yo :)

hmmm .

blablabla. today's thursday. but i wanna talk about wednesday first :)

hmmm .

23.07 ~ wednesday
things are as usual . i was shocked with the news that mr tay found out about the class-ponning thang. dang~ was given 1 day LRC. its okay. just one day :|
had dance after my LRC. i dont know why im not in a good mood that day..
i think cos , i so wanna be serious in warming up. i wanna be flexible like the rest. but because of my stupid laziness i just cant . ARG =|
after dance, had a 'talk' with someone.
as in , ofcourse i wouldnt insist that sihui lied right .
or maybe that point of time, you just happened to chap in my fuckingly bad mood.
i still dont get it why you must care so much about what OTHER PEOPLE thinks of US.


& as i have said, why cant you just give yourself a chance to lead? your the most suitable leader of our dance luh . as in who cant see? then because of some feedbacks of people you'll get angry & keep that anger in yourself? then what? show the temper to your very own dancers the next day. you just cant see.. you just cant! but your really putting your anger onto the rest. i look up so much on you.. so why the hell would i not respect you? you see, your not even the cause of my bad mood. but why must you associate yourself with my problems? i understand we share everything . we tell almost everything to each other. but duh ? not all in my life can be told in just one day. not even one hour. you agree right? give me time to settle myself down laa. whenever your angry, i keep on understanding you. when will it be your turn to understand me? iloveyou like fuck can . like one of my 3 best best friends? then end up you asked me whether our friendship will end or not. you dont know how i feel laa.. aiya, i dont wanna see you cry la. especially when its because of me, or dancers. please dont! im still by your side as always. i just cant show it for the meanwhile. i hope were okay...

blabla. forget about that :)
hmmm.

then today,
played basketball after skool with dionis & amber.
played with deneng awhile until chiawei,jonathan & jackson came.
dang your a pro i tell you . :]
ahblabla. then the rest of 3b2 boys came, snatch our ball & played. wtf =/
haha. while their playing, me & dionis played with laisoon awhile.
then the last game was with hong kiap they all..

bus-ed home with dionis. & that's for today.

i wonder what's gonna be dance tomorrow ~
i know it'll be difficult. dont worry. im used to it :D