to blog. haha.
i miss cheryl can. but she seems happy without me :)
& someone seems to forget me le.
nevermind, i will too. hhahas.

i just hope that , after i forgotten that someone, i wont suffer from forcingmyselftolovehimback.


BYE! MISS ME OKAY! I'L BE BACK IN SG! BUt , i dont want say when. hahaha.


TAKECreeee!

okay fine,

i will really be away for i dont know how long, but please dont expect too much.
hmm, maybe the estimated number of days would be .. 16 days?
i hope so, after talking to mr.tay about my schooling, im kinda calmed le.
wa mr.tay , thanks a lot ya! i owe you luh. i go back le then will treat you :)

okay, now the problem is, im going to school tomorrow but i'l leave early.
my flight is at 2:30 pm. HMMM .
thinking about it sure make me sick , but nevermind , im strong .
i can face it one :)

& after talking to jj about everything, im 49% sure im much much better than just now. hehs, hope to meet him earlier tomorrow! but, im not yet sleeping, goodluck to me. wakakak.

lalala , maybe going to back to my hometown is not bad afterall.
i can fix things that i left unsettled there. & plus, i really miss my relatives.
imagine, your in a big big house with almost 15 people living inside,
then ended up in one hdb flat with just four people in singapore?
sure sucks okay. i prefer the noisy family i have there:)
yea but , studying in singapore will lead me to a better life.
& cheryl is the friend im looking for - jiajun , well , STILL in my heart.


dont miss me so much okay:))
i think kfc would be selling chickens without a fairy there. how sad man!
hahaha. & no one knows im going back but manager saiful . he should be touched okay!
LOL LOL. hahaha. & yea, my baobei - yangheng :D


to jonathan , yangheng , cheryl , peifang , deneng , kenneth yong , eldon & puaysee ;
hahas. i wonder how but , lets try not talking for straight consecutive days. ahaha.

to people in MCC - lalala . i traing basketball okay! i come back you all sure wow man. hahaha. joking :D

to meimei , eileen , sihui , marie , amber , tiffany , dionis & yijie ;
takecare of each other !



so im off ? hmm , tmr after skool , straight away go airport ba. i hope we will take BUS! so i can emo awhile through out my journey. hahas.
i swear i will make the most out of it luh , too many people to meet up with there. i hope i can meet them all up ! & since its a sudden come back, lol! i dont have gifts :x



DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH :) I'L BE FINE. HEHS.


idiot, hahs, baby, dont smoke too much okay? just do what makes you happy BUT try to cut down smoking. you takecare of yourself!

what the hell is happening in my life !
i came home today from cheryl's house and the
first thing my mom told me was ; IM GOING BACK MY COUNTRY!?

its tomorrow night! WTH ? did they even informed me?
how unfair can they get?!

WAAAAAAAAA!

its totally unfair! i dont wanna go back! why ! why must i go back when i dont want? then when i want to go back, they dont want? WTF? am i that dumb ? that they have to bring me over there just for some stupid reasons? ARRRRG! how can i leave cheryl teo here. how? who will look after him? who will ask him to study & who will ask him to cut down smoking? ARRRG! very unfair:(
i dont care who's readin this now, or what will people think of me now.
BUT I DIDNT STOPPED LOVING HIM FROM THE DAY WE BROKE UP. I JUST STOPPED SHOWING IT!

....
sorry for all the troubles i caused here. haii . im coming back or not? i dont know. even if my parents say yes or no , they can change their minds anytime.
but seriously, anything can happen in a few days . whoever jiajun will like/love/jio during those days im not here , please takecare of him :(
i dont know how to talk to him , but i want. he seems to avoid me la :(
he dont love me le , he dont want me le , i know that... i want to cry out loud now man.


WAAAAAA .
i cant believe this is happening !
imagine , your just with your 2 best girl-gossip friends, then SUDDENLY
you went home & received a news that your gonna leave TOMORRW NIGHT? how will you feel ! ARRRRH . idontknowlaaaaaaa.
can anyone bring me far away :(
i dont like it here. end of year exams is just 2 weeks away? & yet i havent even start learning anything. so, basically, if i dont do anything, my life is over. HAII ..


aya, whatever, just face it.

