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30.4.08,

my 110th post oh yea :)

ahahahas!

LOLS. today skool's fine.
had a lot of crapping with bryan, kenneth, deneng & ryan :)
my chit-chat buddies during class. that's why i love sitting in my OWN PLACE!
as their really some funny guys :)
hahaha.

PE today hor , is WTHS okay! firstly, my cheekbone was like.. wrecked? hahas.
even until this hour , the pain is unbearable la! everytime i talk or eat & especially yawn , ITS FUCKING PAIN! aaaaargh.
whatever. & oh plus , not only does my cheekbone hurts, my spectacles was also damaged. walaus laaaa. arrghh. all because of basketball ! hahas. but i dont care :]
i must train de la.. i need stamina for dance ! im a senior now seh.. hahahaha!

then, had reccess ! thanks for those people who left my uniform at one place just like that. like garbage can? i dont who la.. but i think sihui's right. LOLS..
next time im gonna put it with marie they all already!
& then & then , had reccess but i didnt enjoyed my fave noodles with chopsticks :(
cos of my that thingy. its really pain. haaiiss.

then class & class , then went tuh LRC!
waaas. mr.lim is frigging stupid laar can?
i came there at 1:10 pm , sharp!
then there were other 2 boys who came at 1:20 pm..
but mr.lim released them first! WTF?
then i buay tahan i went infront and asked him "what time are you gonna release me?"
then he was like.. "huh why? what time you came up?"
then i purposely go snatch that report paper thingy & pointed my time tuh him!
then he say "oh im sorry. okay you can go!"
WTFFF! hahahaha . i was really irritated lor.. but neverminds :)

after that, joined choir's buffet. hahahahha!
thanks tuh those people who took food for meeeeee! nyahaha.

then went home with puaysee & sihui.
hahas. i miss puaysee men :)
all those crapping & gossiping! wooh! cant wait for dance :D
9:35 PM

29.4.08,

ERR .

im bored cans :[
today slept the whole day? as in waa.
hahas!

whatever !
why am i not studying for exams????
FUCK LAAAA. whyyyye! haaaiiyyaas.
dont know men. all i know is that i must pass ALL SUBJECTS!
pls pls give me the mood tuh study :(

whatever.
haiiss. i miss someone :)

bbye!
9:15 PM


12:31 am now ! with the actual date of april 28 !
2nd post bah :)

can anyone tell me why that little time on the bottom part of my post cant be viewed?
as in time$date part. LOLS.

haiiss. i dont have tuh go skool tmr! so i dont feel like sleeping tonight bah.
im posting something now cos of a big change in terms of my .. priciple !
i dont know how any of you who's reading this will put it like ,
but hey.. pls dont get it wrong okay?
i just wanna advice GIRLS :)
dont expect too much from a friend of the oppossite sex. boys can be totally unpredictable! we girls usually dont know what they mean by their words & actions .
but whatever it is , puhlease dont get yourself hurt by expecting something.

im seriously hurt now la ..
but im okay. LOLS. how i wish i can just say out the name & what exactly happened.
AYYAAAS! how tuh get away ar . dont know la =/
im very stupid ! GRRRR.

whatever la! tmr i needa talk tuh MARIE & CLARA. im gonna give them a call based on this stuff. haaiiss.

this one's gonna be a long post. cos i wanna answer a survey. HAHA :)


survey!!

1. What was the last question someone
asked you?
` forgot. lazy tuh see sms-es .

2. Whose msg is the 6th text in your
inbox?
` deneng. LOLS.

3. What was the last thing you
said/sent to someone..?
` craps nia :)

4. Bored?
` SUPER!

5. Name something you have to do
tomorrow.
` go for that medical thingy tuh finally get my SALARY! :D

6. Have you ever called 000?
` later i'l try bah .

7. Do you own an iPod/mp3/mp4?
` no.

8. Do any of your friends have
children?
` err.. cousins are considered friends ! so i guess yes?

9. What CD is currently in your CD
player?
` no more cd players these days la. haha.

10. Do you prefer regular or chocolate
milk?
` depends luhd.

11. Has anyone told you a secret this
week?
` yes.

12. When was the last time you ate in
pizza hut?
` waa! i even forgot that there's a pizza existing in this world hor. thanks for reminding me. LOLS.

