hi everyone .. haiis.. now is 3:42 am ! my gawd =/

i cant believe im still typing out here...but just for the record , this is the latest times ever that i blogged ! ahahas :D

weeeh . yea yea . enough of craps .. =/

im feeling so so so so so so ... dunno la... MIXED UP and stuff ..
i suddenly felt like being a deep-thinker luh .

i dunnoo. =/ i wan tuh CRY . cry for as long as i can =((((

i have been keeping a lot of things inside of me la .. and its damn hurting
if i cant talk it out with anyone at all . not even my precious four =(
not even cheryl which i told everything to . not even clara & marie which i run to most of the time if i have problems =(

and most especially, not even tuh si hui who is my full time bestfriend leh =/

then whaat . i dont see myself writing poems again ! no no no .
i cant be that "faye-writer" again =/
i was done talking tuh a paper . which dont even response back .
but .. it sure do makes me realise a lot of stuffs .
but no way . i aint gonna be a faye-writer again ...

IM REALLY HURTING . thats the truth . i have so much pride !
i think too much.. i expect too much.. i was wrong .
REALLY DAMN WRONG about whats happening around =/
i dont even knw myself anymore .
and i cant find who the real me is !
i was influenced here & there =(
i even SMOKED! like wtf ! ME ? FAYE ? SMOKING?
damn it la! why didnt i realised all those!
HOW DUMB CAN I GET! FREAAAAAK .
my life is almost HALF RUINED la .
i lost some friends on my way tuh being someone im not really am.
but on the other side , i gained a lot of friends.
well in fact , a lot of attention . but thats not what i want =(
what i want is tuh be happy!
i want tuh be a faye that is full of friends!
TRUE FRIENDS!
haiiss.. i really dunnoooo =(
and im still .... haiis, no courage tuh say =(

i better end this blog . before i spill more dirt .

sorry guys .
sorry for having too much pride .
sorry for being so insisting =(
everyone out there hu hates me , come tell me luh .
i wan tuh be hated ! so that i would realise m mistakes.

urgh. dunno la =/

LAME LA . hahaha :D

freak.. you see you see! last time when im serious ,
its full time serious .. now even this is so so serious ,
i can still joke around . or , laugh it off .
freekk whatever luh (:

miss 2a mucch :D

faye.

hey guys (:

hahas! im so lazzyy tuh post anything la .. really damn lazy .. haiis! =)
so anyways , went tuh changi yesterday . went swimming! hahahas ((:
damn cool ! =)
and oh ,

si hui is now on the aeroplane lehs . i wonder what she's doing now! she's on her way tuh L.A lerh.. then , the trip is FUCKING 18 HOURS! my gawd ! wtf is she gonna do . im sure she's bored now.. urrgh.. im starting tuh miss her =(

haiis.. let me kill some time can? here's a survey ! :D

1. Who ended your last
relationship ?
: uhm, i think both ? =/

2. When is the last time you shaved
your legs?
: i havent done that . hahas ((:

3. What were you doing last morning at
8am?
: sleeping .. zzZzzz

4 . What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
: chatting with ....

5. Are you any good at math?
: in algebra only (: hahas !

6. What were you doing last night?
: swimming . then sleeping :D

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
: dun have i think?

8. Have you ever burped in front of
the opposite sex?
: erm , in singapore , havent YET . :D

9 . What are the 3 important things you
need in a relationship?
: LOVE , LOYALTY , SINCERITY .

10. Where are your parents now?
: both in their room .

11 . How many different beverages
have you drank today?
: i havent drink anything yet .

12. What's one thing you wish to change
about yourself?
: hmm.. always bossing & leading around . hahas (:

13 . What do you wish for?
: just tuh be happy with my PRECIOUS FOUR ! ( tats the name sisters :D :D )

14 . Do you draw your name in the sand
when you go to the beach?
: yesss =)

15. Are you single?
: yeah .

17. Any plans for Saturday night?
: i dun think soo .

18. How many siblings do you have?
: one .

19. Do you have a secret crush?
: YAA =)

20. Do you keep in touch with your ex?
: were friends (: hahas .

21. Do you dislike anyone right now?
: about 2-3 ppl i guess .

22. Something you are excited about?
: next year! sec 3 ! hahahas (:

23 . What is your favorite color of
JELL-O?
: wtf is jell-o?

