hey guys (:

haiiss. today was another tiring & sickening & lots-of-trouble day!

aiyyos. i dont understand why my class was like , have almost all the problems in the world? and plus , those 3 big main problem , i was involve in everything. aiiyass. i didnt know a life like this would be tiring . i know its FUN. yes! FUN! but on the other side , its really not funny. it hurts me.. it makes me miss 2a more & more. & my 2a life.

FAAAARK. i really want tuh find someone i can cry to. who can understand what i really means... the counselor in the skool is like .. very busy ..

so i duwan trouble her with my CRAPS lor.. oh fark fark. i feel like crying now! ~8:20 pm ~ feel like crying.. super cry!

pllss luh! can i cry tuh someone or nots. pls! nobody really understand me le.
and its like, i keep helping ppl ! but no one is there for me lo ..

haiiss. but thanks tuh sweetiie.
sweetiie , thanks so much for trusting me! just now, when you told me im one of your bestfriends, u dont know how much touched i got. plus you that time crying some more. i really love you! i want you tuh go with me luh.. after everything is settle alr.. and again , dont listen tuh any other ppl. just follow what you think is right and will make you happy. pls dont cry anymore! it seriously hurts me!

tuh the rest of the ppl who really really tried their best tuh help me., and even tuh cheer the freak out of me, THANK YOU SO MUCH! i mean it. im glad i have you all . haiiss. a quick mention of random names luh. just really want tuh thank you all.

~ chia wei , zhan rong , deneng , brian , si hui , dionis , tiffany , wei cai , yeeboon , eileen & peifang ..

if i forgotten your name, sorraye. but real damn load of thanks tuh you all.

haiiss! im a strong girl luh! i wont give up! hahahas (:
i can do it one! yes yes yes! i can i can (:

I REALISED , I DONT KNOW HOW TUH MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICES IN MY LIFE.
CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME?
CAN SOMEONE GUIDE ME?
CAN SOMEONE APPRECIATE ME?
CAN SOMEONE MAKE ME FEEL BETTER?
CAN SOMEONE TAKE OUT THE PAIN INSIDE OF ME?
CAN SOMEONE...WATCH OVER ME?

damn it. im being such a lamer agains. i just need someone la! one person ! that's all ! that can really understand me! i just need you!! whoever you are! come out now and help me la! i need you lar! come out now!!

ohmygawd. i just spilled dirt on my own blog. ayaas.. this is what i get from being ... stressed & alone la. haha (:

kk lahs. gtg!

my life is really incomplete without .... i want us tuh .... can you just ..... haiiss . duno lars. im taking my time tuh ... AAAAARH! why cant i just tell you. fakr lars. nvm laa. im .. ayaas. whatever. lol.