yo heyy (:

haaiyyaas. sorraye didnt post yesterday! haha!

anyways , my story about january 24! hehes (:

that was thursday deh... first thing in the morning,
my xiiao family forced me go with them in the concert de. hahas!
so i called my mom.. then miraculously, she allowed me! wooot!

then lesson lesson lesson lesson.

nothing much luhs.. until F & N lesson.. it was practical mah..
i partnered CHERYL! lol xD
my cooking partner from now on uh. hahaha!
was quite fun luh.. cos we made pizza.. then the boys keep on
pretending they were duno what , "proffesional chefs" hahaha !

then then.. waited for about 35 minutes before our pizza is ready!
then wait wait wait.. halfway me tong shan & si hui went inside the f&n washing room there. i told them we go slack first de.
haha.. then i still so confident the teacher duno we are inside.
suddenly ms.NG go say "GIRLS , WHAT ARE U DOING INSIDE?"
hahaha! then we all laugh sia.

blah blah.. after F&N, settle thing with amber. ayaas.. childish luh that one.
i dont care. for now, i just want tuh treat amber as she dont exist lidat luh..

then after skool,. i followed tongshan .
we went outside skool slack awhile lo.
then decided tuh cab tuh TM ! then dana tigger called.
they say they all oso going TM de.
so we all meet up lors.
at there got dana tigger , tiffany asshole , dionis honey & tongshan baobeii.
we all find wawa & matthew. lol xD

then me & tong shan wearing skool uni mah.
while the rest all outside clothings.
so ts want tuh go home change clothes!
unfair mah! cos i cant go home.
so dionis honey bought a shirt for me leis (:
then my shorts , ayaas. duwan say how i got it la !
xiao girls! SSSH okay (:

then then.. halfway the fun hor, something happened le.
damn it can. hahaha (:
its super scary + fun + made-us-angry mood lo.

that MONTIQ shop at TM! dont ever go inside there la!
stupid sellers there. act brave la.
hahaha. nvm .. we all know what happened de.
if ii say here, no one also will understand.

then.. matthew & wawa go le. i think they got angry luhs.
then we all wne ttuh ts house. she bathing while me & dana
using comp.
then tiffany asshole come & show me the disgusting method of
giving birth luh! hahaha :D

then we all went downstairs meet yijie sweetiie.
dana , tiff & dionis in one cab!
while yijie me &tong shan in one cab.

we all cab tuh raffles hotel there..
ate at MCdonalds awhile..
then meet clive , zr & vince lor.

then watch that show. very cute & funny le!
then something happened tuh my baobeii.
haiiyas =(

then 15 minute break for the show le.

we all went down.

then the rest go up for the 2nd part of the show.
while me & tong shan baobeii , lie down on the grass there!
we both cried. and we ahouted something de.
duwan say here. haiiss =/

we really cried sia.

duwan say here liao .. later got ppl anyhow think ..

then while we down there , the rest came also le.
we joined them!
then vince , zr , clive , me , yi jie , & tiff all together le.
dionis & dana went home liao.

we help tiff cab home first.
then left some of us.
went tuh bugis play arcade awhile.

then all jiu went home le.

i go ts home first! until 1:15 am lidat.

haiiss. very tiring hors? from here tuh there until i reach home lidat lo.

i really cant forget what amber told me man.
im like, very angry + very mad lo..
i duno lars. one thing i know, i picked the wrong guy tuh like.
if i have a choice , i really dont want tuh like him las.
i mean , he's not even what i like in a guy lo.
seriously!

lols xD
whatever luh (:

haha! okay done! that one is for january 24 hor! (:

okay done. loves <3

hello there precious guys(:

haiiss. just reached home luh . 1:00 am lidat then reach home!
im gonna blog everything about JANUARY 24 , 2008 , tomorow .

cos now really tired. i wan sleep ..

haiiss.. im planning of writting a letter tuh every ppl who think i changed le.
i really want to .. but then .. its like very what luh .

