1 frog - jump into the pond - poing*!

WAHAHA! kenneth yong is indeed a joker man . he intro-ed that game to us.

okay, but anyways, today.. i woke up so late okay. actually no.
i woke up around 7 am , but i cannot get myself up :x
without my HP, i seriously have no aim for mornings. lol!
yea, but i came in the class before our chem teacher did. so i still win :)
chem lessons crapped with bryan. but i cannot hear what he had been saying lah .
cos my freaking lenses wasnt in the right position. i ended up spending
my time positioning it. LOL!
english period , peifang & cheryl sat beside me.
together with bryan, deneng & kenneth .
so just crapped around ~
Ms.Wang wrote some bad notes about me. Mr.Tan also =x
sian ah, they want me to retain issit?
why cant they just let me do whatever i want in class & i'l give them
good marks for my retest? HUHRH! suckers.
BLABLABLA. then recess, bought our stuffs at mama shop .
then deneng called me & cheryl over .
joined them at that circular table .
so kenneth , me, cheryl & deneng played that
frog game. WAHAHAHA. cute + fun + must be aware lorrr.
continued games til all the way in class !
MT period , i pity that teacher. lol.
then maths period , Mr.Tay's lectures againsss.
when will this ever end? i cannot be a good student anymore. f*ck it .
BLAAAAAAS.
homed with adrian & levon .
adrian freaking made some revelations, dang. you hurt me man.
if that's the case, i should start treasuring some others MORE THAN YOU.
yeaps! went to cheryl's , stayed there til four pm.
her maid sent me all the way down cos i was scared, SHE lah, walau -.-

i wanna talk to crush now :( whereTF is he!
ID OFICIALLY CHOSEN MY CRUSH ! HAHAHA. ONE PERSON NIA OKAY :D
cheryl & deneng, SHHHHH.
lolss. not in my school anyway ~
but no way im gonna let anyone else knows.
i will treat him as an inspiration & that's all . no steady no nothing .

LALALALA . mood swings , imma go sleep!
TAG ME PLEASE.

i
miss
every
little
thing
about
YOU.


you suck now.

im tired to even post anything out . i need to cry . but where & when .
i have nothing left to loose, i want my family now.
i want my grandparents now, i'l give them the best i can .

YANG HENG~ your oh-so demanding!

lols, please lor. that idiot, demand me to post now. cannot wait ah <3
hahaha. hmm , i just came back from work.
actually no, i reached home around 2:20 am . but hoh, nobody can hear
me knocking & shouting for gate-opening. so i kana stuck outside -.-
i sat there like some beggar okay :(
but okay leh. i sat down reflect about things, haha. i missed doing that!

hmm, work today is okay . lols, no la. whenever yang heng's around,
its always okay. & saiful & yvonne :D
too bad kok shen not there. grr, miss his jokes la.

& hoh & hoh! yesterday work, dang.
saw bryan, weinyeong they all there -.-
i hope they didnt notice me? okay they did. lols.
i dont know la, they better dun find me funnt -.-
& heard from zhi xiang he saw me too . ARRH! dang ah .
okay so what . haha .

hmmm, whut else. oh! no school tomorrow :)
im gonna rest my whole day out. heehee.
BBYE! TAG ME MORE !


when you cant handle me at my worst, your sure as hell dont deserve me at my best neither!

I LOVE MY HOODIE YO YO! <3

GirlF, lets bow forever :)

to whoever stole my slippers just now, _|_ you go die, im cursing you to have 100 pimples on your face, you kns. slippers also wan K ? you will die before my eyes i tell you! !@!%$#@$~@!$#%~


OKAY BBYE! LOVE MY LENSES TOO!
hi yang heng! tag me now :)

i swear i dont know which date is which day for this weeeeeek.
my sched is super duper hectic can? i forgot everything that happened.
okay, i'l start on

monday
as ive mentioned, HAIR DRESSING SESSIONS AT TAMARIS :D
I MANAGED TO GET FREE REBONDING OKAY. HAHAHA, BUT I ASKED THE LADY NOT TO PUT SO MUCH CREAM LUHHH. I DONT WANT SUPER FLAAAT -.-
yea, then cheryl felt super dulan cos she also wanna rebond, but the lady dont let her. haha, your hair so nice le still wan make =x
okay, then went to lpk bought some hair stuffs, & kapo free kfc meal. haha!
home sweet home .

tuesday
i pon hair dressing session :D heehee.
stayed at home the whole day ? im not very sure. i forgot laaaa , really.

wednesday
last day of hair dressing sessions :(
sian ah, will kinda miss that place, you know, the class we formed there is super cool, ive deneng they all , cheryl, then the girls aint bitches .
you know? how cool that class was , everyone is minding their own business!
plus we got nicholas & chiawei for entertainment, & natally rich taitai! lolxD
& ofcourse they got me leaaaa, haha. yea then took pics , will upload later. promise!
LALALA! me & cheryl forgot go where le -.-
then homed.

thursday
okay,. start of my adventures with cheryl teo ! XD
morning went to school with mum to collect results, kns. lol.
we also talked to VP , regarding my schooling next year ya?
& mr.tay i so love you, really.
then my mum went to work & i homed.
meet out cheryl around 3 plus 4 then went to parkway ! :D :D
last minute thought of going bugis .
WE GOT OUR HOODIES YEA YEA !
now im waiting for that idiot to uplaod my pics wearing my hoodie x3
hahaha, yeaps. then went back to my house .
waited for my dad to come back then asked permission to go out .
yay he allowed :D
so, 7 pm plus went out , went to kallang KFC but i forgot to cook rice
for daddy -.- so have to walk back all the way to my home. lol.
yea whatever, then raining siala ! so me & cheryl,
adventure#1 - borrowed 2 umbrellas .
one from neighbor, the other from hawker owner.
hahahahaha :D
yeaps, then here goes !
adventure #2 - walked under th rain BABY! hahaha,
cheryl was so happy sia, i think she felt her freedom that night.
yea, so walked under the rain
from old airport to kallang leisure park :)
kapo another free kfc meal. LOL. haha .
cheryl so lucky to have me ahhh :]
then , walked back to kallang kfc cos were still hungryyyy . roaaars .
WOAH WOAH , then one hasina girl , my fellow-worker come
atitude me sia! LOL, then i atitude back lor. she think what -.-
some horny girl niaaa. called yeeboon then
he went down kfc kallang to settle things nor .
& hasina loser, me & yeeboon are okay now. & she?
haha! lost in the dark, goodluck to you . lols.
then went back to my house , cabbed with yb & cheryl.
me & cheryl waited for my mom to come home :)
& tadadada! my mummy allowed me to sleep over at cheryl's :D
so yea, we felt so freeeeeeeeeeeee.
so slept over at cheryl's lorr. gossips first before sleeping .
then next morning,(friday) jonathan came.
slacked at her house then went to lpk for KFC AGAIN -.-
then they fetched me home . i slept at home luhh.
freeaaaking tired okay! yea, then what ahhhh .
forgot laaaa.