13. Can you whistle?
` NOOO. =/

14. Are you currently wanting any
piercings or tattoos?
` piercings ! serious .

15. Do you get along better with boys
or girls?
` for my class, more tuh boys. i guess? but i can mix around with girls oso la. haha.

16. Do you sleep on your side,stomach,
or back?
` whichever way im comfortable for that particular moment.

17. What are you listening to?
` due tuh copying this survey , i got interested in this song called : i wanna be by chris brown. LOL.

18. What does the song remind you of?
` him :(

19. Which of your friends lives
closest to you?
` not sure. a lot le.

20. What did you do yesterday?
` work then .. home! LOL.

21. What big concerts are you looking
forward to?
` SYF is the next one . but not looking forward bah .

22. What's bothering you right now?
` why im not bothered for MYE. haiiss.

23. Next vacation you're going on?
` november. back there. i hope its true!

24. Last time you had butterflies in
your stomach?
` just now .

25. What did you dream about last
night?
` forgot le.

26. Does your phone ring in the middle
of the night often?
` nopes.

27. What gets in your way of your
sleeping?
` when i remembered that i actually want tuh do something , or pring something or tell someone who's already sleeping something. LOL. craps!

28. What is something you recently
learned about urself?
` im dumb. stupid & careless when it comes tuh .. love? :)

29. Do you like anyone?
` wow . haiiss .

30. Do you know anyone who's married?
` lame .

31. What's your favorite number?
` dont know la.

32. Who was the last person who made
you cry?
` ms yap? hahas .

33. What are you doing?
` making myself sleepy.

34. When was the last time you cried?
` just now .

35. What is one thing you miss about
your past?
` someone. nevermind. im planning something.

36. Are you jealous of anyone?
` sort of.

37. Is anyone jealous of you?
` there's nothing tuh be jealous about me. promise.

i ended posting at 1:21 am .
WTF :)
haiiss. im bleeding. fuck la :)
12:34 AM

28.4.08,

skool's like shit today.

my class is really getting WORSE?
or issit the teachers are just so over sensitive?
well .. whatever laa.. actually i dont really care .
but when ms yap cried right infront of my eyes , i saw her love for our class & when she said some words, dionis we all got emotional. ms yap! we really appreciate youu. i hope that you can get better & teach our class better next time..

i really miss ms.goh :(
she's the only teacher whom despite the fact that she makes the class very quiet, she still manage tuh make the whole class laugh !

ayaas. i miss 2a. i prefer 2a being separated from 2b..
cos if those boys are together , they can learn nothing. =/
im just worried la. i wouldnt want tuh see any of the my BOY-friends tuh retain!
especially zhan rong , clive & vince ~ i really care for you all lor . i just cant show..

LALALA! :)

haiiss. walaus. i suddenly miss a lot of things can..
last year is the best year SO FAR for me !
from friends tuh love tuh teachers tuh skool marks , yes its the best !

WOOOOOO!

whatever men.

LRC today is okay.
talked quite a bit with adrian as he was sitting behind me.
keep saying FAYE SUCK .
WTH . whatever. hahaha :)
goodluck to you & her men ! hahaha.
LOLS. we both were like .. updating each other. haha! funny can.

okayokay.
tats all !