ROAAAAAAARSSS.


so many problems arising okay!
ALL INSIDE MY HOUSE ! GRRR .I HATE IT MANNN ! WHY LIKE THAT SIA =x

everything is okay with my schooling le, after those "ponning of class" issues, no more already one leaa. UNTIL THAT STUPID TEACHER CALLED MY DAD! MS NG IMEI ! YOU DO DIE MAN! how dare you tell my father craps!? you damn spoiler la! my life kana trashed cos of youuuu! wth , i dont need this kind of dance teacher la hoh. IM QUITTING DANCE. so you dont have to bother about my life . I WISH THE DANCERS LUCK MAN! confirm some of you all the parents will kana also, so goodluck! wth wth . i hate her mannnnnnnnn !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
lols. okay fine , cool down now.
seriously, i learnt what i want now. i just want a bestfriend, a family i would be glad to go home to everyday , & a school-life which both have fun & stress - studies.
okay, now i see why i didnt get that life . i neglected all of it after meeting the wrong one.
i guess love can really make you blind? & make you neglect everyone else but him/her?
well , sure thing. im over it now.
i swear i want cheryl as my bestbestfriend now ! who cares about what other people thinks?
i want to try & communicate with my parents. do things that pleases them. I'l try..
i want to study for every subject , but ofcourse i cant take away my 'talkativeness" in class.
since im quitting my CCA now , my aim is to FINISH MY LRCS , & that's it. start a new life!
wow , i felt so renewed okay. i wasnt me for the past one month i guess? :)
i was just carried away by some emotions which i shouldnt even bothered about in the first place. cheryl's grandmom is correct! im still young - so much out there awaits for me!

hmm , okay , so i hope i can cope with my "new lifestyle" now.
maybe going MCC is a mistake? i'l cut down the steps there. there's no reason for going down anyway. hahs. i will sure miss the people i met through CC . hmmm , im thankful to all of them man. i learnt alot. i learnt that ;
we should be strong & face everything even if there's no one to face it with.
just be happy with what you have & not what you dont have,
DONT FORGET WHO WAS WITH YOU IN THE BEGINNING AS WHEN YOU DROP DOWN , THEY WOULD BE THE PEOPLE YOU WILL MEET AGAIN ALONG THE WAY...

hahas okay . bye to some people that im gonna leave for the moment :)
it would be difficult i know , but time to give myself a break ba .
so to all my haters , HAHA , miss me okay ! next time then continue whatever i will leave behind.


i needa study now! FINAL YEAR IS HEREEEE ! nothing else can make me get my parent's trust back , but my results. so , anyone who can teach me physics & maths, please do so :(


I DONT CARE ANYMORE . lalala . i really dont care! hahas.

yoyoyo ! :D


to continue my later part of the day,
around 2:30 plus , cheryl called as she's going mcc.
LOLS. went down around 4 plus then joined meimei , cheryl , eileen & amber.
played with xiang they all .
lols , then played with one group of girls vs we all the girls . we won :)
CHERYL PRO LAAAA . keep going in . lol .

okay , then played with kenneth yong they all , WTH.
he keep "defending" me , but actually he was disiao-ing me niaaa.
whatever whatever . around 6:30 pm , i went to cheryl's house.
he grandmom suddenly talked to me about ... cheryl's life ,
& alot more things . im honoured ! really. i wish her grandmom good health :)

okay . blablabla .
went home le , dinner-ed . then now online :D

& slowly , i'l move on . & be happy WITH JUST MY FRIENDS x333

er hello =x

didnt go school today.
im not feeling well . my mid , all confused .
i cant believe im suffering for nothing :)

well , i shouldve go school. atleast i can have fun in class =x
okay fine, regretted ponning school again.


i wanna be happy happy happy now :)

okay, gtg ! post back later :D

new blogskin -
new life -

but WTF . talking to someone now , & i dont know how to epxlain what im feeling.
i wish i can just forget everything luh . HAAII . i dont want to love le can =x

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!
FAYE ! YOUR SO STUPIDDDDDDD ! YOU CAN BE HAPPY WITHOUT HIM ONE !!
CAN ONE ! FAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. STOP BEING INTO HIM ! NO POINT !
MOVE ON ! HE WONT BE THE PERSON YOU WANT HIM TO BE ! GIVE UP ! GIVE UP!


ARGGGGGGGGGG!
WHATEVER !


new blog , still same old topic .
i dont get it .

i forgot to blog about the special people who helped me out yesterday =x

CHERYL ; for staying by my side no matter what . & for explaining things to him? i know your tired luhh . time for you to enjoy life with me :D haha .