THEN THAT'S IT !!! :D
yesterday. saturday. worked from 7pm - 2 am .
but 1 am i walked out of work & pei-ed cheryl slacked in waterfront.
waited for yang heng to finish work . then met him at lpk.
slack awhile there , then we all went homeeeee. lols.
oh no , cheryl came to my house awhile . til around 3:40 am.
then she went home :)

& START OF THE NEW DAY FOR MEEEEEEEE! :P
but fuck? mother nags in the morning alrdy, hais. kns.
i really dont like home. lol.
i like it only when there's me inside .

nah, pics galore ,

HAPPY SCROLLING!


Rebonding of my hair :)

& thanks to her ! my Rebonder :)

me & MONKEY XD XD

me & Mr.Clive Lim, he look scary right. :D

with Mr.Ibrahim , *teh* lols. :P

Look at their expressions, while rebonding me hair =x

me & guess who ? :)

K, you know who we are. lol.

me & act-shuai nicholas .

izwan & me :D

deneng & me <3

me & chiawei :]

haha, friends long long ah !

weiguang and me :)

clive,cheryl,faye,ernest,weiguang.




BUG CHERYL FOR THE REST OF THE PICS WITH MY HOODIE! BYE!

here's another goodbye song

HI . im at cheryl's house currently.
waiting for her to upload pics of us , me :)

haha. okay will blog my whole day out yesterday.
it was a blassssst.

BYE! see you all later , will edit this post :)

hello, forget it.
i wont wanna continue my previous post.
no strength , damn fevers in the world.damn flus.
so many to tio , why choose me.

hi, me name is faye. & i learnt how to be all by myself.. i dont need anyone, me didnt asked anyone to care, so dont comment too :] , bbye. me name is faye.

is my blog ever working alright?
i find that this skin is kinda, mafan for viewers eh?
uhm, comments please.

okay. didnt went for the hair workshop thingy again!
hais ~
but i'l try not to pon anything that has got to do with manjusri
tomorrow onwards . i so wanna promote to sec four :(

Seriously, my crying yesterday wasnt enough..
there are so so many things to cry about ; be it my leaving , my past , my family & my future.

its not easy to leave people just like that you know?
let me tell you the whole story in brief .
I studied preparatory level in a private school , in my country , Philippines.
now a private school there aint like those in Sg now.
Private schools there are those well-looked upon .
They wont pass you for the sake of passing you cos your paying them.
no such thing there ba , that story is for a public school there.
After being 'attached' to being a 'private-student' kid,
my parents made some changes? my dad found singapore & he started
looking for jobs here. Yes he did found one, eventually.
My dad's a graduate, they say computer engineers that graduated from other
parts of Asia aint recognized in Sg? what crap was that.
My dad found a good job right after he seeked for one !
Parents happen to need some cash for registration
purposes in singapore. So from my 'private-lfe' student ,
came out a 'public-schooler' there. That was when im in P1.
Now, public schools there? dont even think of thinking of it . =x
Its hell , trust me , POOR kids go there.
now POOR means , the place is POOR .
POOR PLACE = POOR TEACHER STANDARD + POOR TEACHING AMENITIES .
understand now? whilst in singapore, government-supported schools
are STILL OKAY. in fact its actually better than private ones is it?
okay stop the school talk, let me continue.
Now my P1 life was bullshit. Everything were currently
studyuing there was already taught in Prep level, crap!
I dont even need to buy books cos i dont need them man .
I got #2 in rank for 8 effing levels battling .
WITHOUT STUDYING , I HAPPEN TO BE THAT #2 -.-
why did i say this? to prove how a public school there differ from a private one.
so yea, P1 , crap.
Now down back to my parents , my dad earned enough money .
more than enough that he actually brought me, my bro & my mom
to singapore. So i have to leave my friends there. My extended family.
Fine, i was in the verge of naivity that time. What do i know anyway?
A typical P1 kid will just follow where their parents go.
Cuase that's what they are for, anyway.
So were in Sg alrdy. I applied for P2 studies , i made it.
I passed Sg's exam, im in!
Happy? No. Like duh, singaporean kids are so so different from my hometown.
As in 1000000.000001% different.. (okay, that's over-acted)
Primary 2 was my trauma year!
My god, how those kids bullied me? How they criticised me?
I can remember so well, how i cry alone, how i wipe my tears
before reaching my lift up to my HDB block just to let my mom see im okay.
Imagine, ha-ha, a poor P2 student alrdy know how to hide her
feelings just for the sake of her parents' concerns.
So my mom used to asked me , "Hows school? made friends alrdy? English okay? Teachers? Do they treat you well? Your classmates, do they talk to you?"
Then i will be like "Yes, my classmates are so funny, they welcome me so well , my teachers helped me make friends. Indeed, their good. I like it here."
Im saying the truth to my mom? NO!
A BIG NO!
FUCK THAT BUKIT VIEW PRI SCHOOL .
i havent got my revenge to those kids, to those who brushed my face
using REAL paint. to those who hanged all the calls i made for my mom.
To those who treated me like one loser, gang up againts me.
Made me cry for the sake of others' happiness, made me weak, made me
think i shouldnt be here, EVERYTHING! I HATE THEM!
I can so well remember how they said "hello" to me & make friends with
me during my 1st day. but hoho , first day !
2nd, 3rd, until my very last day, it was all crying & struggling.
at most i met 2-3 friends . that's it .
Okay, so im very scared , i dont know why my mom transferred me
to Bukit View Pri School, maybe she can see my red eyes whenever
i depart from my school bus? maybe she knows im being bullied even
if i didnt say so? maybe she knows. maybe she hides it , just how i hide it from her.
Primary 3,
Dang, so totally different . Its good, i learnt from mistakes. I like it.
Wondering why? cos i learnt being fake. i learnt how to backstab my fellow
kiddos just to make friends, that was what i learnt from P2 anyway.
But as time goes by? Singapore's slowly accepting me.
& there! WOW! i learnt to love myself & singapore , and so did singapore & its people learnt to love me .
Happy ending? no la :)
LIKE HELL , EVERYTHING IS ALREADY OKAY! BUT MY PARENTS BROUGHT ME BACK TO MY COUNNRY! LIKE WHY ? I DONT KNOW , IT JUST HAPPENED .
so bbye to bestfriends i made here? yes, its painful.
i saw them cry . i saw myself crying too .
Hehs, a P3 kid alrdy know how to push herself for her
parents' decision, even though she's not okay with it.
Sounds simple? Think again .
Primary 4
Yay , im back to a private school! Living a rich life again .
Like yes, im finnaly stepping into one well-known school again!
& after i stepped into my own classroom? :)
FUCK? !@#@#$~!@~2! their reactions towards me was... "is this a foreigner or some sort?!"
cos duh , i came from sg , my fashion sense was in sg terms!
WHAT DID THEY EXPECT!
okay, P4 was really all the making-friends session + getting myself used to my country again.
P5 is alrdy okay , i learnt how to dance, made friends.
Found a group , well i gotta be honest .
The group i made there, "Whyte Frequenzy" , a dancing group,
was hell famous in my school. Everyone wanna be LIKE US .
they copy us , they fear us , they know everyone will side us .
So who dare to get on our way? Cool uh?
Well yes, my P5 - P6 life was totally cool. TOTALLY TOALLY PERFECT.
UNTIL ITS GONNA BE RUINED AGAIN COS MY MUM MADE THIS LAST MINUTE DECISION OF ME BEING BACK IN SG! & STUDY HERE ! AGAIN ? SUFFER AGAIN? AGAIN!!!!!
Then hell ! Another painful ending, i have to graduate from my P6 school
with tears? no. As i mentioned, i alrdy learnt how to hide my feelings. TO stand on my own. At a meer young age, I LEARNT.
So how did i told my friends? huh, cmon. its so difficult to leave . i swear .
Yet again, painful. I saw them cry, i saw myself crying too.