24. Are any of your great-
grandparents still alive?
: both are .

25. Describe your hands.
: just an ordinary one (:

26. What kind of car do you drive?
: the cars in those theme parks . hahas.

27. If you could be doing anything
right now what would it be?
: be with 2a =/

28. When is the last time you had a
dream about an ex?
: uhhm... damn long ago liao!

29. If you could share one night with
one person only, who would it be?
: hidayah (:

30. Ever did anything you really
regret?
: YES . REALLY REGRET MEN!

31. What is your greatest fear?
: be left out . be an outcast . and , loosing all my friends..

32 . When was the last time you went
out witth friends late?
: omg . nov . 16 ! hahas (: ts bday that time . i reached home 12:30 am liaooo.

33 . What song are you currently
listening to now?
: until i get over you & the art of letting go . try tuh listen tuh it . its nicce (:

34. Where do you wanna go at this
moment?
: 2a classroom .

35 . What kind of guy do you prefer to
be with?
: i dun care abt guys for noww la.. i want friends onlyy (:

36 . What do you desire at this point
of time?
: LAUGHTER! and .... =)

37. Who is your dream guy
: hahas.. dun have laa..

38. What gift do you want for this
Christmas?
: new bag & specs !

39. Where will you go tomorrow?
: i think at home only .

40. Any message for a random person?
: haiiss.. i miss being close tuh him/her . tats all (:


weeets! loveyou ppl (:

hahahas.. im feeling happy . dunno whyyy =/

takecare everyone !

faye.

hahas! hellos ppl ((:

today , damn fun leh . we went tuh allson hotel there eat & met a few ppl .
hmms.. my bro's birthday maah =)

then , i also met someone.. OMG :D

weets. duwan say out la. hahahaha. but im just happy laaah :D

the photos are here! :D :D

happy birthday bro . pls stop giving me troubles already . =/

tats all ! take care everyone =)))

faye.






hahas! mommy ah . suddenly pose lidatt. hahas
my bro and me ((:
the whole vera family (: my dad dont seem tuh knw whats happening in the world. hahas
its my problem if i act cute . haha :D
the bday boy. (nov.24 , 07)
eh . slow down la (: hahaha . caught! :D
those cakes... hahas ((: i promise not tuh eat moree (:
SUSHII .. si hui ! we love eating these rights. hahas.. i'l treat you nexxt time . promise :D

hi guys (:

hmm! hahas xD

today , actually the date is still 21 la.. the thing say is 22 cos its already 2 am plus.

and yaa im still awake ! :D :D

just finished watching THE GRUDGE 2
and it was like .. NOT SCARY .. i thought its goin tuh freak me out lo..
but then its my first time ever that i didnt got really scared in a ghost movie.
HOW COME! hmms.. dunno la.. heck care! hahas .

and then... wad else ? oh . talked tuh si hui & shuai xiong on the phone.
hahas.. i didnt expect shuai xiong will call me after soooo long! i guess he have no choice liao , no ppl tuh talk tuh already. so he called me AGAIN. hahas ((:
SHUAI XIONG AH! dun say out the secret ahh..im gonna kill youuu!! and hoh , i knw it would be very sian in 3b. but goodluck.. hahas (:

and si hui , ur gonna leave soon.. haiiss.. havent experience 2 whole weeks without YOU! so lets see what will happen.. im gonna be a girl-without-bestfren-for-2 weeks!
hahas.. so lets see loh xD

lucky still got my baobeii & sweetiie lehs.. i love you both much much! (x

and sweetiie, i really wan tuh be close tuh you & knw u better. but hey , let me remind you. were totally 2 DIFFERENT person leh. ur like.. a trendy & such a girly & cute girl .

while me ? im so ... NOT INTO FASHION SENSE .. hahas! really la! like those make-ups & stuff? hahas.. so i hope even we got great big differences, we can cope with each other &.. u knw wad i mean lah hoh... lets be forever friends (: sisters (:

haiiss.. nth else tuh blog la.. i feel like goin out . but something just holds me back.. so for all those who ask , sorry luh (:

take care evryone ! :D

faye.


im wondering abt sumthin.. abt.. some...one... i just... haiiss.. want tuh knw sumthin...want tuh FIND OUT sumthin...and...i dunno...a lot of things in my mind now..& the funny thing is , its all abt THAT. its all about.... well, ..