BYES x3.

if you take everything as a joke, dont blame me if i decide tuh give up on you one fine day. i dont want us tuh be JUST FRIENDS. that suck i tell you.
8:32 PM


hey :)

12+ posting again . so u know what's the actual date ar . haha :D

i think i found some people tuh cycle with already !
hahas.
so movieS? anyone? :)

LOLS.

work today is really okay.
met a new friend named MAHA . went home with her as we live quite close !
omg :] i didnt know its better if i wear lenses while working .. haha !
for this week , im working from THURSDAY TO SUNDAY :D
until 10 pm !
so people , go eat at KFC laaa. help me increase my counter count. LOL.
okay fine im bo liao.

gonna sleep now :)

having no one tuh like, is really boring . =/
haiiss.

i now believe that GOOD LOOKING GUYS THAT HAVE THE CORRECT ATITUDE , is either GAY , MARRIED .. or BROKE!
WTF . puhlease produce more boy wonders in the world. hahas !

bbyess.
LRC dor 3 days here i come :D

faye.
12:48 AM

27.4.08,

YO YO people :)

ahahas. today's date is actually 26 okay ! 27 was here cos 12+ already.

yea & work today was damn tiring but fun & i learnt a lot :)
its very touching tuh know that im moving from step tuh step of my life quite faster than my other friends !
im proud luh :D
ahahas.

i wanna go CYLCE!
who wanna go? just give me an SMS.
this month , i wanna cycle & catch a movie..
so puhlease tell me whoever wants the same . lets go together :)

here's a survey.

SURVEY

Anybody ever told you you have pretty
eyes?
♥ think so !

who is your last text from?
♥ deneng.

What have you learned today?
♥ many things. KFC :)

How many different people of the
opposite sex have you cried over?
♥ a lot laas.

Do you like to smile?
♥ YES. kfc. hahaha. lols.

How tall are you?
♥ im tall.

What do you want to be when you grow
up?
♥ dont know !

What time do you usually wake up on
weekends?
♥ 11-1 pm . standard time.

Do you like peanut butter?
♥ sometimes bah..

What is your favourite subject?
♥ for now ... maths & english !

What perfume do you wear?
♥ nothing. i seldom put on those stuffs.

If you could live in any other
country, which one would you pick?
♥ my own one or singapore . but i prefer my own country!

Where were you when you heard about
the world trade towers?
♥ lame la.

Are phones worth it?
♥ YESS.

Is there anyone you'd die for?
♥ i guess so.

Spell your name without an E, R, S, H,
K, I, M, O, A:
♥ fay joy capuli va . LOL! haha.

What are you listening to?
♥ 98.7 FM :) now !

Is any part of your body sore?
♥ ankle. dont know why. cos from 3-10 pm , i was standiiiiiing.

Are you happy with your life right now?
♥ i can be happier bah ...

How do you earn money?
♥ working .

Are you going out??
♥ when? LOL!

Where do you wish you were right now?
♥ no place in common. wanna sleep soon.

Are you slowly drifting away from
someone close?
♥ let me see .... dont know le..

When was the last time you felt
unbearably guilty?
♥ hahas! just now . was zilian-ing when my father caught me. FUCCK.

How is life going for you right now?
♥ its OKAY. but i want a HAPPY & SATISFYING life .

When was the last time you held
someones hand?
♥ err . ouh yesterday.

Who can you tell everything to?
♥ everything? pauline bah. my BESTBESTFRIEND.

Last words you spoke?
♥ "oo na" = means "ya la!"

Do you play guitar hero?
♥ wth is that ?

Do he/she like you?
♥ dont know . dont wanna know .

Are You Sure?
♥ that i dont wanna know? yes im sure .

How do you know?
♥ fuckyoula! haha.



TATS ALL PEOPLE !

& it dont seem good for us..
12:38 AM

26.4.08,

HELLO PEOPLE OF PEOPLE :)

the pask week was okay. with 3 days of LRCs that save me from waiting
for marie & sihui . :P

ahaha !

well well.

nothing much bah!

YESTERDAY [friday] :: ENGLISH PAPER ! it was okay bah :)
i know i can pass , but i wanna get a high mark. woots!
&& , i didnt know its so good tuh have a reason for dancing , studying & sleeping early for the sake of exams :)
i know nobody would get it . i know what i mean can already. hahaha.
after exams , went tuh bugis with DANA ! hahaha ! she bought a bag x3
actually suppose tuh watch a movie with some people, but i dont know what happened.
so i dont feel like watching it already lor .