So April 8 2005, Faye went to singapore . What's for me here? Who knows.
It was April, school here starts at January, but it was sec one anyway.
So everyone have fresh minds . So i searched for a school .
I FOUND ONE?
Yes, i found MANJUSRI & it HAD a place.. for ME..
Sec One
the moment i stepped into Mjr . . . . .


......


....

~to be continued .

HELLO HELLO ! im blogging, haha. today = horrible + sian + lucky + happy day :]
that's what i call a 'faye-ish' day. LOL.
lemmi tell you why ; i woke up on time again for workshops in school .
but duh, im obviously gonna take every minute to sleep, haha. SO I SLEPT TIL 7.05 am!
weee, i was alrdy like downstairs otw tuh the bus stop ; MAKING IT ON TIME ; THEN AH,
Cheryl called me & asked me tuh go PAC straight away., for what? RETEST BODOH!
lols, fine . i felt like a loser at that point of time.
& i really wanna wanna cry alrdy. i dont know what to do, so i cabbed down to school.
reach alrdy i saw clive that group hanging around, in my mind, why did i just placed my studies aside?! okay, i know its stupid to regret now, accepted alrdy. I FAIL OK? IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH OK? WANNA LAUGH AT ME? GO AHEAD :]
its not because im stupid okay , so stop thinking im a dumb ass or sort .

okay, then yea. off to temaris @ city hall there.
hair dressing lessons, please la. i didnt even do anything.
BUT HOH , I MANAGE TO GET FREE FULL HAIR REBONDING OKAY . U.P $150 ! lol.
but i didnt asked the lady tuh put alot of cream, i asked her not to put too much behind, cos i dont want it too flat. LOL.,
fine, i love my hair now.

then yea, i cried again just now , WALAU EH . how come when i alrdy grew up, i then became a cry baby? haii .
jonathan, thankyou la. your really the one with me til the end okay, iloveyou man. really, your still the best sia.. YOU ROCK LAAA.
okay dont misunderstand, his my good friend. LOL.

yeaps, then there was this particular time when its superduperfragilisticexphialijoxious funny!

Me & cheryl were walking towards long john silver route, then we stopped, did was what happened, read it REAL CAREFUL. haha.

Faye : "Stop following me la cheryl, i wanna be alone!" *tears falling down*
Cheryl : "Wa cb la, how i know what's your prob, you nv come tell me!"
Faye : "Just go away la! Just Go la!" *sat down outside long johns*
Cheryl : "So wa, your saying its my fault la?!" *in a dissapointed mood alrdy*
Faye : "I got say your fault or not ? JUST GO LA! GO NOW ! GO BACK!"
*a man was coming towards us, earphones on both ears, rocking his head.
THE MAN :"Hey ya man, ya ya man, rock rock." *while knocking his head*
Faye - Cheryl : "Uhm okay dont go." *cheryl loooked on the freako-looking-man*
*cheryl laughs*
THE MAN : there's a rock concert later yo yo *still rocking around*
*cheryl laughed louder*
THE MAN : *stares at both of us*

THEN AH , ME & CHERYL WALKED AWAY . THEN WE WALK FASTER .... & FASTER .... & FASTER TIL THE MAN SHOUTED "EH BITCH! LAUGH WHAT AH!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
super effing funny la, i dont know if you all get it.
but really la, its VERY FUNNY la. see cheryl's version of the story, might be a better interpreted one. haha.

LALALALALA.
forget it, im over that.
then in summary, went to lpk get our stuffs then to mcc then went back home :)

at night, went to bugis pei-ed my dad renew handphone.
I DONT HAVE ANY HP NOWWWWWWW. GRRRRR. but its okay, study time first (:

okay bye. lazy to blog la.
pictures tomorrow!
BYEEEEEEEEEE~

Tag Replies

Sheng Jun: thanks thanks , i know its nice la. hahahaa :P
daugther, hanrou: love you too daughter.. will miss you laaaa :)
clarin :): thankyou clarin, be cheerful kay.
Eldon: wa eldon , mafan la! you dodddddyy.
CHERYL: i didnt knw people's stomach were ever related to fingers? but anw, thanks. haha. loveyou.

2:38 am now ! haha. just reached home from work :)
i love saturdays. partly because i get to hang out with the kfc 2 am gang :D
either mam cath / manager saiful , yang heng, yvonne, kok shen & the midnight eaters.
& ofcourse, i get to do ANYTHING i want. cos duh, lovely kfc people :)

so yea, wasnt tired. i dont know if im quitting laaaa.
yang heng quit , i quit. fine. living in this principle now!

so yea, nothing much this day.
tomorrow , rest day for meeeee :D
i hope i'l have the mood to go to school on monday. as i paid 50 bucks for that la.

& gucci lanyard, im getting you soon!
plus one hoodie. yea man! cant waittttttt.

to mr.crush, i hate you la.. dont give me false hopes :(

BYE ! NIGHTS ! LOVE EVERYONE :D

[*edited*]
paiseh, forgotten to blog two things!
HAHA, wth okay? eric , jonathan & nicholas went kfc just to disiao me.
GRRRR. kfc wont change my 'fairy' tag name la! what can i do? i look like a fairy mah, cannot blame. hahaha :]
& hohhhh !@#$%^%#@#!@$@#%!
TWO LITTLE BASTARD INDIAN KIDS CALLED ME AUNTY! WAAAAAAAAAA!
who did you think are they? they sucks GRRRRR.
okay bye.