THAT.

hellos ppl of singapore (:

ahahas ! now is 1:20 am. according tuh the time in my computer..

hmms, anyways.. this day was nothing luh. just stayed at home! then, use computer all day long looking for a new blogskin! but couldnt find one. i cant find anything that can explain what im going through now

LOLS . xD

and oh.. i just editted my blogskin lehs.. hahas! goin tuh add more pics tomorow. but i change the background music!!

this song , is dedicated to.....

SI HUI , MARIE , HIDAYAH , CLARA , NILIMA & CHERYL
bcos the lyrics really really describe you all lehs.. thanks & iloveyou (:

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

lols xD

today , went out tuh meet si hui and take the money for my medical letter!

then i ran tuh lavender tuh take the letter. then poof! suddenly closed liao .

the closing time is 4:30 pm .

then it was already 5:17 pm that time .. then i saw , it will be open again at 6 pm.

so freak lo. i waited there for almost an hour !!

MY GAWWD!!!

anyways , i walk here and there.. i even passed by amber hse.. but her hse is closed ! then i go tuh the playground there.. then freak lo.. one guy come near me ask me stupid questions ! then i ignore him then i walk away .. then they following behind me..im damn scared until i go tuh a place where there's many ppl .
until they go liao lo. my gawdd men . i was damn scared !

then , took the letter liao rush tuh skool tuh hand in . saw cheryl then we gossiped a bit. hahahas :D

lidaat lo.

thanks cheryl for pei-ing me hand in tat form and waited for me outside!
hahas xD

misses 2a a lot men .. urrgh ..

take care ppl (:

gotta eat dinner nows .

faye.

haiiss.. ppl of singapore !!

im still awake luh !

whyy? cos i reached home 12:30 am today deh . my gawwwd .
celebrated my baobeii's birthday.. (tong shan) .. which for me , was not really called "celebrated" la.. find out whyy ..

hahahas.. i really want tuh blog the whole whole thing . cos i duwan forget it (:

today , at abt 10 am , i woke up liao.. then quickly bathe then leave the hse without even eating anything ! then meet TONG SHAN and PEK HAN at pek han hse down there.. then we 3 really hyper de lo! play here play there .. hahahahas :D :D

then pek han new hair cut mahh.. so he also go place his fringe anywhere he likes until its really nice on him alreadyy. hehes (:

then , SI HUI came by also.. then after that.. we all go clinic at aljunied there!
FUCK lo !! we wait damn long then also cannot take LETTER for OBS . cos i duwan go maah.. then i got asthma maaah.. then lidatt lo! but the stingy idiotic doctor say whatever crap then he duwan give me letter lo! FREAAK!

so after that , me & si hui go lavender at KJ medical there.. cos at there confirm the doctor will give me one mahh.. then everything okkay liao lo.. suddenly the bill is $25 laaa! urrghh.. then we only got $14 maah.. really damn unlucky lo ! so we called ZHI XIONG help us bring down money first... as he live near there maah.. then he sayy okkay can.. then suddenly cannot! URRRGH! then i give up liao.. i next time take the letter de lo.. so then me & si hui go back tuh tong shan they all there at chai chee for the celebration ..

at there got , YI JIE , TONG SHAN , ME , SI HUI , PEK HAN , ZHAN RONG , JONATHAN & NICHOLAS .. (but jonathan & nicholas not in the early part yet)

haiiss.. sian de laa.. we reach there then something REALLY BAD happened lo.. the pizza and the cake was all prepared and ready tuh eat already.. but then cos of that thing , we all cannot eat .. then blah blah blah.. until me & zhan rong help settle .. until blah blah blah.. okk liao .. then we all eat here eat there ..

then , jon & nic come liao.. all the boys play basketball ..
then WAAAAAAAH! we 3 girls wait for them so damn longg!
then how tuh light up tong shan's cake if they also not around .. then late
already then also need go home maah..

ayah whatever fuck la.. then we all call the boys then blah blah..
then yi jie & tong shan pissed off alreadyy..
so that BAD THING happened again !!

and this time , its freakign worse than the earlier one !
as in very very worse !!!!

i cant say it out here as its not abt me.. so i cant invade the ppl's privacy..

then stay there until 11:00 pm .. then settle this settle that but also in the end , still not okayy.. but for now , i dunno whether okay liao or nott..

haiiss lidatt lo =(

i have a message for this ppl ..

