15.2.09,
Hais. i so love my cousin okay!
Kuya mark. thankyou man. i choosed the right person to talked to.
I will consider what you told me .
thank you,. goodluck to that fucking result. hope its N. haha.
Dear. i miss you damn much. Please remember what i told you.
Those 3 things.
I dont really think you took it seriously pero, ayun.
hayaan mo na. Bsta. bahala nalang.
I really miss you. Sna maayus natin to. And sana
enough of those probs na. iloveyou.
Magpakabait kna ng tuluyan!
wag ka na maglie. khit white lie lang un.
hmmmmm. HAAAY nako.
i'l hug you tight once i get back.
sna you'll wait without doing any naughty things.
i really love you.
kaw na bahala sa srili mo jan.
wag kana mtulog sa ibang lguar ulit. once is enough.
cge. BYE GUYS. do takecare.
7:50 PM
14.2.09,
ive no time for anything na!
HOY TENTEN. sorry. di tlga me nagool.
kng anu anu nnman iniicp mo.
ILOVEYOU . un lang. imissyou. pakabait :)
2:21 PM
12.2.09,
GAWDDDDD. hmm hmm. i didnt sleep at all can .
bathe at 6.30 am and off to the airport.
aeroplane took off at 10.35 am , reached the philippines around 2 pm.
cabbed down to out place here & reached home at 4 pm.
Okay, i dont know why but, i didnt felt that 'so miss them' feeling alrdy.
AIYAA . what's wrong with meee. or maybe bcos i havent
seen my friends yet ; or the church ; or my school.
whatever. we'll see . HMM.
i miss tenten ! i miss the whole group.
ILOVEYOUDEAR.
pakabait ka uh!
wla ko ggwin. taong bahay me d2. kalaro mga pinsan ko.
magblog ka lgi uh. mwah.
7:43 PM
Yoz. almost 6 am now. & i swear, i havent sleep from 11 am just now.
hehs. For all of those who dont know yet ;
Im gonna be away for 2 weeks.
So .. yea, those who have my friendster, comment or message me okay.
or leave an offline message in MSN. thankyou :]
Okay. whatever. Seriously, it was a very tiring but happy day before
i go back. (which was Feb 11.)
Hmm, met up with dear at kallang mrt then went to orchard to meet up
with the rest of our friends (:
PICTURES! i feel like uploading them. Since its been a long time since i did that.
Haha. Here you go !
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Thankyou for coming / saying your farewells. haha.
& to dear.
Be good okay! 2 weeks. Er. We have our plans already. Dont fucking listen to your VERY GOOD AND LOYAL friends. hah! you get what i mean. But dont worry ; i wont accuse you of anything. Thanks for being with me on my last day. Imissyoualready. Find something to do okay. AND BLOG WHAT YOU DID ALL DAY. you miss out one day , your dead! @#~@#!~@!@#@#.
hahs. & please dont think that i wont come back. I WILL. you idiot.
I wont do anything that will hurt you too. & spend valentine's day good. although it dont really exist in our love dictionary. HAHA :D
Okay. Just stay the same. I still want a horny bastard bf when i get back. Iloveyoudearest.
Dont miss me too much! takecare everyone .
5:39 AM
10.2.09,
Hi. Lalala. Slept at 6:06 am today! or should i say just now?
ha! crap. Quarelled with him again. & the hell. its . . . immature.
we both know that . but nevermind. i understand him .
blablablabla. exchanged curses again.
UNTIL. haha. nothing, iloveyou. :)
Still ended the night with that same old iloveyou but its lovely okay.
Gawd. We really must be so scared of each other huh?
pero. yea, its tiring yow. enough of those accusations.
You said you'll try to stop being childish right ?
SINABI MO YUN! hahaha. okay, i dont wanna think so much anymore.
I want something stable. with you. So bla, all up to love. LOL :)
AND ANYWAYYYYY.
ive been blog hopping . its pretty amazing.
i think singaporeans are starting to be mature.
But overall, i see most bloggers talk about trust .
UH TRUST. yes. from the voices of those ive read about ;
You are so Right. Dont trust anyone that easily.
Being fooled aint easy ya know ?
It seriously can corrupt your personality .
You might even tend to take revenge on nice people.
huh huh huh huh . whutever.
I SO WANNA GO SCHOOL NOW! TO WHATEVER SCHOOL!
cmon. cmon. cmon.
i wanna move now. i want to pass my n & o levels.
i want to move to poly already.
& hopefully uni . get that fucking degree and get a job.
get a house, live on my own. handle my life.
visit the philippines whenever i want, get back here for money,
do charity, buy my parents their own house.
find myself that partner. er ten will that be you? haha.
then just fucking rest for the rest of my life .
Fuck, if only its as easy as typing .
Okay. whatever. back to basics . school school school. come to me now.