& jackson sin is sooo ... whatever men .. goodluck tuh you la! haha :)

after that , i went home rest a while & chatted with MARIE on the phone,
she was crying & so no jokes for the minute . but after i while ,
i cheered her up already! :D :D
im so clever mennnn.
then talked tuh her the whole afternoon until i reached leisure for work.

WORK was okay. just a little boring cos im the only cashier lor.
damn it! haha . but yea its okay :)
thanks tuh the people there , who really tried their best entertaining me.
im so touched can. hahaha :)

later got work agens. 3-10 !
WOOHOO! :D :D
i love working at leisure i tell ya !
ahahas.
got free food plus meeting lots of interesting people , i mean , customers , is FUN!

tats all .
gonna start studying on monday during LRC.

byes byes byes ! :D

& im falling
1:25 PM

22.4.08,

HEY people.

sorry ar.. hahas !
i suddenly feel like typing a lot of things (:

so let me say everything !
well after montage , life gets even more busy. as in, work is actually not stressing me up ; but making me TIRED & SLEEPY in class!
yeeboon say its okay tuh work during weekdays nor .
then let me try bah !

WALAUS ! i havent even study anything for mid-year cans :(
im putting it all up during my LRCs.
i hope i will have the urge tuh STUDY !

well well ! a SURVEY HERE (:
51 questions about someone important to you
LOLS . let me see who ..........



1.) What's his/her full name?
♦ SMILES .

2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?
♦ nope!

3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
♦ a little ?

4) How old is the person?
♦ why would i give you a clue who ? hahas!

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
♦ nope!

6) Is this person older than you?
♦ :)

8) When was the last time you thought
about him/her?
♦ now luh . duh? talking about HER OR HIM mah . hahas!

9) Are you related to this person?
Related? How?
♦ very much related. PROMISE!

10) Are you really close to him/her?
♦ erm .. yes ?

11) Do you have a nickname for each
other?
♦ LOLS. sort of .

13)How many times do you talk to this
person in a week?
♦ everyday nor .

14) Do you think she/he will repost
this?
♦ er . huh ?

15) Could you live with this
person?
♦ as if i got the chance !

16) Why is this person your number one?
♦ my number one ? LOLS ! says who. haha.

17) Have you seen this person cry?
♦ havent. but i want tuh see her/him cry ! hahas .

18) How long have you known this
person?
♦ since sec 2 !

19) Have you ever been to the mall
with this person?
♦ :)

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with
them?
♦ no!

21) If you ever moved away would you
miss this person?
♦ SOO MUCH .

22) Have you ever given this person
something?
♦ craps. i gave her/him craps . hahas!

23) Have you ever done something
really stupid or illegal with this
person?
♦ maybe stupid . not illegal !

24) Do you know everything about this
person?
♦ everything ? no .

25) Would you date this person's
siblings?
♦ NO! hahas .

27) Have you ever made something with
this person?
♦ yea. i think it started with that. YES THAT .

28) Have you fought before?
♦ not really fight. just never talk (:

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with
this person?
♦ skinny dipping? not im my vocab. sorry! haha.

30) Does this person have a fetish?
♦ fetish? wow . i needa learn english. haha.

31) Is she/he on drugs?
♦ nopes !

32) Do you know this person's shoe
size?
♦ no. & i dont care la.

33) Have you ever worn this person's
clothes?
♦ nopess.

34) Have you and this person made
up a hand shake?
♦ HAHAS. lols. she/he will find that super lame!

35) If it was "freaky friday" would
you switch bodies with this person?
♦ err i dont want (:

36) Has this person ever seen you
dance?
♦ should be !

37) Have you ever heard this person
sing?
♦ YES . hahahah .

39) Do you know this persons
friendster password?
♦ no !

40) Do you know this person's best
friend?
♦ erm.. yes?

41) Have you and this person ever
gotten into a fight that lasted more
than 2 days?
♦ not fight . just not talking :)

42) Does this person cry alot?
♦ no ! serious .

43) Have you met any of this person's
ex's?
♦ yes. all of them i think .

44) Have you and this person went
clubbing?
♦ =.='

45) Do you know how to make this
person feel happy?
♦ i know :)

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
♦ yea. a lot .