KENNETH YONG ; for cheering me up & telling me things that made me strong ! thanks!

JONATHAN & YANG HENG ; my best buddies :] haha . thanks thanks . will listen to you :)

MEIMEI ; for listening to me just now , i really realised alot through-out the story of me & him . dont worry , i know what im doing now. hahas.

SHENGDA ; i dont know why -.- but , i think must thank you also. lol xD



the love i gave you , the things i sacrificed for you , the friends i neglected for you , the time i gave up for you , the change in my life , the sufferings & pains i went through cos of you , the tears i shed for you , the patience & care i gave you ... i dont think you appreciate that.


i guess i really dont want to be related to you in anyway now. you just like the chase eh? hmm .. dont worry, now were nothing , no one will bite you le ma. no one will squeeze your fingers le . no one will pull your ears & punch you ma! i know you dont like me doing that to you . lols . you should be happy now :)

your free to go anywhere , with anyone , & do anything you want. smoke for all you want . play basketball & dont care about the world for all you want . no one will stop you le . BUT please . dont let our memories fade away.

i dont know if your reading this but , jiajun , you really made me happy la . you taught me things i dont know before. your my strength. really. when we ended things, i was at my weakest. i dont know how to start a day without you , how to end the night without you & how to comfort myself for the longings i have . YOUR MY EVERYTHING . i swear you are ! but yea , i dont think we should continue this anymore. you dont love me that much. i know . so i'l let you go ba ..


takecare of yourself okay? study hard ! you promised me to be in sec5 de . do me that last favour . & please , just please dont forget about US . the love story we had, i can say .. only both of us know what we really shared.

& for the last time , MAYBE LAST TIME , iloveyoubaby.

iloveyougoodbye :[




I WONT BE POSTING ANYTHING FOR THE MOMENT ! MISS ME OK! HAHA . JUST SMS ME (: I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF & MY FRIENDS. BE HAPPY EVERYONE !! LALALA :D

atleast everything ended where it started..


LOLs. this day very long -.-
morning , settled some things with cheryl then was late for F&N ! lols.
me & cheryl , didnt even listened to what the teacher was saying . hahaha .
doing some "computer jobs:)" lol.

okay , then went to find hongkiap .
awhile later , he went home le then me & cheryl took cab to lpk .
actually wanted to talk to someone , but things ended up to something else =/

& i wasnt surprised that things happened that way. i went down to find jiajun & not anyone else. you said all is okay le , then fine. you wont find me 'disturbing' you nor talking to you anymore . smart moves luhh . LOL .

& blablabla , the most hurtful thing is , the one special to you was actually the one who caused things get bigger . but yea, its over .


after settling that thing , i went down to talk to jiajun .
whatever we talked about, its between us. nobody knows what's gonna happen in the future. so i wont say anything out of the blue now .


just like cheryl , i give in too fast - & let go too fast .
but i'l think about what someone told me ba ..


& again , atleast i ended it - where everything started . MCC . & at that particular spot . i hope you'll live a happy & better life . we dont know what will happen to you , me , or US , but .. as ive said , i will always be there for you.



also went to watched dance concert thing just now . & he called =x
i dont know what to do now . but , time tells it all .



MESSED UP LA . GRRRRRR .
bbye :)

i really cant get to sleep .
knowing that there's school tomorrow , i mean , at 10 am , i still dont wanna sleep. LOLLL . & i updated this for like the 3rd time already . haaiii .

currently chatting with jiaming . no one else to talk to (that's with sense) . lol.

okay , since ive nothing to do , i'l asnwer surveys until im sian le. hahaa!
happy reading :)
surveys , meant to kill my boredoms . not anything else.


survey #1

1.What is more difficult:
To let go everything or forget what happened?
` to let go of everything ..

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
` just now . er , dont wanna say .

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
` jiajun .

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
` him to promote in sec 5 , & me to find true hapiness :)

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love
` love .

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
` haha . did & will .

7. Think of the last person u've met..
` cheryl ?

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
` yes :D

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had the chance?
` duhh . who dont wanna sleep with someone you want to sleep with . haha lol .

10. Are you old fashioned?
` sometimeS? hahaha.

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
` it depends on the situation .

12. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
` my family.

13. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
` just now .

14. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
` thought of someone =x

15. Would you give a homeless person a CPR?
` LOL . no ?

16. Words that you are holding onto your grandmother..
` dont get it but , i only know i love her.


IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
` only someone i really really really trust .

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
` spread love - forgive people - apologize to people - make my family happy :)

19. Would you be afraid?
` of hurting people that loves me .



survey #2


1.Who is the person you want most?
` for now , my grandmom .

2.Where will you be 2 hours from now?
` sleeping -.-

3.Did your last kiss mean anything?
` yes. love.

4.Does your ex miss you?
` how i know -.-

5.Does anyone love you?
` idontknow.

6.Can you make yourself sneeze?
` HAHA . funny . i forgot how le.

8.What are you doing tomorrow?
` F&N coursework , dance make-up session then free til 6 pm , then dance concert.

9.Are you easily confused?
` i guess so. sometimes.

10.Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
` i hope so ?

11.Where were you at 9am this morning?
` sleeping ~

12.Do you fall for people easily?
` not that easy . crush - yes .

13.Everything happens for a reason?
` yea.

14.What does your last text message read?
` cheryl's one . asking me to wake up myself tomorrow -.-

15.What are you listening to right now?
` fall - ina .

16.How has the week been??
` haiii .. not the best week .

17.Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?
` A LOT OF THINGS . just no chance . no courage . no time (he dont have time .. )

18.Would you kiss the last person you kissed again ?
` ofcourse luh . haha .

19.Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?
` uhhh .. my mom ?

20.Do you sleep with the TV on?
` sometimes ~

21.Are you too forgiving?
` err , most of the time . yes.

22.Have you ever wanted to be a fire fighter?
` hell no !

23.Who do you miss?
` i miss baby la .

24.What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
` water ..

25.Are you signed onto AIM?
` uhm no ?

26.If you could have any car what would it be?
` i dont want one .

27.What are you stressed out about?
` final - year - exam .

28.Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
` nopes .

29.How many windows are open on your computer?
` one . just this . everyone sleeping le :)

30.In the past week have you gotten sick?
` slight fever niaas.


survey #3


SAY SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR LOVELIFE
: not that stable but , i think its true love.

FAVE SONG FOR NOW
: long title - chinese song. haha.

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW?
: forgotten .

CIG OR BEER
: cig luh .

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU LAST NIGHT .
: nothing?

HAVE YOU EVER FALLEN IN LOVE WITH A FRIEND?
: everyone also starts with being friends what . lol .

WHAT SONG IS CURRENTLY PLAYING?
: going nowhere - bydontknowho.

DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND? WHO?
: cheryl teo hui wen ! :D

WHICH DO YOU PREFER KFC OR MAC?
: mac ba .

FAVORITE SPORT?
: is dancing a sport? haha . part time basketball :)

EVER BROKEN SOMEONES HEART?
: dont know .

EVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN?
: duh ?

WHAT DID YOU DO TO THE PERSON WHO BROKE YOUR HEART?
: revenged a lil bit , but ended up as friends also!

DO YOU HAVE PROBLEMS?
: who dont have?

LAST PERSON YOU KISS?
: =)

WHAT YOU DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
: forgot le .

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
: cheryl . her house . lols .

THE COLOR OF THE TSHIRT YOURE WEARING .
: white .

THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
: idontknow.

HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET
: 2 dollars . i swear ! aahaha . spent all le .

HOW'S LIFE? .
: i dont know . define life please?

What will you do next weekend?
: not sure . work ba .

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW UR EX GF/BF?
: long time le .

WHERE IS SHE/HE NOW?
: dont know !? =.=

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR BESTFRIEND?
: just now .

WHO'S THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED YOU?
: cheryl .

WHERE DID YOU HAVE YOUR DINNER LAST NIGHT?
: home ?

THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
: errr . not sure .

LAST THING YOU BORROWED FROM YOUR FRIENDS?
: comb ?

WHAT WILL BE YOUR WEDDING SONG/S INCASE YOU GET MARRIED??
: i dont think that far .

WHY IS THAT?
: cos , that will be like , 10-15 years from now . lol .

WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
: haha . im not sure. really .

WHO KNOWS YOUR SECRET?
: you talk shit la .

THEY KEEP YOUR SECRET?
: wtfff is this survey -.-

ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
: yes .

THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
: just now .