Hi , its almost 3 am now. just finished watching some love movie with my mom :)
so yea, for the later part of my 17th october, me & mom changed things in the house.
how the furnitures are placed, & i threw away every worksheet i have in house. hhaa!

very fun , like as if we shifted house. LOL.
yes, then went to LPK just to buy a dvd player -.-
cos the old one was ruined by my brother , then my mum felt like watching a love story. so she hurriedly changed clothes & asked me to pei her =x
while in lpk ;

faye : Eh mummy, you wanna buy also not now la, buy more expensive one, nicer brand.

mummy : No la, look at that. $35 only. Use one time only ma.

faye : SO your saying after you use it tonight, you'll throw it away?

mummy: No? just store it somewhere.

faye : you cheapskate then say lah!

mummy: You think youve so much money? i actually thought of buying you your own electronic photo album since you want it, but i changed my mind.

ZZZZZZ! that was a total crap. hais, mothers~ haha.
yeap. then ate dinner there then i took my mom to waterfront okay!
hmm, she said singapore shouldve exposed WATERFRONT. cos its a nice park :)
i agree ah , so little people go there. hais, i brought 2 ppl there alr. who'l be the next? :D

okay.. after watching the love story, i felt so inlove? hahaha! okay joke.
but sometimes, i agree you kinda miss the feeling of having someone to exchange 'iloveyou' with :]
& blablablabla. but again, im not that rushy.

OKAY! i think i needa sleep now, 3 am aint a joke . haha.
but, share a picture with you all .





know how it feels when last time, you seem to talk to someone for hours & cant sleep without them. but now, both of you cant barely look at each other, even when you just get to meet them on the street. difficult? yes it is. i know cos i felt ..

HELLLOOOOOOO! i so love my new blogskin! :) :) :)
hehs, okay. so from now on im gonna blog this way. & anyway, dont be lazy to click
around my navigates alright? interesting things to read & see for each particular navigation :D

haha, i pon school today. i woke up on time actually. but my lazy-ness arrived. dang?
poor cheryl have to go school alone . hehe, nevermind. promise on monday !
yea so i ate breakfast & went back to sleep. i dreamt that me & cheryl will retest? hais, sian ah. what a shame! two english pros retesting! EFFFF. we'll rock mjr i tell you.

yea then , I LOVE MY BLOGSKIN! hahahaha. thankyou thankyou, i dont care you all like it or not, i like can already. but tag ah. hehe.

i wonder what have this day ahead of me? crush crush crush, why wont you just notice me? whutever lala kuku.

BYE ! NEEDA HELP MUMMY IN HOUSE CHORES! i know im a good girl. yeayea.

ive been wrong, ive been done, but now im moving on. weeee!
~ pictures gonna be uploaded later! sorry for the people waiting for ir =x

i think i want to change my blogskin & learn to blog in short-posts.
its very sian-ing to read long posts isnt it?
hmmm, yea sure. lemmi try a short one.

Woke up on time~
school, assembly was boring so slept in the sch hall / talk / crapped.
classroom time , corrections for final year papers.
me & cheryl keep going out of the classroom for all the chances we have.
no permissions FYI. so were convinced we didnt meet the criteria. retest together then.
& thens, played basketball after school with firhan,chiawei,nicholas & dionis they all.. very funny can! WOO. after not playing for a long time, finally touched the ball again~
then i served my LRC , went back to bball court & off to MCC with cheryl.
played 2 rounds with zhixiang & white chick. heehee :]
we won okay! LOL, cos ZX got disadvantage. poor thing, lol jkjk .

gonna visit the new school tomorrow!

sian, i wanna cry over manjusri. i cant bear to leave any memories just like that.
from being bullied & backstabbed in sec one, meeting new friends, being 'faye' in 2a, meeting real friends, dancers, all the disiao-ing, taijis, boliaoness & teachers in sec 2. til to sec 3, which was a slacked & wasted year & a defenite turning point of my life. sec 3 might be the worst year ; but it did showed me alot of things, it made me a grown-up girl. an independent one & i know myself way way better than last time. well i cant bear to leave it all behind. i swear! so, tomorrow will be the last day in the classroom? :( .. Manjusri & teachers, how can i ever show you my appreciation? your my life in singapore. swear. I dont know why no one feels the same way i do. > Oh, Manjusrians take things for granted? maybe.

so picture picture tomorrow please! i'l wake up early for my hair. haha! MANJUSRI UBI WAIT ME UP :D
& sorry for promising pictures but not uplaoding them. haha!
maybe i'l do it on friday. haha :]
K, gotta arrange files now. TATA.


why am i troubled with the choice of staying or going? i thought i alrdy made up my decision? what's holding me back? girlF? no, there's more to it! what the hell am i thinking? i must go back! HAIS. stress.



hais, i need somone to talk to. someone who can understand me FULLY. Mr.limerence, come out now. Ms.Free-shoulder-to-cry-on, i need you now!

uhm yoozzz.

LOLS. i reached home early from work today okay . haha!
right ~

morning, woke up @ 6:45 am . sian okay.
i bathed like , for 10 mins nia then anyhow tie hair / put on contacts + shoe & off to cheryl's house! WAKAK MEN! i chiong everything, ended up = late for school also. hais.

whateverrrrrr. LRCS KILLING ME!
lalala.

then school, nothing. i hate it. nothing.
EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT IM 2ND HIGHEST IN EL. HAHA, THE 1ST HIGHEST IS A BITCH , I PITY HER SO I GAVE HER THE TITLE. AS SHE WILL DIE WITHOUT IT . HAHA!
haha. then served LRC. nicholas & freddrick made my lrc fun can. thankssssss.
was released alrdy then walked home with cheryl .
dropped down at kfc to 'slack' with yb awhile.
i went back home & cheryl went home.

okay, rested for like, 30 mins then bathe .
& ef? i realised something by then.
MY KFC UNIFORM AINT IRONED YET!
walaaaausss -.-
then im like, dont know what to do?
i on the iron, placed the iron board correctly.
then the heat is hot, but.... i dont understand why my blouse
just dont get straight? LOL.
whateverrrr. how dumb can i get.
ya then called yeeboon for help. saiful manager call me just come!
& what the hell? i reached kfc, & he ironed my blouse for meeeee. waaaaaaa.
omg la, thankyou saiful. haha! owe you one :]
okay workworkwork. have some misunderstandings with.... whatever.
i dont know what to do with you anymore. im tired.

yep then crapped most of the time with yb til he have to go.
okay, done with work! HAHS. i walked home .
the feeling of not going home with who, was indeed so wrong. haha LOL.
but i swear i had enough. i need space from you. thankyou.

reached home & nothing much.
talking to cheryl / phone and junwei / msn.

BYE!


seeing myself as a grown up teenager, the feeling is so cool. undescribable. haissss ~ thanks cheryl. thanks yeeboon. thanks junwei. thanks mr.tay! thanks !

; pictures tomorrow .
; MCC shots tomorrow , i have a story to tell. wait up.

Tag Replies.