47) Have you licked this person?
♦ WTF ? =.='

48) Has this person yelled at you?
♦ joking way . or , calling way :]

49) Have you and this person got into
a fist fight?
♦ no?

50) Do you love this person?
♦ i only know that this person is important tuh me !

51) Do you want to be with him/her
forever?
♦ ............naah.
11:58 PM


HEY ! people of singapore :)

LOLS . nothing much .
i wanna post a lot of things. but im too sian now ! HAHA .

got one guy message me sia,, damn funny! cor me FUCK HARD & LICK COCK.
funny right ? then he call me call "my man" fuckoff , but he's the one who should fuckoff in the 1st place! hahaha :)

okay fine . GTG !

byes x3.
11:38 PM


hi guys :)

hahas !

the date today is 21 of april OKAY !
blogged at 12 + , so yea . ahahas .

this is gonna be a short post . sorry sorry !

tmr gonna blog my whole life . LOLS .

byes xD
12:11 AM

20.4.08,

HEY .

im tired :[

gonna post a lot of things after my work later ,
or maybe after my work tomorrow. LOLS !

yea tats all !

montage is over .
i still got a habg over in putting all those make ups, hair sprays , safety pins & open pins , sawing , practicing , worrying & rushing . i miss all of it =/

tuh my dance seniors ; im gonna miss all of you ! thanks for everything .
we juniors wouldnt have made it if not for you all .
so thanks so much !

JANET , VIVIAN , HAZIQAH , CHINGQI , MELISSA , LAURA , AGNES !

i look up tuh all of you . especially our chairman , JANET
pls visit keep watching over dance!
pls! iloveyouall :)

post back later. byes xD
4:28 PM

18.4.08,

heyhey :[

im very tired & sleepy now!

woooh. its been a long & tiring & nerve-cracking & exciting day.
hahahahs (:
so many ways tuh explain it wor..

firstly ; cabbed tuh skool early morning as dancers needa gather for make-ups & whatever stuffs.

; went inside the toilet & dana helped me make my hair ! hahas . loveyou dana !

then went tuh GYM room!
do this & that and blah blah blah..
well well .. dancers are lovely ! really.
EVER THOUGH SOME PEOPLE , WHOM ACCORDING TUH SI HUI DOESNT KNOW ARTS; FIND IT SUPER UGLY. LOLS! ITS NOT OKAY. DANCERS ARE SUPPOSE TUH HAVE THICK-THICK MAKE-UPS.HAHA :)

ya tats all ! we rushed here & there in the end.
then my left ankle was sprained at the first round of dance !
i was so frigging worried that i cant make it for the REAL THING .
but fortunately , with the help & support of my lovely dancers,
especially JANET , MELISSA , HAZEL , ELYSIA , SIHUI & HANROU,, i was able tuh ease the pain away!
thankyous! sorry wasnt able tuh thank you all . cos was really in pain just now.

and yea ; dance time ! i was really disspointed at first.
cos i thought no ppl are gonna watch us laaa.
then suddenly after the 3rd bell rang , WTF ! crowded can!
what more tmr? montage? hahaha.
whatever. i enjoy being on stage even though after performing , my asthma attacks badly!

so yea . tats all.
it sucks being on the same room with BAND & CO .
cos they have tuh practice their instruments.
irritatiiiiiiiiiiing. but atleast with them , more spirit . hahas!

montage tmr! GOODLUCK EVERYONE!
lets show-off what manjusri got! ; well that is ; if we got something tuh show.
hahahaha (:

byes xD
i hope you all enjoyed the dance!
puhlease dont say any bad comments in my blog.
it wont be entertained. wanna complain , the dance seniors are ready tuh tok (:
11:27 PM

17.4.08,

im really sad la :(

stress!

i hate my family.

bye.
10:03 PM

15.4.08,

hahaha :)

im at skool library now .. LOLS!
mt period !

sian lor !
but got sec 5 boys here in library.
playing like mad. hahaha!


yea whatever.
chatting with my uncle!

tats all.
LRC later. ARG .