NICHOLAS & JONATHAN
i knw i really showed big atitude just now baahs.. so im really sorry.. its just that its not really funny anymore lo.. but i appreciate u all stayed with us even if jonathan really want tuh go liao le... thanks & sorry ! and most importantly , pleaaase dun say out tuh anyone whatever happened this night.. cos its not really something ppl should knw baahh.. okkkayy? thanks ahh .. =)

YI JIE
today.. its our first day being swetiies deh.. hehes ! but then a lot of bad things happened .. so i hope we can hang out in a more proper & not-a-waste-of-time manner.. hehes! but still fun rights? as in very rights? :D iloveyou & happy tuh be with youu.. hahahas.. hope the friendship can last long ! kays?

SI HUI
si hui ..!! aahahhas.. please please understand my situation just now.. i knw i didnt helped u a lot.. especially with ur mom & dad thingy . but glad tuh hear everythings okay la.. i hope next time it wont happen again.. but im sure it will la.. always like this mahh.. hahahas.. but nvm rights? can gain experience.. hahaha! i love youu cans ! peii me everywhere. hahahs.. promise tuh be good liao.. and .. uhmm let me see.. ur really matured today.. and i dunno , im proud of you (: ..

TONG SHAN
haiiss.. i knw its been difficult for youuu... i dun wish tuh say anything abt that in my blog.. but i knw we can talk abt it some other time ! but let me tell eu sumthin.. my gawwd.. just now, when we sitting infront of block 805 , and u asked me accompany eu to blah blah.. U REALLY FREAKED OFF THE HELL OUT OF MEE!!! and it made me realised how important u are tuh me.. and i shed a lot of tears just nowww.. HUHU =( cos i can feel ur pain .. really really can feel ur pain .. haiiss.. tong shan, dun ever think of doing THAT again okays? pleaasse.. we all love youu laa.. and i will always be by ur side ! LOVES!

ZHAN RONG
hmm.. i dunno what tuh say leh , i think i also owe u an apology . but i wont do it now.. cos i dunno la... i have tuh make some things clear bah.. i just hope we are okay & dun let this kind of thing affect the friendship! but .. thanks ! really really thanks for being the communicater of the day. hahahahs.. hope we okay lah hoh? takecare!

PEK HAN
i seriously dunno what tuh say tuh youuu... all i can say is pls be more matured.. i understand some parts of YOU BEING LIKE THAT , but overall , its completely childish... whatever la.. as ive said just now , FUCKOFF .

so tats it .. this is faye blogging her way tuh sleep.. hahas ! :D

take cares everyone! loves & miss 2a .. a lot ! =)))))

faye.

hellos ppl =)

faye is back tuh blogging! :D

ahahahas.. anyways.. today , uhm , went tuh changi airport meet my mom . then suppose tuh be i'l be meeting up tong shan baobeii.. but then.. sumthin happened.. so nvm lohs ! then, my mom , me , my bro & my cousin .. we all went tuh ECP .
then.. cycle.. hahahas.. quite fun la actually.. but then on the way home, we all were like all sian-ed lidatt .. =.=

uhmm bytheways , all these pictures here ! together with my most beloved friends friends friends :D

love them sooo much !

heyys ! =)

back tuh blog .

hahas.. waaah.. im so damn happy can! bcos ...

SEOW TONG SHAN WILL TRANSFER TUH MY CLASS!!

hahahaha!! really la.. im damn happy !

and all thanks tuh CHIA WEI bcos its suppouse tuh be him who go 3a2. but then he duwan for some reason so he gave the chance tuh tong shan lo . hahas.. thankyous :D

i dunno la.. but im really really happy that atleast got my baobeii in my class =)

YAYS ! :D

tats all la..

take care everyone :D

faye.

URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHH!!!

im totally pissed off today laaaaa!!!!! ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

dunno whyy also la... in the morning.. mom scold me ! cos i took her hp without permission.. then nag here nag there .. ask me do this do that.. FUCKOFF LA! then.. lucky my mom & my cousin went out lo... but left me with that idiotic brother la.. ayaaa.. then have tuh do this and that for him.. freak loo..

then have tuh clean my room some more.. cos my mom angry then call me clean.. URGH! then she go back liao.. they all cook spag . i very happy liao then my mom suddenly bad mood ! AYAA! then she ask me fold clothes .. THEN UNTIL NOW! AS IN NOW!!!!! she still nagging me sleep wif my bro ! ARRRRGHH!!

why is my life like this laaaa!

then tong shan baobeii and pek han also quarrel cos of ME ! haaiiss... now im really what la... haiiss...cant i just be happy like before ?

i want a family that is NOT like this la... haiiss ..

good thing i dun have problems outside my hse .. cos me & amber, should be ok liao.. then me & si hui , also going good deh .. then i also made new friends..

but then at home.. ayaah.. its like hell laa.. seriously !

haiiss dunno la.. maybe im just too pressured & all the responsibilities are coming my way lo.. but i seriously duwan.. i just wan tuh run away from all the big sis stuff and good daughter stuff . and plus a good cousin some more cos my cousin is with us. haaiiss.. how i wish things could be better..

i think i wont go use computer & phone tomorow laas.. as in later.. cos now 12+ considered as tomorow .. i wan try a life without too much "outside worlds" deh..

see whether better or not ..

haiiss..

sorry for spilling dirt agains . hmm T.T

and ... haiiss ... i really miss 2a .. everything is so so okay with them around me in that 2a classroom .. they are myy life now.. my gawwd ..

miss 2a la.. but no more lo =(

okkayy laas.. end here ...

faye.

Yo .. currently nth tuh do at all .

so answered a survey again (:


Do you have any pets?
- hamsters ! :D

Do you enjoy sleeping late?
- hahas.. very much !

Who tells the best jokes?
- hmm.. i think its pek han la.. haha .. :D

What was the last thing you dreamed about?
- dunno !

Do you collect anything? If so, what?
- tears (:

Are you proud of yourself?
- yes.. cos i managed tuh get through of sumthin .. thought not yet completely . :D

Do you give in easily?
- in what .. ? hmm.. i think NO .

Are you a good guesser?
- YES !

Can you read other people's expressions?
- i can even tell whether its fake or nott. me & si hui can :D

Are you a bully?
- no leh. hahas.

What do you plan on doing tomorrow?
- same stuff,, wake up eat then bathe then computer then tv then eat then sleep :D

Do you have any nicknames?
- yupp. 'faye' . my real name is fairy .

Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?
- YES. but i cant say whoo.. bleah :D

Do you enjoy challenges?
- think soo..

What do you want to know about the future?
- where would i be in sec four ..

Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?
- tong shan ?

Would you rather have money or love?
- love !

Do you miss anyone right now?
- yaaah . 2a loh .

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- hmm... dunno .. cousin!

Do you have any obsessions right now?
- yaahs.. hanging out and .. laughing ! :D

Do you like things that glow in the dark?
- childish. haha. but yeah !

Name three things in the world you dislike:
- FOLLERS . CHEATERS . USERS . = that person ! :D

Name three people in the world you dislike:
- the names ah ? hmm.. should i say? hahaha.. no laa.. im not that rude (:

Has a rumor ever been spread about you?
- yaaah. ayaah. always got lo !

Do you like sushi?
- NO ! i love it ! haha!

Do you believe in magic?
- love is magic (:


HAHAS !

tats it ..

take care everyone !

faye.

heyyy ((:


haiis... today reach home 11 pm deh . hahas ! im so free hoh? love it men :D

now the date is only november 10 de . the blog say nov 11 cos its 12 + nw liao . okay ? :D

so anyways... today , in the morning come meet si hui then after tat, we go her hse and i fixed her computer and watch movie a while .. HAHA! then we decided tuh go singpost . meet tong shan baobeii , yi jie and AMBER ! yes thats right .
i met amber.. and oh .. we today like normal de.. like the last time friends again.. haiiss.. i also dunno laa.. but ofcourse she knw i still NOT VERY OKAY with her.. but we are okay now . we talked abt sumthin then jiu understand the whole thing..

so AMBER :
thank youus for sharing that thing tuh me deh . it really helps a lot as i really want tuh get rid of him out of myy life ! i hope ... u will really change and become the real amber and so that ppl will also be okay withh u deh ..