PEGGY: thankyou ts! missyou alot.
CHERYL: i was actually blinded by the word 'fei' as 'faye'. whatever~
sha: yos! you takecare always miss 'built to last' . LOL :]
Gina: im not laaaa. hehe.
clarin :): okay loves.
CHUAN: wahahahas , your welcomeeeeeee.
LOUISA: thanks.


hi hi .

yesterday, worked from 1pm to 7pm :]
yea saw yeeboon there . heeehhee , that funny guy!
then blablabla. (currently talking to yeeboon & cheryl 1:02 am now)
i swear you wont be able to blog properly if your talking to soemone like yeeboon!
LOLS. okay .

today. yea made it on cheryl's in time.
reached school. blablabla. results out , okay im screwed! i dont know, i dont wanna talk about it alr! okay then after school, WALKED to lpk with cheryl =x
haha, fun ehs.
then took something from kfc & headed to waterfront.
pictures tomorrow ~

yea then went home ard 3.30 pm !
then slept for one hour?
met junwei, then jonathan & off to work from 5 to 11 pm.

okay. work is, HAHAHAHA?
alot of banglas are funnyyyyyyyyyy.
yeeboon & jonathan knows what i mean. haha.

okay, then walked home with jonathan :)
dude, im always here for you. stop thinking you suffer alot can =x

now currently on phone with 2 ..... aliens?

okay bye .

hello ah , my work's at 11 am.
& guess what time i woke up? 11.15 :)
hahaha! im so effing irresponsible. lol, who cares.
thanks to marie for calling meeeee.
& yea, i changed it to 1 pm. im dead beat can -.-

okay, as soon as im back, around 7-8 pm, i'l blog :D

takecare everyone!
results tomorrow! i tagged a lot of people saying goodluck hohhh. :]

& im, missing you badly. you&you. 'thecrushes' ><

i wonder why these days, i dont even feel like blogging my life out. lol.

but instead, im putting things like song lyrics, my feelings, quotes.
why ah :|

okay. my blogsong?
CRUSH . i have 2 crushes :)
but sad, im not even close to them. cant even reach them.
UGH , im not despo FYI. hahaha.

yea. okay, im forcing myself to tell about yesterday.

i woke up around 10.40 am, prepared for work .
i miss KFC. omg, when i was preparing for work, i really missed that!
LOL LOL , no one can understand the feeling of helping people there.
i feel they need me, so i dont knw if i still want to quit? uh, lol.

okay. reached work! LALALA. same old thing, boring but i like the
way im feeling when i do cashier. lol.
saw manager saiful! woo! i missed him like fuck. haha.
yea, & hasina? i just hope she gets mature real soon :|
okay. went home aorund 5 plus!

then me & my mom wisited her friend's house all the way to tampines.
saw yangheng there! LOL, i miss that guy bigtime. really.
then, went back around 10 pm.
reached home at 11 .

& computer-ed awhile then slept!

& im now, bored :|
bye. post back later.



edited post ; 5.56 pm

My non-ending surveys! :D

Has anyone put their arm around you in the past five days?
◘ uhm... yes. but its a girl. confirm!

What was the last thing you bought?
◘ uhm, bread?

What time did you go to sleep last night?
◘ around 12 plus. early hoh?

Prefer older BF/GF or younger?
◘ older ! i dont like TOO childish boys.

Why do you think relationships fail?
◘ no trust? no chemistry? okay, in simple words = they cant make it work.

What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
◘ checked my hanphone.

Who was the last person you called?
◘ forgotten , uhm my dad?

If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
◘ if while with friends, i dont like their topic or im thinking of something.

Are you taller than your mom?
◘ a little bit.

Are you an emotional person?
◘ think so.

Do you want to get married and have children one day?
◘ i dont know :]

Are you close with your mom?
◘ not that bestfriend closure but yes.

Are you happy right now?
◘ no.

Do you like to cuddle?
◘ yes?

What's your favorite number?
◘ not sure. 12?

What did you eat last?
◘ i dont knw what its called. some glutinous rice with corn.

How is the weather right now?
◘ not very hot.

Are you allergic to anything?
◘ oily stuffs.

Did you talk to anyone on the phone before bed last night?
◘ nope.

How are you feeling today?
◘ bored? wasted day.

Did you get at least eight hours of sleep last night?
◘ uhm yes.

What time did you wake up this morning?
◘ 12.30 pm!

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
◘ it is , every relationship counts. you learn from it , & you get to know what kind of partner you wanna have.

What items could you not go without during the day?
◘ handphone . comb . earpiece .

Last hug?
◘ mummy.

How do you feel about your life right now?
◘ i know i can be happier .

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
◘ let me see .... yes.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
◘ why do surveys always asks this ? =x

Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
◘ not very good , but almost there.

Have you dated someone older than you?
◘ i dont date.

Are you a forgiving person?
◘ uhm... ya?

Are you a jealous person?
◘ VERY . roarsss.

Have you ever kissed someone on your top friends?
◘ nopes.

What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
◘ collect money .

Does it gross you out when girls don't shave their legs/armpits?
◘ HAHAHAHA :]

Who's your favorite country singer?
◘ singapore? jay chou, derrick hoh.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
◘ no -.-

Do you like anyone right now?
◘ YES. another collection of that letter.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
◘ ...... dont remind me .

Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant?
◘ DUH? you sucker! obviously!

Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?
◘ yes.

When was the last time you cried?
◘ just now , i cry alot. really. i cry because of the smallest things too.

Do you prefer to call or text someone?
◘ text(sms) la. but, call if urgent.

Have any interesting conversations lately?
◘ yes! with jaycee. hahaha. he's so funny :D

Who is the last person you shared a bed with?
◘ my mom .

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
◘ conversations with sense . uhm, actually, MYSELF.

What are you worried about?
◘ my final year results. i screwed everything .

Liking you and loving you
Is something that I wanna do
But I’m afraid if I told you
You’d turn your back and say shame on you.
So I’d rather hide my feelings
Because I wanna be with you,
And I’d rather hide my feelings than say I love you.

I know you, you like me too
But as a friend until the end
I see you flirt and that really hurts
Coz I’m so sure she’ll hurt you too
So I’d rather hide my feelings
Because I wanna be with you,
And I’d rather hide my feelings than say I love you.

I’m so in love with you
I can’t do anything about it
I feel so bad about it.

So I’d rather hide my feelings
Because I wanna be with you,
And I’d rather hide my feelings
And I’d rather hide my feelings
And I’d rather hide my feelings than say I love you.


dang, its 2:32 am . can you believe it? i just cant stop .

no mood of updating anything! exams over, school resumes on monday.


JUST SURVEY TIMES ... BOREDDDD.


survey number one.
40 little Secrets.
Be honest no matter what.

[ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?
- junwei .

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
- uhm, dont know. random places.

[THREE] What's your middle name?
- dont laugh, capuli.

[FOUR] Are you craving for something?
- cheese cake .

[FIVE] Does your crush like you back?
- no :(

[SIX] What is your current mood?
- neutral . but easily angered now .

[SEVEN] What's your mom's name?
- Alice .

[EIGHT] What color shirt are you
wearing?
- lime green?