byes xD
11:08 AM

14.4.08,

YO PEOPLE :)

haiiss. had combine rehearsal just now!
it was really a waste of time can?
danced one round only lor! then the 2nd round, stand there only then bow.
suckers laaa =/

haiiss! today, only listened tuh maths & chemistry!
i really hate mr tay la.
must he announced that i cried cos he called my parents?
fuck okay! but then no choice lor :[
must still talk tuh him nicely so he will teach me maths. HAHA. :D

i love my class x3
really! but atually , the little corner there is my world :)
i dont wanna say what it means. LOL.
haha ! this quote by someone hor , very funny !
"my lovely monday was spoiled all bcos of her!" ahahaha !
its sooo cute laaa ! hahahah .

yea okay tats all.
i hope marie is fine !
i regret siding her guy at first laa. damn it!
boys really do sucks .
no more matured & responsible guy alr. haiiss :[

I DONT LIKE ALVIN ALREADY!
hahahah . LOLS . i dont know men..
he's nothing actually. just an infatuation.
have a crush now i think ?
but i dont really care.
MYE , montage , work ; my 3 priorities!

wulao . jonathan oso working at my workplace-to-be .
WALAAAAO! but i hope its gonna be okay. haha !

okay tats all . nothing much alr .
HAZEL ! LIZARD LA YOU!
ahahaha :)

byes x3
9:53 PM

13.4.08,

heyhey :]

gotta post when im not busy alr !

ive been really hectic cans!
dance & work .
damn.. tiring but fun laa (:

anyways ,
im thinking of closing down my blog !
but , ive put quite a lot of effort tuh it lers.
so i dont know!

blah blah.
gotta rush tuh WORK NOW!
so yea ,

TATA !
4:05 PM

11.4.08,

YO :)

aahahas.

today ; dance was very TOUGH =/
cos my flu is really running luh.. & plus got tuh run & run & run !

then stooopid mr.tay called my parents !
then my dad called me in the middle of dance practice.
which made me cry la! cos he scolded me.. so i really hate mr.daniel tay!
go dieeeeee! ARGH! it doesnt mean i talk a lot & slack a lot, i will fail liao right!? pls laa! you wait until mid-year first before you talk cock can! asshole -.-
now my dad got bad views of me lor . im sure that one more call from any teachers,
dang! my phone will be gone :(

haiiyaas. but i dont actually hate mr.tay la! hahaha. cos his really good!
LOLS. but no need tuh tell my parents any craps de right!?
GRR! i hate tuh cry cos of MALES ya heard ?
lmao. hahahas xD

okay fine. anger spilt.

so lets move on tuh ... oh! my blogsong! its alr changed :D
cos im NOT emo already! x)
ive gotten over someone liao ! YES! im free! woohoo!
now whoever i will like , well except for alvin ; cos that's a special case . lol..
im not gonna post anything at about him ! as in about whoever i will like .

okay tats all (:
tmr got dance .. goodluck tuh me ! ARG .

byes xD
10:46 PM

10.4.08,

YAY :)

i enjoyed skool today.. hahas!
i dunno why !
maybe bcos i missed them mah.
especially my place there [original seat] ..
cos we all everytime play truth or dare with my hello kitty
HAHA ! but then now hello kitty no more alr lor ! confiscated. walaus !

LOLS. nothing much today.
just played & played in class. didnt really paid attention :)

& something AMAZING happened ! really AMAZING! hahaha!
i no longer like HIM ! YAYAYAYAY! yess! yess yess yess !! :D :D
hahahahaha! i dont care about you pigg. pigg pigg oink. hahahaha!
i never say anyname hor . hahahah . i just know im not crazy about him alr!
LOL =.='
im frigging happy..
i dunno why. & i dont care why.

yea tats all !
please dont say anything about my posts alright ??
its just expressions about what i feel ! okay ? hope were clear !!

lololol.