and then .. YI JIE also very cute.. haha! we went tuh singpost then eat at KFC , we shared secrets . HAHA ! SSSHHH . then yi jie very shock abt sumthin de.. hahas! i was also shock la.. then amber & tong shan not shock as they inside of them knw mah.. hahas.. then si hui pon her ballet lesson for us deh.. so thanks si hui .. iloveyou :D

then after finish eating .. we all go amber hse there... haiiss.. then lidatt lo :D
we gossip gossip first .. then after that.. WAAAH . me & amber climb until the VERY TOP of the playground ! hahaha ! my gawwd. i was damn scared okayy.. but nvm.. amber can do it i also proved i can deh.. hahahah :D

then me & amber on the top.. talked abt.... something ! and that really helped me can.. cos .. ayaaa lidatt laa.. but dun worry u guys .. im not very close tuh amber la.. we were just talkin talking lidatt but we knw we got limits liao la okay ?

haiiss.. then after that me, tong shan & si hui went home liao.. the bus was damn long. so decided tuh go buy food & drink first . then suddenly wan go toilet . haha.. then ....


HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

very funny laaa! while we in the bus dtop waiting for our bus hoh ....

WE SAW SOMEONE THAT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE MR TAY DEH ! HAHAHA!! THEN THAT GUY WITH A GF SOME MORE.. THEN I SHOUT I SAY.. "OMG! MR TaY LEH!" THEN THEY ALL LAUGH..HAHAHAHA.. THEN THE MAN LOOK DOWN THEN WE FIND OUT ITS NOT HIM DEH.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. REaLLY FUNNY LA ..

hahahas.. that's it lo .. im glad that i find out who are my true friend and my fake friends are... and i also knw who tuh be with and who not tuh be with.. and who tuh trust and who not tuh trust.. :D

oh yah.. at singpost there i met CHERYL deh.. hahaha.. i was like damn happy tuh see her! dunno whyy.. :D

so tats it . i got tuh end here.. cos im tired laa :D

P.S.
sorry fot the previous post.. i knw its kind of rude so im sorry.. but .. its still on.. and DECIDED . i will get him out of myy life liao :)

take care everyone !

faye.

THIS POST.. WOULD BE MY VERY LAST POST ABOUT THAT PERSON ! I HATE THAT PERSON ! AND JUST PLEASE .. DONT EVER MENTION THAT PERSON'S NAME AGAIN !

OKAY FINE . I HAD FALLEN FOR THAT . AND I WAS FOOLED AND HURT AND CHEATED BY THAT PERSON !

BUT THIS MOMENT ONWARDS... IM COMPLETELY GETTING YOU OUT OF MY LIFE ! YOUR NOT WORTH ANYTHING ! YOUR JUST SOMEONE WHO USE PPL AND PLAYS WITH PPL'S FEELINGS ! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE CORRECT LA.. UR NOTHING!... NOTHING AT ALL!!!!

I KNOW ITS IMMMATURE TUH RUN AWAY FROM YOU . TUH GET YOU OUT OF MY LIFE. AND TUH TRY AND MAKE MY FRIENDS STOP SAYING YOUR NAME. BUT IM GOING TUH DO IT . I DUN CARE WHAT. WHO ARE YOU ANYWAY? JUST SOMEONE WHO FOOLED ME ! I HAVE THE RIGHT TUH BE ANGRY OKAY!

AND PLEASE.. FOR PEOPLE READING THIS, BACKOFF IF YOU GOT ANY BAD COMMENTS ABOUT WHAT I JUST POSTED! COS U HAVE NO RIGHT TUH TELL ME WHAT TUH POST ! SO U GOT ANY BAD COMMENTS, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LA!

AND DUN ASK ME WHO THAT PERSON IS.. COS ONLY TIFFANY KNOWS ...
SO TIFF , PLEASE DUN COME AND TELL ANYONE . ESPECIALLY TO THAT PERSON . AND KEEP UR PROMISES .

I WILL TELL THIS TUH MY CLOSEST FRIENDS DEH . BUT IF EVER U TRIED ASKING ME AND I TOLD YOU I CANT TELL YOU , PLS DUN INSIST . TATS ALL .

sorry for the dirt ive caused here.. its just the only way tuh release what i feel... and so sorry for offending anyone if i had offended you . tats all.

AND SO FROM NOW ON , THAT ASSHOLE IS OUT OF MY LIFE ! AND NOBODY CAN COME AND BRING THAT PERSON BACK TUH MY LIFE AGAIN !