[NINE] Would you kiss the last person
you kissed?
- Hell no.

[TEN] If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
- who wouldnt?

[ELEVEN] Do u have crazy side?
- YEAAAAAAAA.

[TWELVE] Ever had a near death
experience?
- nopes.

[THIRTEEN] What is something you do most?
- sms, chat, blog, TALK, roam around.

[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
- guess so.

[FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody
right Now?
- YESYESYES.

[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
- dont know, depends.

[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you
cried?
- forgotten.

[EIGHTEEN] Who would you do anything
for? Except families?
- cheryl.jonathan.....[i swear i cant think of anyone else right now.]

[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
- my grandmom.my aunty amy.my cousins. FAMILY.

[TWENTY] What is the one thing you
notice first with the opposite sex?
- how unique, humour & gentle man-ess. lol.

[TWENTY-TWO] What's your biggest
secret?
- ... -.-

[TWENTY-THREE] Where is your ex?
- dont know, not interested.

[TWENTY-FOUR] Do you love someone?
- as of now, not love.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
- duhh .

[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
- gonna eat macaroni salad soon ^^

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other
languages?
- Yes. Itu singapura,ni bu tong ah?

[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking
about right now?
- where is he . where is he . where is that beautiful guy.[unexpected someone]

[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be
doing right now?
- nothing! exams over! YAY XD

[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite
memory?
- alot.

[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening
to?
- none .

[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person
you told I love you ?
- uhm....confirm its a friend .

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently
around the person you like?
- uhm, yes.

[THIRTY-NINE] What is your natural
hair color?
- black.

[FORTY] Who was the last person to
make you smile?
- jm? in msn . lol


survey number two.

1.What do the majority of people in your life call you?
-- Faye?

2.Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
-- dont know.

3.Who's house, other than your own, did you last sleep at?
-- omg, that was confirm a long time ago. forgot.

4.Have you ever received a love letter?
-- ya.

5.Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-- i. think so?

6.If you're in a bad mood who do you talk to?
-- people who can spice up my mood ;)

7.When is your birthday?
-- march 12.

8.What are you going to do tomorrow?
-- Dont know .

9.Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
-- no.

10.Do you hate when people smoke around you?
-- if acceptable reasons, no. but other than that, YES.

11.Do you drink tea?
-- out of randomness ba.

12.Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
-- mine & mum's .

14.Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with T?
-- i didnt kissed anyone for one month+ liao.

15.Do you like anyone right now?
-- plain crush.

17.How is your heart lately?
-- longing for a lot of people. be it family, hometown friends, alot.

18.What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
-- nothing yet.

19.What color is your phone?
-- black.

20.What do you spend most of your money?
-- erm , basic needs nia actually.

21.Who was the last person to call you?
-- cheryl.

22.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
-- duhh -.-

23.Where were you last saturday night?
-- home.

24.Do you have plans tonight?
-- home again .

25.Is there one thing that is on your mind constantly?
-- uhm... not one thing though.

26.Are you happy with life?
-- i am , but i know i can be happier.

27.Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
-- for the record, NO! :D

28.Are you a jealous person?
-- VERYVERYVERY.

29.Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
-- nopes.

30.What were you doing this morning at 7am?
-- uhm, thinking whether to get up or not. haha.

31.Is there anything that you are craving right now?
-- cheese cake!

32.Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
-- for the 'faye' , a few. but dont know them. for 'fairy' , just one.


uh, im so over something. i had a great year in manjusri, although alot of bitterness, its all worth it. lessons were learnt , better self-realisations were achieved. thanks manjusri, i love you x3.

Hello . 2 in one post today :D

YESTERDAY , 7th October.

WEETS. geog paper ! it was crap. i flipped through the pages, & lalala dreamland.
after sleeping for i think 30+ mins in the hall . paper over.

after the paper, wasnt feeling good.
peifang & cheryl asked me to go with them but,
ya. cannot tahan. i went home straight away .

LOLSS. i have this, 'missing-home' feeling.
as soon as i reached home , on-ed comp. played songs & i just loved home.
LOL! weird but true. swear.

okay, went out around 2.10 pm to meet my girlfriends :D
& photo-shooting happened at MCC. hahaha!
ugh, the more i see you, the more degraded you look to me. JIDAN . so purposely orh?. ARGGG , I HATE YOU NOW..
~ for my 6th october post, i confirm that it was only because it was that day. nothing else.
OKAY STOP! left mcc , dropped by guardian to get our stuffs. & off to cheryl's house.
again, damn suay. kay, forget it.

heehee. okay, then was at her home til 3.30 pm.
sent peifang to her bus stop & i met jonathan.
so, lpk for me & jonathan. AGAIN, KFC -.-
yeayea. & one funny thing happened! HAHA.
we saw my MOM inside lpk, just one level below us! i was like, 'OMG! my mother! my mother! *ran to jonathan* , heehee. very funny. then, he was like , "your mother la! so?" stupid guy. he didnt get it that if my mom sees me with a guy, she'l scold me like fuck.

okay. we went through the other way, which was .... creepy? lols. so off through the carpark, til the other way from lpk to kfc, crossed the other side AND ....
my mom was infront of us! HAHAHAHA. she's in the bus, though.
so, basically, we did some stupid hidden routine & end up meeting her also -.-
ya. lame, my mom didnt say anything. just insisted jon's my bf. ohplease.hesucks. hehe! JOKING xD


TODAY , 8th October.

maths paper two, i think i pass? i dont have the confidence. just calculated my marks. i think i got around 22/40? well i hope so !
cos if i fail paper two , bye mr.maths!

YES. after the paper, went to MCdonalds with cheryl & jonathan for breakfast.
then to lpk , i think lpk's kinda sick of our faces le. ahaha ..
okay. now jonathan left, dont wanna talk about it. stupid childish arguements nia.
were okay now & that's over :)
yes then me & cheryl did her hair AGAIN at girl's haven.
then went to watsons, get our stuff .

~HOME SWEET HOME~ after that !


LAST PAPER TOMORROW! YEEHEEEEE XD

im free im free im free !


bbye.
lovesx3


TAG REPLIES:

Zx - suresure! my last goodluck for my last paper please? :)

Weijia - eh monkey ! you idiot. go back to the zoo la. your wanted there!

Chiawei - hahas, thanks for one answer just now hohhhh. heehee. you get what? kay, tomorrow give you answer for F&N. haha.

you know the feeling when everything just flashed back in one minute?
from the beggining, to how it happened, to why it did, to whom else were involved, til how it end?

the joy . the pain . the memories . the people . the longings .
all were unbearable. i didnt talk about you , nobody did. IN FACT, no one around me cares about you, nor 'US'.

but how come whenever i find myself alone, not talking to anyone or either just thinking of nothing, why do you always cross my mind? why must those good times linger on my mind? ITS HAUNTING ME CAN. i dont like it.
right, maybe because its just this day. maybe tomorrow there's nothing already. maybe. i hope so.