WHAT IS YOUR WISH FOR TOMORROW? .
: hmm .. i dont wanna say . it wont come true anyway .


OKAY IM DONE SURVEY-ING! my mom nagging me nowww laaa. GRRRRRRRRR.


& iloveyou baby.

okay i just reached home .
LOLS.

was from my bitch's house :)

anyway , i dont get things nowwwww.
why like that ! IMISSBABY&#@&^^@%^(#@(@!^*.

LOLSSSS.

tomorrow , im free from 1 pm - 6 pm? anyone wanna find me & cheryl ,
lets hang out :) hahaha .

lols whatever . im waiting for someone's reply . cmonnnnn.
lets settle this now mannnns =x

okay , hope baby can do well for his english tmr !

& i wish to have a good day tomorrow please! :D
from 7.30 pm - 10.00 pm , please sms me .
im sure bored watching some dance show. lol.

why? :(

things may change in just a flash but ; im willing to adapt.


LOLS!
lalala. cant believe time is so fast can . sept.6 coming =x
whatever. i'l blog what you guys missed out :)

Sept. 1 , 08
as the later part of the day , met meimei . went to mcc!
just played ball . blablabla. went home awhile then stayed there til 10 plus .

Sept. 2 , 08
met cheryl in the morning - bus-ed to skool for F&N coursework.
after that , was with meimei , cheryl & hongkiap.
had lunch at mac stadium . hongkiap went home le .
the 3 of us went cc played ball with ngaishun. haha that loser xD
baby & max went down awhile too :D
play play play til we girls took cab to lpk.
met jonathan then slacked & played. lol.
our play is an ultra mega-special play . haha !
we disiao-ed the shopkeeper at yoghurt there. lol. whatever !
that sibei guai lan girl. haha
cheryl some more want 'buy' umbrela. haha
then meimei more funny! want take the long long umbrella & throw downstairs to jonathan. lol ! we four will get it la. hahaha :)
sent cheryl home after that . then me & meimei talked to sd about some things ...
i dont know.. hope meimei will just be happy :)

okay , meeting meimei or jonathan or deneng later. haha .
lols . tmr , whole day not at home ! miss me ok !

& yea so? your just so childish. still wanna scare me ? haha LOL . you try touch him laaa. stress him some more . lol . your just a plain pest la. without you, everything is actually okay. dont drag people in luh. lol. get lost man.



imissyoula.lols.yourworldso...tight:[nevermind,bhappycanle:)

YO YO ! :D

LOLS. i woke up damn early today okkkkay!
5:10 am , somewhere that time. took out my handphone under my pillow.
& tada ! it vibrated - baby messaged :) hahaha . the timing to good okay!
LOLL. we suppose to meet in the morning . & yea , i asked him to wait .
i made sure my mom was really sleeping 1st . cos i cant ever get out of my house
with her being awake -.-
okay , i made sure le then changed clothes - part by part ! LOL.
then walked out of my room silently . looking for my house key .
cant seem to find it ~ so i took my dad's one ! :]

opened & closed the door silently . & yes . i got out ! lolsssss. nice escape hoh?
okay then walked to CC . very cold laaaaaaaaaaaa. =x
im not used to walk outside around before 7 am . so my body cant adapt. lol.
meet baby le :D
5:50 am til 6:50 am ! lols . one hour with him :)
his the 1st guy that i ever met damn early . i swear ><
okay , my mom called my handphone!
she found out im not at home . so gave some excuses & whatever .
reached home , she asked me to go down again & withdraw money .
& dang , she keep scolding me. whatever .

chatted with marie on the phone awhile then im blogging now! LOLS.
oh ya , i forgot that i must put jiajun's name in every paragraph i have . lol.

I MISS ANSWERING SURVEYS! SO HERE's ONE ! :D :D

TRUE HEART SURVEY

Q1: What's your zodiac ?
A: pisces .

Q2: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A: err , not just sight . maybe yes ?

Q3: Does your ex(s) still contact with you?
A: yups.

Q4: Do you think your a good bf/gf?
A: haha . my bf said im not :) lol. haha

Q5: Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
A: 3rd & 4th also cannn .

Q6: Have u ever liked anyone else's
bf/gf?
A: err, i think so?

Q7: Thinking of anyone right now ?
A: baby x3 .

Q8: What would you like to say that person on your mind?
A: iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou:)

Q9: Have you ever broken someone else
heart?
A: dontknow.