nvm luhs.. got my xiiao family tuh make me happy can le (:

wait for my long long story tomorow hor! im not gonna come skool .

hahahaha ! yay ! :D

loveyou guys! LOL . xD

bbyes.

oh fark . i admitted tuh myself that i like you! oh gawd ! hahaha!
a new CRUSH ! YES!!! :D

hey guys (:

haiiss. today was another tiring & sickening & lots-of-trouble day!

aiyyos. i dont understand why my class was like , have almost all the problems in the world? and plus , those 3 big main problem , i was involve in everything. aiiyass. i didnt know a life like this would be tiring . i know its FUN. yes! FUN! but on the other side , its really not funny. it hurts me.. it makes me miss 2a more & more. & my 2a life.

FAAAARK. i really want tuh find someone i can cry to. who can understand what i really means... the counselor in the skool is like .. very busy ..

so i duwan trouble her with my CRAPS lor.. oh fark fark. i feel like crying now! ~8:20 pm ~ feel like crying.. super cry!

pllss luh! can i cry tuh someone or nots. pls! nobody really understand me le.
and its like, i keep helping ppl ! but no one is there for me lo ..

haiiss. but thanks tuh sweetiie.
sweetiie , thanks so much for trusting me! just now, when you told me im one of your bestfriends, u dont know how much touched i got. plus you that time crying some more. i really love you! i want you tuh go with me luh.. after everything is settle alr.. and again , dont listen tuh any other ppl. just follow what you think is right and will make you happy. pls dont cry anymore! it seriously hurts me!

tuh the rest of the ppl who really really tried their best tuh help me., and even tuh cheer the freak out of me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! i mean it. im glad i have you all . haiiss. a quick mention of random names luh. just really want tuh thank you all.

~ chia wei , zhan rong , deneng , brian , si hui , dionis , tiffany , wei cai , yeeboon , eileen & peifang ..

if i forgotten your name, sorraye. but real damn load of thanks tuh you all.

haiiss! im a strong girl luh! i wont give up! hahahas (:
i can do it one! yes yes yes! i can i can (:

I REALISED , I DONT KNOW HOW TUH MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES IN MY LIFE.
CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME?
CAN SOMEONE GUIDE ME?
CAN SOMEONE APPRECIATE ME?
CAN SOMEONE MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?
CAN SOMEONE TAKE OUT THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME?
CAN SOMEONE...WATCH OVER ME?

damn it. im being such a lamer agains. i just need someone la! one person ! that's all ! that can really understand me! i just need you!! whoever you are! come out now and help me la! i need you lar! come out now!!

ohmygawd. i just spilled dirt on my own blog. ayaas.. this is what i get from being ... stressed & alone la. haha (:

kk lahs. gtg!

my life is really incomplete without .... i want us tuh .... can you just ..... haiiss . duno lars. im taking my time tuh ... AAAAARH! why cant i just tell you. fakr lars. nvm laa. im .. ayaas. whatever. lol.

hello precious readers ! lol xD

haiiss. was tired just now! cos got dance practice agains.. haha (:
actually not very tired luh... cos i can anyhow SLACK de mah! :D
but atleast i know my steps okkayy . & my timing too.. lol!
oi faye! so tao la you. shaddap lar =)

and .. this day is really memorable luh..
dana became my TIGER (:
tiff is now my LOLLIPOP!
dionis my HONEY .

hahas . iloveyougirls! lets be the bestest friends. hahaha (:

& i feel someone is really really disliking me. a GIRL de.
from my class.. aiyos.. where have our friendship gone to?
ur thinking that i change le ar? i promise you . NO . i didnt change.
maybe just very hyper onni lo... i know u dont trust me luh..
nvm .. i can understand yous !

and for my ... one friend... u dont know how much ur hurting me now. haiiss.
u may say im oso hurting you. but duh? in what way am i hurting you? i give up almost all for you lo.. even my previous friends. haiiss. nvm.. if one day i really really cannot tahan leh , im just gonna let go of you. i know its difficult tuh leave you. but i would rahter leaving you , than you hurting me each day luh.. =( seriously damn hurting. if you only know...