DUN BE SURPISED ... JUST DUN BE ...

i might still care for you .. but ur not worth it at all .. ur a liar la.. u wont be happy.. i can confirm with youu.. im not gonna make ur life easy...

OFFICIALLY WRITTEN AND POSTED SINCERELY

by FAIRY JOY VERA .


faye.

heyy .. =)

ahahas.. just reached home deh.. today went tuh bukit timah swim swim swim ! :D

hahahah .. very far rights? cos our family friends all there maa =D

its was fun deh.. keep playing .. especially with that slide ! HAHAHA . weets.. okay okay cut the crap .

im only here tuh ask all of you tuh....


TAG ME!!!

its down there laa.. the tagboard.. haiiss.. maybe i should place it on the top so everyone can see.. hehes ..

i miss 2a!

i still cant believe im in 3a2 . all my close friends not wif me lo ..
only got pek han , eileen & cheryl tat im close tuh in my class..
but i got meet a new friend deh.. its TIFFANY she not bad .. :D
i think we can be real friends ! hehes !

ahh tats it .. im tireD .. hope i can chaaaat with more ppl deh .. in MSN .

add me can !

ladyfaye_3j@hotmail.com

im really bored at home .. so if anyone want tuh meet up ask me okayys? see if i can or nott.. :D

take care everyone !

im missing lots of people ... especially....... hahas ! dun anyhow think laaa :D

byess.

faye.

HELLOS HELLOS ! hahah .

this day .. nth much deh.. woke up at 1 pm ! then use computer for 5 hours + lo .. then .. talked tuh si hui on the phone a while then play computer again .
haiiss.. im so inlove with my blogksin laa.. hahaha :D

PLS TAG ME!

ahahahs .


and oh . here's a survey agains . love answering it :D



1. What's your style of dressing?
- hmmm ! hahaa .. anything lo ..

2. The ring tone on ur cell phone is?
- dunno where's my handphone xD

3. How do u usually answer the phone?
- HELLO?

4. What's ur motto in life?
- i would rather ppl hate me bcos of who i am than ppl liking me cos of who i am not

5. People would describe ur laugh as?
- hahas ! my girl friends say its so LOUD

6. At the movies, or reading books, u
prefer love story or comedy?
- love storyyy ... =)

7. Are u crushing on anybody right now?
- dun think so !

8. Does she/he knows that u like
him/her ?
- i dun like anyone deh ..

9. What's the most important thing in
relationship?
- hmm... trust & love !

10. What's the most important thing in
ur life?
- LOVE

11. What do you fear the most?
- being left out . being hurt . being FOOLED

12. What would you do if someone admits
he/she likes you?
- i wont believe so easy deh ..

13. Does your partner have to be rich,
with a convertible and looks?
- hell no

14 . Your blind date is wearing sandal
with socks, what do u think?
- hahahhas. i wont ever go for blind dates laaa .. cheap

15 . You easily get attracted to the
opposite sex because of their?
- uhmm.. personality ! and the way they talk tuh me . :D

16 . what is ur ideal career?
- dunno yet deh .

17. On a typical saturday morning u are
at?
- either out of home or sleeping at home !

18. Do u gossip too much?
- hahaha.. not too much la.. but i gossip =)

19. Your best friend just dated your
crush, what do u do?
- date ah . crush only.. will die meh.. hahas !

20. Would you ever spread rumor about
your best friend?
- depending on the secret .

21. What's your favourite television
show?
- hmm... dun have!

22. The most romantic movie you
watched?
- the bodyguard ((:

23. What's your favourite color?
- purple with black or pink with black

24. Do you play sports?
- yupps! badminton & volleyball.

25. What's your favourite subject in
school?
- P.E !

26. what will u do if a hot but not so
intelligent girl talks to u?
- talk back la.

27.what are u doing right now?
- typing .

28.Who do u share ur secrets with?
- CLARA YONG knows everything .

29.Current line of a song stuck in ur
head?
- none .

30. Status?
- single. but no intention of getting into a relationship

hellos ppl ! :D

ive changed my blogskin liao.. actually, i deleted my first blog.. cos its kind of messy liao ((:

please get used tuh my new blogskin ! especially for the tagboard . u all must scroll tuh the right tuh see the full message (:

that's all baah .. hehes ..

faye.