Please allow me to express myself.

26.12.08,

BEFORE YOU SPAM ME , ASKING ME TO RETURN WHOEVER'S MONEY IS NEEDED TO RETURN, YOU STOP RIGHT THERE FIRST . PLEASE DONT GET INVOLVED ALRDY. THANKS & APPRECIATED.

ARRG. i swear im so fucked up now! i dont know what to do about this money problem.
i know yeeboon's super hot now. hais. & anyway, my line was AGAIN confiscated by my dad. so using prepaid now. but no money yet .
so, tag me if you want the number ba. !@#!#$!~#~#@.
AFTER THIS 300, I SWEAR ANOTHER CHANGE WILL TAKE PLACE.

sorry . sorry. thanks. i dont know. nobody will knw k. takecare.

5:51 PM

20.12.08,

CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN :]
lalala. christmas is coming . hmmm . for the first time after 3 years, im feeling christmas :D :D
i dont know where my parents will bring me to , but but but. anywhere is fine. so long i can enjoy . but i do hope i can celebrate either xmas or new year with friends too. PLEASEEEE.

hurhurhur. Im quite happy with my life . The only things missing now is ; UNDERSTANDING. between that lala. & the other lala. :)
Finally settled the 300 bucks of YB. All thanks to mark . Geez.
No problems now . I can enjoy my life k! haha.

So, gonna update next time. Just feeling very random today.

Im alright man.

12:11 PM

15.12.08,

& until i get over you ~

11:53 AM

14.12.08,

after so long ; went back to KFC to work :)
im back in the saturday gang til 2 am . hahaha.

anyway, marcus & darryl is a great addition to KFC okay.
atleast got more idiot to pei me. ahahha.

HMM.

so yea, see the time now : 5.58 am.
I cant fucking get myself to sleep.. :|

errr. i think cos i mostly sleep after i see the sunrise.
HAIS ~

Anyway, ignore my previous post. Its nonsense . ahaha.

~~So i think, its like this. til i get over you.~~

5:59 AM

12.12.08,

From now on, i'l be blogging with TAGLISH. = My own language. Shuttup if your not happy with that.

Kahit kelan hindi ko inicp na nkakapagod kang mahalin.

Well , everything is over . AGAIN :)
nakakainis na karma yan. haaha.
ang bangag ko na. Tsk. cant believe i took dad's wine.
HAHAHA. gnun na pala kpag wla knang mkausap.
Iinom ka nlang. Not that im drunk now pero,
i swear my eyes are closing.

Hmmmm.
Ang lungkot. wla lang . I may not know how to start & end
the day ng wala ka. Pero kakayanin ko yun.
Even if it means leaving out EVERY PINOY na kilala ko.
You think ikaw lang may karapatan bguhin ang lhat?
hahaha :)

Cguro ndi mo to mba2sa. cgro mba2sa mo.
Pero who cares . blog ko to.
Well.. Eto lang mssbi ko. Sana mging masaya ka.
Kung ganyan gs2 mong buhay, go ahead.
Atleast ngaun wla ng pipigil syo. HAHA .

pero eto tandaan mo. I DIDNT LEAVE YOU. ikaw ang nang-iwan.
KUNG. as in IF. KUNG SAKALI lang. na magtetext ka or ta2wag ka.
I wont ever respond.
di dahil ayoko sayo.
Kundi pra iwasan ko na ang lhat .
Tama ba tlgang kht anu piliin mo mssktan ako?
hhahahahhaaha.

Bsta. you live your life , i'l live mine.
MAGING MASAYA KA SANA.

I loved & sacrificed alot of things na. Wala akong pagccc dun. Pero alm mo kng ano msakit? Iniwan mo kong UMIIYAK.

"Cge. Bbye" ~ last two words mo.
Well tlgang bbye.

you'll never know how much uve hurt me. bsta sana mging msaya ka.

5:26 AM

11.12.08,

i miss you alot. like seriously. let me get this straight . its not you. nor me. just that things are super difficult now . my family ; your family . well you get me now. lets abide by these after we know ourselves better. im looking forward to atleast hug you on christmas day. Well, you managed to live happily without me when you dont know me YET. so you can do it again now :)
i cant find another you in singapore. like swear . as youve said, im the only one who can handle your bitchyness. well your the only one who knows how to understand me without even elaborating so much . i will sure takecare for the future. you do the same. & somewhere there we'll meet again :)

6:09 PM

8.12.08,

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they think
that I was sleeping alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you’ll wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy…

5:01 PM

6.12.08,

Tag Replies.

LOUISA: [ thanks girl. i hope your still as happy as last time uh! last long with your nigel. ahaha. ]

CHERYL: [ dont talk cock k! hahaha. loveyou lah (: ]

=deneng: [ wow, whenever you tag there's always like a missing feeling. hahaha. i miss you more lah asshole. ]

jonathan: [ jonathan, hmmm. we must learn from our mistakes okay! <3 ]

so since im not gonna post anymore after this , let me take the opportunity to upload ALOT of photos. haha:)

FAYE & CHERYL

be it the concaves. or whatever. we are game :D

see that friendship? drifting.. agree. but were still US.

& when your happy, take a shot!

the happy times, we wont let them go. but we shall take a rest(:

Brother's Birthday Dinner

Grow up real soon uh. Be a man. my god.

Okay, but i love this ass. Dont ever disturb him(:

Cakes, cakes, seafood. He picked all. =x

EAT EAT :D

& to end the buffet treat with a picture of mom(:

FAYE FEVER !

cause no matter how many times i will fall, i will definetely stand up again. you leave me, YES I WILL CRY. but what's moving on for? lets say im left with actually no one now. but im still breathing. so what's the fuss about? the truth is, in life, you dont need anyone. YOU JUST NEED TO LEARN HOW TO BE HAPPY. see, the simplest things in life , are actually the ones making us more happy. Well guess what, im Faye. & what i did, what i said, what i believe in, im so sorry. That would never be your business. Imma start a new life soon. With chosen people inside. If ever your not in that world, PLEASE GET THE FUCK OUT. im not living to please anyone anymore. Your laughing at me now? FUCKYOU. i dont care.. :]

- Yo. that's a random thing K. not to aim anyone. hahaha. Sorry ya? feeling very independent now. that's why :)

BYE EVERYONE! CONTINUE TAGGING! APPRECIATED ! :]

but i miss you.

11:49 PM

4.12.08,

GROUNDED K? FOR ALL THE CHEER-UPS & ALL , THANKYOU. APPRECIATED.

DENENG, SHOUDLVE LISTENED TO YOU . IMISSYOU MAN!
DIONIS, THANKS THANKS . I HAVE ALOT TO TELL YOU.
LOUISA , I'L BE SMILING ALWAYS :)
even though that means wearing a lonely mask

am i feeling something i should be? or just because your the one there for me, im feeling this? ~~you dont know how much you mean to me now. :(~~

6:09 PM

2.12.08,

WAS GROUNDED. MY LIFE IS MESSED UP. NEXT TIME , WHEN YOU RUN AWAY, PLEASE GO SOMEWHERE YOUR PARENTS CANT FIND YOU(:

charles, if ever your reading this, well i hate to do it this way but..
let everything between us be over. find someone better than me. i dont deserve you. ive done things that you wouldnt want to know ~
im sorry okay . iloveyou as a friend.

7:00 PM