BECAUSE;
i dont love you, i dont anymore. IM VERY SURE.
BUT JUST THOSE THINGS! I WANT TO GET OVER YOU COMPLETELY! GET AWAY FROM MY MINDDDDDDDDDDD. YOU DONT DESERVE IT , ARRG.


OKAY! STOP NOW. that was just an excuse to crying, i dont want to cry for someone who's worth nothing & who had done me pain only. LALALA. MY POST STARTS

HERE.

yes! hey ! (lol?)
okay, today had SS paper . I CAN PASS! i know i can! but :[
lack of timeeeee. i spent around 10 minutes dreaming of something, & i regret.
again & again, i learn new things.
last night, oct.5 - i stayed up from 10 pm til 1.40 am to study two long chapters of SOCIAL STUDIES! & mind you, i dont know anything about it. it just got into me last night. & wooo, interesting sia. LOL.
heehee. so ya, no problems with the paper but, did alot of things halfway.

like, two 12-marks questions was started out correctly, but halfway cancelled,
due to under time pressure =x


BUT HEY! I PASSED MY ENGLISH, PLUS MATHS PAPER ONE! HAHAHAHA :]
i was like, what the hell? is mr.tay sure? THANK YOU Mr.Tay! I LOVE YOU!!! X333.
i know he just sort of gave me one or two points to pass.
cos its really near-impossible for me to pass.
when i was gone for 9 straight days from school, I MISSED OUT ONE TOPIC which came out for exam. mind you, that was 15 marks! & i left it blank. totally no stain of ink. lols .
BUT YESSS! I PASSSSSS :D

lalala. dont wanna be too happy. paper two is still on :|

okay, dont talk about chemistry. shiittt. then went to novena with cheryl&peifang.
ate at KFC , & came up with this plusminusdividemultiply slang! haha :]
thanks for the good day you girls :DD

yea then went to clarkquey mrt, waited for some idiot, then played there like siao.
we also kana scolded by that moron, who i think, first time see girls
playing like mad in mrt! LOL.

Share a picture with you all! i never felt this happiness before in SINGAPORE(2008), the feeling of true friendship :)


CHERYL , ME & PEIFANG!
(hover for captions)










& yes, maybe. JUST maybe bacause it was october.6 today, a day when something shouldnt have been started. i guess everyone just come to a point whereas your stuck, dont know what to do, so you agree to something which you dont even like in the first place. and when you learn to like it, you treasure it, you keep a tight hold in it, and wanted to make it last for as long as you can. BUT it didnt worked out, cos it shouldnt in the first place. ITS A MISTAKE.

TIME TELLS IT ALL.



EDITED POST [10.43 PM] ~ SURVEY TIME :)

1. Are you smiling?
= Just now, cos of some funny guy. haha.

2. When is the last time you met someone new?
= NEW? hmmm , if considering just plain meet, just now. IF meet as in , became friends, i think that was 30.09.08.

3. What is irritating you now?
= Geog Exam . Tomorrow!

4. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
= OMG , decades ago. i dont wear pants.

5. Where do you sleep?
= my mom's bedroom .

6. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
= cos of love ?

7. Are you happy with where you are?
= YES. but i know i can be happier .

8. What do you want?
= A life where , both studies & fun can be done with friends [at hometown] .

9. Your home alone, right ?
= nah.

10. Last spoken words you heard?
= "huh?" by mom .

11. do you own Converse?
= shoes & a bag .

12. You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
= OH PLEASE , i would rather die!

13. On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
= self-pity , pain memories , reflections , alot. i cry alot :)

14. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?
= uhm... maybe?

15. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
= used-to mean a lot. not anymore .

16. Are you talkative?
= YES . YES YES YES . just that, sometimes preffered being quiet if not interested.

18. Are you restless?
= sometimes .

19. Do you secretly like someone?
= I have currently , 2 crushes now. CRUSH NIA! :D

20. Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
= DUH . even if i get to bed, still up to me whether i close my eyes or not .

21. How is life going for you right now?
= peaceful . very . not organised but , i like it .

22. Want to be a princess?
= depends .

23. Do you believe dreams come true?
= ofcourse!

24. How do you feel about change?
= its normal , no one is consistent .

25. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
= i doubt so .

26. Do you have low self esteem?
= Sometimes :]

27. What are you wearing on your feet?
= nothing -.-

28. Do you smoke?
= Not anymore.

30. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
= there .

31. What is making you sad right now?
= I dont know what i frigging want.

32. The last compliment you received?
= im weird , i take it as a compliment. hahaha !

33. Today?
= October 6, 2008. If not for the date, its a good day.

34. Would you ever join the military?
= NO .

35. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
= FORWARD! duh , i want exams to fly away nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ~

7:40 PM

WTF , NO ONE WALKED OUT FROM ME IN MSN BEFORE.

hello ah Mister-dont-know-what ! i thought your someone that is blablablablabla okay , im totally convinced le la. shouldve listen to GF. you dont wanna listen to my shit, say it. not walk out with atitude . you totally spoil my day , REGRETS. bye to you.


LOLSSS! okay hello ? 2:25 am now. WOOOO, i didnt revise anything at all.
considering that there's 2 papers on monday. im dead.
will this be another disaster? whutever -.-
this is totally a fucked-up day. morning , my dad scolded me for taking my own sweet time before buying lunch . HELLO? DADDY ? not like people downstairs are blind okay. my hair wasnt even combed, i havent even bathe or clean my wound. WHATDOYOUEXPECT.
HAHS! boiling , but when i bought lunch le, heehee. he told me something that made me so happy. CASH ON MY WAY OKAY. hope so.
yea, then stayed at home the whole day , bloghopping. learning things .
rest-ed awhile then went out with my didi to collect things from jonathan. thanks jon, you rock:)
yea, then went back home saw zhixiang & kenneth.
my bro suddenly wants ice cream , so went off to cheers to buy that marigold shit.
he want it so much. lol! i bought cadbury , CHINA MILK? stopyourshit.
okay. headed home, & computer-ed the whole day .

& some mister spoiled the night. thank you so much!


& im still moving on ... i dont need you anymore .

HEYS ! CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN! HEEHEE. I Oh-SOLOVE IT ! :D :D

hahs, i usually have this kind of feeling whenever i change my blogskin, i think i was jealous after helping 2 Misters in changing theirs blogskins! lol.

okay, math paper was crazy , cos its so EASY! but i didnt made it, cos i gave up studying last night . but i know i can score around 20-25 / 60. enough for me to be able to catch up for paper 2! hmm, so i need whoever's help for graphs !
last night , around 2 am plus .... :[
i cried again! thinking how the hell did i became so slacky in school , i regret.
but yeah. normal changes :)
but part of the reason in crying was - im really hurting yet i tried my best in revising maths. imagine , i slept at 3 am! so means, 3 hours left for me to sleep ! even less than that! .
but it was worth it yea. hmmm.