Q10: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
A: who didnt?

Q11: Do you prefer to be single or in a
relationship?
A: it depends , but for now, im happy with baby .

Q12: How do you feel right now ?
A: relaxed? inlove? sleepy -.-

Q13: Have you told anyone you'd marry
them?
A: nopes.

Q14: Total contact in msn ?
A: idk . 100 + nia .

Q15: How many online ?
A: im not online .

Q16: Often chat with those online people ?
A: cheryl , baby , jiaming , gerald , shengda , arif , clarin . my msn buddieS:)

Q17: How many groups you've created ?
A: 2.

Q18: Prefer China or Malaysian ?
A: uhh . anything .

Q19: What you gonna do on 11/09/08?
A: waaa. why the date so purposely one =x haii , shaiful's last day :(

Q20: What hp line your using ?
A: m1 .

Q21: Good service and all ?
A: lame , okok la.

Q22: Do you have blog ?
A: obvious?

Q23: Spammer spamming ?
A: nah nah .

Q24: Who love's you the most ?
A: im sure about this - my grandparents & parents.

Q25: how would you know ?
A: im sure. really :)

Q26: Star / Heart ?
A: heart for neclace / star for bracelet !

Q27: Are you afraid of dark ?
A: i am -.-

Q28: How many msg you received this morning when you see your phone ?
A: 3 ? baby , arif & kathleen.

Q29: Guy or Girl
A: 2 boys . 1 girl .

Q30: Reply their msges ?
A: replied baby's nia.

Q31: How many missed call you received this morning when you see your phone ?
A: none .

Q32: Are they important calls ?
A: none .

Q33: Do you have a plan later ?
A: huh? what plan -.- nothing much .

Q34: Start with 8 or 9 ?
A: i want 6 :)

Q35: Like your cellphone number?
A: hmm , easy to remember ba .

Q36: What are you listening to right now ?
A: didnt mean to make you mine - nina (imeem) .

Q37: Clubbing or Chilling ?
A: slacking . lol .

Q38: Hold your liquor well ?
A: i dont .

Q39: Vomit before ?
A: wtf .

Q40: Drunk ?
A: not really .

Q41: When you know you gonna die, what is your last wish ?
A: uh , i dont think that far .

Q42: Afraid of death ?
A: no . im just afraid of hurting people who loves me.

Q43: What's new event coming up ?
A: nothing? oh , our 1st month :D

Q44: How you gonna celebrate it ?
A: idk . that day is so . . tight schedule -.-

Q45: Looking forward to that particular day ?
A: ofcourse :D

Q46: Which sec sch ?
A: manjusri secondary school .

Q47: Are you dumb or stupid ?
A: wtf -.- er , both ba .

Q48: Why ?
A: everyone is la.

Q49: What's your name ?
A: Faye .

Q50: Love your name ?
A: okk la . haha .

LALALA .

im so tired can =x

woke up at 6 am ! read jj's message. but after i replied him ,
he didnt. waited for 15 minutes , still no reply.
so i slept again.
was awaken by his message again around 10+ am .
was giddy. so didnt meet him ! =/

okay , had my breakfast then walked to stadium kfc . workworkwork.
LOLSS. nth much interesting in work . just that , lordon really damn funny.
haha. keep bullying him :D
jonathan dorpped over ; haaii . dont know how to help you , so long you happy, i will agree to it.. anything, im just here! but , quite busy ya? sorry . u tc!


okay . meimei fetched me from work then we went to the hawker to find the rest!
me , meimei , jiawei , kenneth , zhi hong , mazni & max together . then all walked to cc.

saw the blitz team there then played bball with them :)
baby came down ! but awhile nia he go coffee shop eat le =x
then he came back again . LOL .
okay , but after one round of bball he go le. imisshimokayy!

blablabla. stayed at cc with meimei , jiahui , shengda , xiang , weisheng & 2 other people. dont know their names. lolsss.
the lights off le we all still playing bball . haha! very fun to be with them luhhh.
reallyyyyyyyyyyyyy. lols .

okayokay , sent meimei to take cab ,
then jiahui & the rest pei-ed me walked back to my house.
thanksthanksthanks ! :D

now chatting with baby & cheryl .
okay , tmr no work . hopefully can play badminton at cc tmr. :)

bbyeeeeee.
dont just come here read lea. tag me ! :D

imissyoubaby!