tuh SOME GIRL . i regret that i respected you lor . walaus . she asked you properly can.. i dunno what's the problem with that.. its not that were scared of you okay! its just that we respect you ! but bcos of this , i dunno whether i can still do so. im sure you wont be totally gone , so i have tuh suffer. no no , WE have tuh suffer. LOLS . im prepared :)

okay okay . tats all! tmr have dance .. so ...... i hope i can . lols!

byes!
6:17 PM

9.4.08,

haiiss :[

im really effing sick le !
JIDAN ! 2 days nv go for skool is very different can !
tmr really must go alr .
actually today i wanna go skool . but thens last night
i keep on waking up cos of my flu .. so , too weak & sleepy alr
might as well stay at home.
haiiss .

my sickness so bad timing lor!
DAMN LA .
as in got MYE alr ; then got work plus extra dance practices!
WTFFF .
faster montage & MYE end ler ! pls pls pls :[

haiiyaas.
tats all la.
LOLS .

i oficially miss my class la.
<333

byes :)
5:48 PM

8.4.08,

LOLS XD

didnt come skool today .
hahas! cos im not feeling well! later gonna take mc.
stupid flu & cough.
haiiss.

err ; changed blogsong one more time. hahaha!

the lyrics are here.
its for you .. ****** haha . lmao .


Ohh no no no no,
If love was a bird, then we wouldn't have wings,
If love was a sky, we'd be blue,
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing,
Cuz love isn't for me and you
If love was an oscar, you and I could never win,
Cuz we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin,
Cuz it's not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated
If love was a fire, then we have lost the spark,
Love never felt so cold
If love was the light, then we're lost in the dark,
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport, we're not on the same team,
You and i are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, then we are just a stream,
Cuz love isn't for me and you
Why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated
Girl I know we had some good times,
It's sad but now, we gotta say goodbye,
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny,
You can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I,
I know it hurts, so much but it's best for us,
Somewhere along this windy road you know we lost the trust,
So I'll walk away, so you don't have to see me cry,
It's killing me, so, why don't you go
Why don't you go your way (ohhh)
And I'll go mine (baby)
Live your life (ooo)
And I'll live mine (I'll live mine)
Baby you'll do well (I'll be fine)
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off, so much better off
Go your way (Go your way)
And I'll go mine (I'll go mine)
Live your life (Your life)
I'll live mine
You'll do well (ohh hoo)
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off, soooo much beeeeetter off
So much better off...
Seperated
I'm sorry we didn't make it
3:58 PM

7.4.08,

haiiss :[

today my day sucks laa.
im frigging pissed off with a lot of ppl..
a lot of things , happenings & maybe talkings & hearsays .

haiiyaaas. & got 2 boys . jidan laa! iwanthemtuhDIE! ARRGHS.
i really duwan tuh stick with my "oh actually their good" principles alr laa..
all craps sia ! whatever . i need JAC agains . LOLS .

lucky in class still got SOME PEOPLE who can make me happy :D
i duwan tuh mention the names. cos i know ppl will come & say ; "walao u nv put my name" . LOLS . which i find very lame . so yaa. duwan tuh bother !

im really being anti-social can . dunno why also !
i wan montage & MYE faster finish lei .
so can anyhow do things alr .
but seriously , i havent study anything =/
oh & tmr got LRC. sian laaa.

ayaa duno la!

I CHANGED BLOG SONG ! its nice hor ? iloveyougoodbye

P.S
haha . i find it so funny for you tuh come & SHOW me some more that .... whatever .. & then look straight into my eyes as if your implying something. hahaha! i wont fall for it ! even one of my close GUY friend oso say your BHB. haiiss. i guess im gonna realise things SLOWLY.. goodluck lor (:

alvin .... ineedyousomuch!
11:58 PM


hey everyone :]

now is actually april 6 okay ? xD
that date here is just 7 cos its alr 12:18 am by now . LOLS .

haiiss. today work is sooo fun !
hahahaha ! really men . we all are like family in that kitchen & counter.
plus the 2 managers treat me soo good (:
everytime cor me eat & drink then nv let me clean. hahaha.
i think they will be like this at the start bah.
i know things will change later on ! so i must appreciate this times :D

well anyways ,
tmr got skool. waaa. its like i feel like working instead of studying lor !
but cannot cannot . must finish skool ! for my grandparents & whoever . haha .