OKAY! so saturday & sunday for me to revise my SS , CHEM & F&N .
i hope i'l be able to pass atleast humanities. PLEASE XD

erm , anyway, my blogsong ; its totally the right song for me. FOR 06 , HA! damn nice okay . the lyrics 'i dont need you anymore. :)' .
i think its strong by jordyn. ya.

TAG ME !! LOVE TALKS , NO ONE ?

DANG .

look at the time! 2.10 am okay :[
im still studying for my maths, haaaas. the paper tomorrow is , 60 marks.
atleast 25-30 marks can make me happy already :(

indices, algebraic fractions, standard forms, quadratic equations, phytagoras theorem, change subject of formula, ALL IS KILLING ME!!

lord, i need some miracle please. i know i had been a bad child , but im willing to change. just lemmi pass my maths! PLEASE ;[[[[[[

arrrg , back to studying, FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS !

like how am i gonna remember all that :(

everyone ~ good luck .

MATHS EXAM TOMORROW! & im not prepared! what if i fail my maths? im dead beat :[
hais, whatever. will try to study later !

FOR NOW , WANNA SHARE SOME THINGS ABOUT LOVE WITH YOU ALL ! HOPE IT HELPS AH :)


1. Real love does not happen all of a sudden. When people say, "We fell in love the moment we met," they actually meant that each have seen the other as someone they ideal. Most of us create these ideals in our minds whether we realize it or not. Thus, when we find someone who looks, acts & talks the way we imagined this special individual would, we are attracted- but that's all it is. Love can develop, but it takes time.
so , love at first sight, nah-ah. not true!

2.Jealousy is not a sign of true love. One of the greatest mistakes young people can make is to believe that the more jealous you are, the stronger the love. Some jealousy is normal between two people who care deeply about each other. But jealousy is really possessiveness, not love. People who suffer from jealousy often have a sense of insecurity which leads to an overwhelming need to be loved. As a result, they can be extremely be jealous even though they may not be in love at all.
say, your bf/gf wasnt jealous because you went out with another girl/boy, HELL. its immature if you thinks that he/she dont love you! & at the same time, you might feel jealous because YOUR CRUSH like another girl, think twice, maybe its not love, no point being jealous.


okay , that's enough for today. if you want more love talks, tag me okay ! haha :D

DAMN , MATHS ! WHY MUST YOU EXIST! IHATEYOUUUUUUUUU!

post back later ah , ciao :)

this is like, my 3rd post for the day -.-

what the EF alright , i studies maths but .. just algebraic fractions & indices :(
what can that get me to! where did my brain cells go man. !@#$%^&

im dead meat if i didnt pass my maths! i swear , my aim is just plain englishmathsandF&N. so how? hais, one day left for maths. im giving up physics , i dont care anymore.

you know , your introducing me to things that i dont know.

2nd post for the day ! weeee ~ nothing, plain bored. survey timeeee!

When is the next time you will see the person who absolutely takes your breath away?
- currently no 'someone-who-takes-my-breath-away' . LOL

Are you waiting for someone/something?
- something? the mood to study. someone? hmm , ya.

Last friendster message you received from?
- uhm, sir aaron.

Does anyone hate you?
- OFCOURSE ! hahaha. there are always insecure people around :)

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
- dont think so .

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- even 3rd or so , but it depends .

Are you a jealous person?
- VERY :]

Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?
- no no no , that wont ever happen.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
- uhm , forgotten who, but NO.

What are you going to do after this?
- nothing in line .

How's the weather today?
- not sunny ? -.-

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
- no .

When's the next time you'll see your closest friend?
- tomorrow , cheryl .

What were you doing this morning at 7am?
- sleeping!

What radio station do you listen to the most?
- 98.7 FM .

What are you listening to?
- nothing ? hmmm, yea i'l turn on music.

Is there anything that you are craving right now?
- chocolates ! sushi :D

Who do you hate?
- i dont know how to define hate . i say it for one moment, & become love the next.

Do you think you're a serious person?
- sometimes . i know when to be.

What was the last thing you had to drink?
- water?

What are you doing tomorrow?
- school :(

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
- sleepingggggggggggggggggggggggg.

What was the last thing to make you laugh really hard?
- jonathan , yesterday. hahahahaha. LOL .

Do you tell your best friend EVERYTHING?
- nope.

What were you doing at noon yesterday?
- with jonathan ~ studying., i guess.

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
- i was never alone at home , since 2008.

Who/What made you upset yesterday?
- my mom :|

Do you sing in the shower?
- sometimes , not really.

Would you ever consider moving to another state to be with the one you love?
- depends yo.

Do you trust all of your friends?
- i dont.

What other names did your parents consider for you?
- didnt ask , will ask later?

Did you ever get kid's meals from McDonald's just for the toys?
- yeap ! brothers / own wants :]

Who was the last person you went on a walk with?
- jonathan .

What is/are your favorite color(s)?
- dontknw la. depends .

Who was the first person you talked to today?
- Mr.frank =x

When's the last time you cried?
- just now ....

Has anyone ever seen you in your underwear?
- hahahs, my girlfriends. [not in singapore please.]

Sunrise or Sunset?
- sunset .

Is there a person on your mind?
- yes.

Do you crack your knuckles?
- yes, especially my fingers. hhaha.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
- alot already =x

Are you currently in a relationship?
- IM NOT :D :D

Has anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
- last time .

Are you mad at someone right now?
- not that much .

Disappointed?
- i am .

Do you believe in love?
- i will always do .

How has this past week been for you?
- too much .

Do you know anyone whose name starts with letter R?
- ryan goh .

HELLO! waaas , yesterday NIGHT , wasted my time on ... finding a blog skin -.-
& poof, i didnt even liked one ah! LOL .

okay. but anyway , changed my blog song. damn cool :D

FOR SEPT.31 , 2008
uhm, dang! it was the VERY FIRST time i actually climbed the school fence.
waahs, i wouldnt wanna be late. i have already so many pending lrcs. i dont wanna anymore :[
okay, made it luhh. quite easy actually, but reminded me of waterfront. LOLS.
so school was as usual, nothing to do, slack, sleep & talk.
my geog class test FAILED. not mentioning i studied for it ! AHH!
im gonna study maths & physics later. i swear laaa , so anything, do sms me ah .

okay, then me & cheryl went to old airport slacked - asked jonathan joined us.
waited for him , & while waiting, cheryl turned a bitch again! hehehe. that's when i love her :]
jonathan came , went to MCC. saw zhihong there :D
alright , pei-ed cheryl to go home..
then me & jonathan went his house tok something ; then to LPK.
ate & studied at KFC there - weee . like we really studieD? ha, a little ^^
okay,. went home & parted. LOLS.

as for this day, boring. woke up kinda early you know!
BLAAAS. mom's nagggggings! luckily she have work ? but dang la.
MY DAD . he's at homeeeeee. ARGGG . have to suffer again =x

you know very well that i have nothing to loose .