11.8.08,
hello everyone :)
ok .
now im sure about what to post leaa.
hahaha . let me tell you people what's new in my life alright :D
basically , i think im neglecting work & dance.
when last time, that was my priority .
i understand that i cant manage a lot of things in one time.
so many people step into my life now . & all of those people
are those i wanna meet since last time . now ,
sihui & me , infact maybe some others as well really drift le.
but , its not that i wanted that to happen. its just that,
i would rather you all go your own way than stick to me while
i talk about things which to you all will just be 'craps' or
'bullshits' . see my point now ?
i tried my very best to control my feelings . but in the end,
love still won . i broke my promise to someone.
im attached when i shouldnt be =x
to
CHERYL TEO ;
your my almost everything now . i hope one day , u'l learn how to be a bestfriend to me. & how to be a good GF to him . im waiting fot that day to come . & i wont get tired of waiting ; cos i know you will eventually be. only if you remember all of our rules , nothing should be wrong . i hope this friendship of ours can last long okay? hehs . iloveyou ! :D
to
Jiajun,Wayne,Gary,KennethYEE,Jiawei,Gori,Max & Jeremy ;
you people are the boys of my life man :) thanks for everything . i know im not that close to you all yet , but seriously speaking , i want some people like you all who can understand me & look after me like a little sister :)
especially to kenneth & gary . thanksthanks:)
i hope you guys wont get into any more troubles ! pleaaase :D
but of all of you guys , i love one the most okay ! haha . ^^
to
Meimei,Dionis,Amber,Tiffany,Eileen,Deneng,Kenneth,Eldon ;
the bestfriends of my life:)
i hope that sometimes, even though i neglect some of you,
i hope you all can understand ! :)
i'l try my best to be there everytime. i know im not that free now ,
but seriously , i would offer my life just to make you all happy! :D
please takecare of yourselves. iloveyouall luhhh.
to
Marie,Sihui,Puaysee ;
the 3 best girls in my life. sorry . sorry . sorry .
i know im neglecting you 3 so much .
i dont know how to give you all time .
i have so much things now . its okay if one day , you all
just tell me straight that you all dont like me.
i can understand . please takecare of yourselves ?
you 3 are my life - the reason why im happy now .
okayokay. that's enough :)
no more things to say !
hahas . i hope that im okay with everyone.
except some people who cant stand it without hating me !
keep on meeting 06 these few days .
i hope , i can beat that 8 months :)
i just want him to be someone who will think of me also .
not only himself , his friends , his family .
i just need some space in his heart . im contented le !
i hope he can be that dreamguy i want .
as i dont want anyone else. i want him . badly . x333.
TAKE CARE EVERYONE !
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