yea tats all.
MY WORK IS COOL ! :D
love it men.

takecare ya'all .
miss my class . - a bit . haha!

faye.03
12:19 AM

5.4.08,

Faye is officially working at KFC!

aahahaha . very fun men !
LOLS. today was first day of work.
& then i was so firgging blur laaa. hahaha!
whatever whatever .

im working at kallang leisure - KFC .
then i met 2 malay girls. their very fun tuh be with lo :D
love it laaa !
tmr im gonna work agens. i hope no manjusrians come & disturb me there.
LOLS.

then cathy ask me , do i care abt what ppl think?
then i say, im very scared later they say me .
but then my mom , marie & si hui say , nothing is wrong
in working lo.
earn money can liao maaah (:

im tired! blog tmr.

mwaaarks x3
9:46 PM

4.4.08,

hellos ppl (:

LOLS .
im gonna work alr laaa. was forced tuh.
cos i also nothing tuh do at home !
& i wanna have some cash for myself . duwan keep asking then need say reason. LOL xD

whatever laa. work then work !

anyways ,
just now SMS-ED with someone
i told him everything already. cos i duwan tuh keep it inside for a long time agens.
i didnt regret telling him la (:
atleast now everything is clear & i kknow what tuh expect alr .
he's right !
MUST FIND A BETTER ONE :]

well , a closure is what i really needed . so i wanna thank him for the time !
i know he oso kow who de!
just puh-leae dont tell anyone about what weve talked about . im really relieved le & thanks for being honest

that's all for today i think !
TOMORROW NEEDA RUN !
i must i must ! i can do it !
i dont care abt my stupid ASTHMA!
wooohooo (:

i think work start tmr alr . i oso dunno !

buh-bye !
11:11 PM

3.4.08,

HEY !

wooots.
didnt go skool today.
cos i was frigging sleepy in the morning (:
then some more i was soo weak . i think its bcos of that running thingy!
AYAA . why cant i just RUN ? stupid asthma !
on saturday i WILL run ! i duwan tuh give any more MC laa.
waste money lor . & i must really train de.

whatever :D

i didnt regret that i pon skool today. hahas !

byes.

i was alr so happy , until you misunderstood agen. haiiss. ALVIN! whatexactlydoyouwant?
11:44 AM

2.4.08,

me & him are talking again :))

YESYESYES !

WOOOOOH .
hahahahah !

YESSSSSSSSSS! :D :D :D :D

lols . im mad !

i dont care!
im frigging happy !! WOOOOOOOH (:

loveit laaa.

tats all.

bbye!
9:29 PM

1.4.08,

heyhey :]

hahahs.

currently listening tuh JEDI EDITED songs .
very nice ler ! suuuper cute . as in , like my blogsong.
the voices are jedi-edited . wooots (:

well , went tuh counselor room just now .
i was very relieved & for the longest time , i found a room where
there's only me & a person whom i can trust ! she said something
which really made me quite clear.

you cant find a perfect friend . cos you yourself aint perfect
it aint easy . i know that . your young but its tough. but i know you can do it!

thanks jacqueline! iloveyous (:

& today never really had fun in class .
done a lot of sleeping.
i oficially hate TUESDAYS!
arrgh argghh .

kay tats all bah.
tmr got dance . must do well alr .

buh-bye !
10:59 PM


hahas !

in skool now (:

MT period . cannot go 3b2 classroom!
so decided tuh be hands-on in the library.
LOLS.

i just found out that i can print here & plus , even how many i want laa.
hahahaha!

so from now on , all MT period , im gonna go library & print away.
hahaha. wanna waste skool paper & money. haha . JKJK.

haiiss :]
later got session with counselor ! YAY xD
finally laa. i just love talking tuh her de laa.
actually i dunno what tuh say.
i have no problems lately le !
but whatever . just be with her (:

yaa tats all baah.
later each home, blog agains !

tata x3
11:37 AM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)