ARG. i gotta bathe . my mom & me are going out. i guess.
but dear, im really sorry for not abiding your . . wants. ok? haha. lets be alright na. lets learn how to find trust in each other. ah anything. just please be always the reason kung bakit and2 ako sa singapore. coz if i dont see you with me here, no point staying d2 e. alam mo na un. iloveyouten. iloveyou. thanks for swallowing your pride last night (:
magtino na tayo ah! ahaha. be home early later. if your really gonna go out. mwah.
okayy. done. bbye :D
6:06 PM
9.2.09,
Decisions.
God, how i hate making them. its 1:40 pm.
Just had a talk with my mom. Okay, its about why i didnt went back home.
Reasons were spoken out ; both from her to me & from me to her.
I can see that she so want me to understand her.
So instead of arguing back, i cried .
& blablabla, explanations here & there.
Until I told myself, i need to tell her what i want now.
AND FUCK. i did. i managed to tell her!
THAT I WANT TO STAY IN SINGAPORE AND STUDY HERE.
you know how i feel now ? HMMMMMMMMMMMMM :]
god, its as if my 'stable life' is just around the corner now.
but will be going back for a week or so.
well, to those who hoped that im gonna be fucked out of sg,
too bad. im staying. haha:)
& thank you. for being the reason of my stay.
iloveyou(:
Bye everyone.
1:43 PM
Hello, viewer. Hahas.
Gonna be 1 am soon. So, the date now is actually just feb 8.
Well. Another life episode of faye is out. Hah!
Basically, its all about running away again.
This was what happened.
Saturday, Feb 06
I was supposed to go out with my friends . Well, tambay.
But as all of you know, my mom is one big obstacle in going out.
Gawd, she didnt went to work that day. So, i actually asked
her permission. At first, i recieved all the scoldings & stuff.
Same old things. It was, yea. sickening. haha.
& blablablabla. that convo was extreme okay.
I couldnt stand what she told me.
Okay nevermind that. My friends were all together by 5 pm then.
Fuck, hearing all of them together, i cant stay at home like that -.-
So i asked my mom's permission again.
she allowed me, surprisingly. haha.
So so so so so.
Went to orchard lp. rooftop.
Met all of them . those people are crazy yet senseful okay.
& my dear . Haha. He's there ofcourse.
Drank , laugh , talked , crapped , smoked , whutever.
After the first set, went down to skate park .
& back to that rooftop for another drink.
this time with 3 'kuyas' . hahaha.
Okay, funny. Sick.
So, were about to finish. & the time was like 12 am +
I know that even if im able to get to kallang mrt,
ive no more chances of catching the bus.
So i thought of not going home.
Actually, that was my intention the moment i went outta my house.
Hmm. so that's where all it started.
Ten. He so want me to go home . The reasons are obvious . I know.
But. Yea, at that moment, i dont wanna listen to anyone.
I just dont want to go home. For real.
So, we quarelled. Like again, haha.
It came to the point that i called my mom, & with the supreme help
of jello, well. it worked. she allowed me . unwillingly though.
Hey, its not as easy as that ok. Took us 30 mins+ to convice
my mom.
Okay, 2 am by then. blablablabla.
the whole group has nowhere to go .
But okay, its because i dont wanna go home, so my group ACTUALLY
didnt go home too. Touched. Fuck.
But i dont want this to happen again okay.
Haha. Took Nr7 to Tampines .
slept at . . well. somewhere. hahaha :)
Blablablablabla. Woke up after an hour or so.
& went straight home . hahahaha.
With jello okay . I so adore her. LOLS.
Okay, reality time.
im really sorry for all the troubles that i caused.
But as i promised all of you, it wont ever happen again. & Thank you. Thank you so much for not leaving me behind. Especially You.
Dear panget. Hmm. salamat. Iloveyou. Seriously, i dont know how the hell will i do without you. Thanks for staying by my side. i really really appreciate that. Although nang-away knnman kgbi. hahaha. ayus lan. i understand.
Im gonna listen to you everytime na. Sorry ulit. for being naughty. hehe :D
& let this relationship last ha? wag kang pangit. ayoko sa iba. sayo ko lang gs2.
& to all my friends. who didnt go home TOO. haha. thank youuuuu. hahs :D
BYE!
To cheryl , imissyou. sorry didnt managed to chat long with you in msn.
To deneng, kenneth & dionis. I hope you guys are fine. I miss you :(
okay. i so gtg.
My dear's waiting. haha .. BBYE :D
12:51 AM
6.2.09,
hello :|
sorry for not posting okay?
been really busy! hmmm hmmm :]
whatever im doing in my life now, its not exactly good.
but i know i improved alot . & thank YOU. because im actually seeing directions because of you . hehe.
takecare everyone.
imissalotofpeoplebadly):
P.S.
thanks to jiajun too! hehe.
8:11 PM