ayaass tats all ! i want tomorow tuh be a PEACEFUL & HAPPY day ! pls pls pls!

again , IM NOT FAKE OKAY . IM JUST BEING TRUE . YOU DONT LIKE ME ? I DONT REALLY CARE MUCH LUH . tats all im thinking now (:

i hope dance can be more okk le . i so love those dancers. so guai !

bye ppl .

x3

hey ppl (:

hahas! changed my blogskin alr le (:

with scrolling names of the ppl who currently means the most tuh me! :D
if you want tuh be in that list , then give me more importance luh. haha. jkjk!

haiiss. my song also changed le... i find my previous song kind of emo! so i duwan!
my current song is nice hor . right! hahaha lol xD

now creating xiao family blog ler ~
and waiting for my mom's next nagging... every other 20 mins keep on nagging me..

aiyo. later maybe going out! go tuh that leisure park agains. my mother laaaaaa. ARG!

post back later or tomorow (:

i thought ur my crush now lo .. suddenly not again.. hahaha! funny..

hello there readers ! reaaders of my precious precious blog . LOL !

just now went tuh practice dance :D
saw someone . fark off men! i really officialky think that ur my CRUSH . ~ sigh

and i was jealous ... when ... huhuhu =/ nvm.. duwan post ! hahahaha.

was crazy at dance practice. nth new le .. all the same! some juniors oso nv went. like they are so not-into lidat lo ! ar who cares (:

lucky got puaysee & jean help me out de ars :D

haiiss.. nth liao le...

gonna change my blogskin soon . and my song!! my song my song!
that is for all people who cant stop bad mouthing me.
all i can for YOU ALL is (:
HA -HA - HA . i win ! ur the looser! Ha-Ha-HA ! lol :D

and uh .
for some GIRL- oi . cry cry cry? haha! i dont even know whether ur cry is real hor.. and like i care if some ppl side you? only our group knows the real thing that happened lo . so ppl who judged , u just misunderstood the whole thing..
for cheryl they all , i explained tuh meimei liao le.. hope u all understand (:
and for YOU hor .. i alr sent my last message. i really liked you from the start! i even defended you from some girlfriends of mine that think bad abt you lo! but damn it. they are all right! im so stooopid .. still say u blindly followed us?
tell you what , WE BLINDY LET YOU FOLLOWED US! haha! still dare say u nv do anything. very brave le you. i adore you (:

heyhey! ((:

hahahas! love dance men ! <3

i dont care about anything that dislike dancers , or the dance .
what i know is that i love dancing ! i heck care about anything liao (:
i do what i need to do when it comes tuh dance . and no one can stop me!
so if want stop me , then u go do what im doing for me lo .. that simple lar ! :D

haiis . just now was tired luh . rush rush rush ! haha! cos my mom ask me go home early le. took photo while practising dance. cos , yi jie , tong shan & amber & dionis were inside the music room ! come & peii me ! hahahaha :D

thanks girls . love love love!

then just now in class , created names le !

Me - Miss Stare
Tiff - Miss Liu
YI Jie - Miss Lam (hahahaha!)
Tong Shan - Miss Naughty
Amber - Miss Complicated
Dana - Miss Emo
Dionis - Miss Whatever

ya ya . we all were one family liao le. duno lor! they say im the meiQi mama le..
haha .. were lame .. but were loving each other! so backoff ! :D

and and... here are the photos . WEEEEEEEEEH ! :D

forgotten tuh blog .

hahas! that yesterday , got dance practice! then .. was quite good lers .
cos the juniors improved a lot . and me & hazel & puaysee , managed tuh complete almost half of the song ler (: ALMOST!

