My longings. My stories. My craps.
That, is the title of this blog.
Oh well.

I have not been updating for months.
So here I am, updating you. :)

UST.
College life is one big challenge.
From academics to time management to socializing to extra-curricular activities.
But Im enjoying it.
Not that much but,
I know MY time will come.

Family.
Nothing's really changed.
Extended family seem to be getting distant from me.
I dont know, its because of one big issue
that HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME,
but affects me as a whole.
Im used to this kind of set up.
But just when you need them the most,
you cannot go to them anytime.
Because of this & that & this.
Hindrances, you know?
I hate hindrances.

Friends.
I have a lot of NEW friends.
But unfortunately,
most of them are fake friends.
So, true friends count, around just 30.
But who needs a great number of friends,
my true ones satisfy my sytem. :)

My achievements.
Usual stuffs, but bigger accomplishments now.
I am a writer in the Faculty of Engineering, (my building.)
I am part of the Engineering Dance Troupe.
I'll get to perform in the annual Christmas Event in UST.
I... improved in writing, I guess.
I am now a student council in my building.
Sounds great huh?
Dont find me boastful.
I am proud of having all these.
You know, its something I cant live without.
Writing. Dancing. Leadership. Gotta have em' all! :]

LOVE.

So the first day we met,
I knew if I'l have him, I will never fret.
At first things were very complicated.
So I stepped back, relaxed, and waited.
Who would have thought something would spark.
Cause in my heart, he made a mark.

Actualy I didnt see it coming,
I just found myself loving.
Especially at times when he's at my sight,
He just proves even more that he's Mister Right.
So okay, I admit I was tamed.
For since there was him, I am never the same.

Sweet talks,
Funny walks,
His hug, his kiss.
Those are the things I would never want to miss.
But I guess I really wont, because on December Nine,
This stubborn&crazy&hyper man became officially mine.

I love you & your charisma, :">
Mister Derick Ramilla. :*

BLOGGING DONE!
I miss you Singapore!

Spell my life. I-N-C-O-N-S-I-S-T-E-N-T.
Its like as if everything will exist for just a moment.
Like nothing is ever permanent.
And the most tiring part? The adjustment.

Oftentimes, I ask myself, why this cost?
I might be doing wrong deeds, but never was I the host.
Or maybe I was; but atleast not in most.
Because Im sure, not all who wander are lost.

Whenever I suffer from my own mistakes,
I prefer to rely on chocolates and cakes.
Not because no one is there to listen to my heartaches,
But because somehow.. I know I have what it takes.

Vanessa Carlton said that there are lessons we can never learn.
Well I beg to disagree, if only you'd check what Ive earned.
Because through all the pain comes out who's real concerned.

Endowed with talents which I use of course,
I thank God above for being their source
By enhancing it by mission, not just by force.

Notice how much pessimistic I was at first?
But hey, that triggered my being-optimistic to burst.
Lets just say, that's my way of quenching my thirst.

See the words are increasingly decreasing.
But atleast it left you and me smiling.

From four lines to three to two,
Let this one contain a thanks to you.

Because, like what I will declare in this last line,
As long as YOU are there, I will be fine.



-As told by Faye.



OHHHHHHHHH IM TIRED OF EXCUSES.

Tata.