love will still win in the end.
i know .

no use getting angry over small things.
i know.

no use breaking up if you know you yourself will suffer - while him , you dont know.
i know.

you enter a relationship & therefore you have to understand your partner.
i know.


some things, i just cannot accept it.
i tried my best . but i cant understand things that far.
i want care , love , happiness . not just from any guy.
i want it from him . ya , from jiajun .
but . . .
i dont wannt say so much here .
its wrong . i know .

dont get anything wrong can? just put this in your mind, if you wouldve messaged me the way anyone else message me , i will reply you only .
if you couldve pei-ed me like anyone else did , i wouldve chosen to be with you first.
all i want is for you to atleast tell me where you are , or where will you be.
is that too much to give? i think informing me what your doing for the moment or whatever , is better than keep saying "sorry" cos you didnt messaged me.


forget it, i'l do something . see if you still wont feel anything.
if after what i'l do & your more happy or prefer that kind of life, then okay.
no more turning back , cheryl & jonathan, i'l do that. you both know what i mean.


no mood le.
fucked up. =/