and .. after that , jiu went tuh hazel house at SIMEI . cab there .. wne ttuh practice a bit.. got tuh meet hazel de parents. and paiseh ok!
cos when i went in , hazel shouted tuh her mom . then i saw one girl in the kitchen.. then i say "hi aunty!" then hor .. hazel say , "thats not my mom!" ohmygawd lars! it was actually her brother the gf le.. paiseh.. hahaha!

then .. tried out some retro-clothes! :D
got some pics ler. me & JEAN <33







TATS ALL BAH!

takecare .

see everyone tomorow.
and oh .. ilikehim ! hahahs. :D :D :D

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hey guyys! (:

hahas. today quite fun le.
went tuh kallang leisure park there .. though there's no ppl , fun lars!
my mom even peii me & my bro play arcade lers. haha!

then saw NICHOLAS , JONATHAN , SHARIL , ERICK & VINCE ler. haha (:

they all very cute together lars.

then then... wat wat wat lars . walk here & there onni .

then im happy for shangton le! (tongshan) !
cos....... ayaas.. for me tuh know la. (:
hope this time round , it will be OKAY.

uhmm.. tats all ler bah . imissmyclass! serious.
blahblah!

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hey hey !

hahas . oii TIFFANY ! hahas .. update liao or .. haha!

uhmm.. its been so long since i posted something lers (:
hahas! cos a lot lot of things happened bah .

first of all , I REALL LOVE MY CLASS!! haha! as in,, its perfect lor .
only dun have si hui there which make it quite different . but everything else is perfect .

and .. the positioning ? not bad le . girls all together! haha! while all those boys were happily being crazy luh ..

then .. im ok with my friends which i had some misunderstanding with before le! yay !
thanks sia !!

but behind all these happiness , got some really damn terrible .
* kena caught doing something
* my mom know ABOUT IT NOW!
* and i threw away something .. which .. was really difficult tuh do.
* dance is hell .. all are in complicated situation ! got some misunderstandings here & there , and oso SOME MORE THINGS . lol (X


haiis ! sian naar .. i really havent study until anything. except for english & maths , which i dont really see the need of revising for it lars.
but for geog , SS , f&n (uhhh ! F & N ! shouldnt have chosen lar!) , chemistry & physics , GOD LARS . i really dunno .. farking dunno anything abt it !

GRR . nvm.. still got time .. after CNY , i will focus in studying .
but i wont be guai kia agains . no way ! (:

what else arr .. nth alr i think !

for AMBER , SHANSHAN , YI JIE & SI HUI .. DONT EVER SAY OUT ANYTHING .
PUHLEASE . PUHLEASE PUHLEASE! im begging . dont say out tuh anyone at all liao ..
thanks okk (:

i hope dance will be ok tomroow .
if it will be , im gonna blog it .
if not , damn it . i cant be farking bothered!

kk lars . blog ended.

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stop doing something purposely infront of me can? BHB ok . dont worry . no girl likes you now . you like that dont you? lets see on .... someday (:

takecare!

hiie (:

ppl ppl ! hahahas. now is onnly JANUARY 3 HOH! :D
the thing say jan .4 cos 1 am + liao mah .

lols xD
anyways , short post agains.
nth nth nth nth . reallt nth ((:
skool re-opened liao! i like my class. seriously . i like it.
but nothing can be really better than 2a'07 . arhhhhhhhhs. nvm lars (:
the girls in my class rawks okay! i hope can be united !
but my brain really not into studying yet sia! wulao wulao.
like i duno whats happening lidat. nvm nvm. surely will de lar.. next time :D

I WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND LAR!
lols ! nth one. put for FUN
hahahaha!


tomorow first 2 periods is F & N sia! GAAAWWD.
will be like... damn MAD agains. only 5 girls only lo.. in class!
WAAAAAAARH.

DO YOU REMEMBER?
hahhaha! put for fun again (:

sorry ar. bo liao mah.

i love si hui <3
haha! very much ..

hope baobeii can be like last time agains... duno what happen tuh you lar..
nvm.. i wait until you go back tuh your "someone-i-like-person"
kay?
dont leave me ar (:

BYE EVERYONE!

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