everything went wrong today.

in the morning , im really not feeling well .
as in im sooooo weak. seing everyone so happy & so okay , it made me weaker!
im so effing weak tat i just break down & cry.
then that one called act pityful ?
well maybe it seems tat way. i cannot do anything le.

just how many ppl in this world didnt made mistakes.
like just say a secret tuh someone ALSO close tuh you & you know can be TRUSTED.

my parents fetch me in skool .
they saw me crying ... then ive no choice.. tell them the WHOLE THING.
my mom was frigging angry .
she thought everything was okay in skool .
then suddenly got this thing come out !

i dont know what tuh think alr .
i just wanna shuttup in class !
just dont care what ppl say ..

fot hose who my mom called & disturbed , im sorry for that!
i really tried tuh stop her from talking tuh anyone.
but i think she buay tahan ler . she was angry .
as in which mother wont be angry .

i dont want care about what i feel alr .
just go skool sit there and shuttup.
dont tell me lidat call act pityful or act innocent ar ?

i nv disturb anyone alr.
u all dont like my attitude , then just heck care me la.
go away from me oso can.

i alr stated i duwan get close tuh anyone alr in class.

for now , i have a request luh.
DONT JUDGE ME FIRST. YOU WAN , THEN TELL THEM TUH YOUR FRIENDS , DUN TELL ME OR DUN LET ME KNOW BY PURPOSELY SAYING OUT . I ONLY ASK THIS ONLY.

whatever happens , im still faye.
i just need strength. be strong & just care about what needs tuh be cared.

if ever i nv respond tuh anyone , or answer questions , dun blame me..
im really tired alr.

byes.