this day , is like one of the worst & boring day. but met the people i find most important today. except baby :(

woke up at 9:05 am . just to see if he sms-ed me.
but ef . he didnt .
stayed awake until 9:15 & my message ringtone rang.
but guess what . it wasnt him =x
hmm hmm .. nothing much.
just spent one & a half hour lying on my bed . waiting for atleast his usual 'goodmorning' message . but poof . there's really nothing :(
forced myself to get up of bed. bathed then prepared breakfast for my bro, who was busy playing his computer games.
got ready for work then i receieved a call from manager ; he called me go at stadium instead of lpk . lols . i was like , working in stadium for 10 mins already ..
then the manager from lpk called me & asked me to go there.
i was like, WTFFF ! they think wad -.-
im so free uh?
whatever la. mam jean was there so what can i do . walked to lpk ~ with cheryl talking to me at my hp.
whatever. reached there & fuck . the environment wasnt good at all la.
& during 1 pm, still no message from him . . .
i was like , checking my hp every other minute just to check.
but ; ya . my bad .
i disiao-ed everyone in my sight at work . i dont wanna suffer alone. LOLs.
but end up ; i actually even entertained them -.-

whatever. worked til 5 pm then went to cheryl's house.
i bought cheesefries for her okay! hehs. nevermind la :) i wanna make my bestfriend happy. atleast seeing her touched & happy can please me too :)
haha. then .. met jonathan & ..
yea whatever. it just feels so right to slack with jonathan la. i mean,
not every boy will pei you slack even if both of you aint talking at all.
i guess we understand what the other one dont .
then explain whatever it is lor ... hmmm :)
thanks jonathan ! really appreciated . haha . & dont tell anyone about the place just now hor . i dont want ppl copy my emo-ing place. lol :x
while with him , he counselled me about the bf-not-smsing-you-thing.
lols. so i messaged baby .
& i found out something stupid. were both waiting for each other's message! its like so stupid mannnnn =x
whatever la. he seems so stressed . so i dont wanna say childish things now. he needs time then i'l give it . without hesitation . without hard feelings.

i just really miss baby .. i dont know how to survive without you man. i cant find someone better . but really , there are some things that .. im just plain spoiled about :)
like the fact that ; i already give you freedom to smoke . to go out with your friends anytime you like . isnt that enough? :(
but no la . i really can understand . & i already gave you my trust ! so i hope you'll appreciate . hmmm ..
whatever. just please takecare of yourself ! PLEASEEEEE .
iloveyoumansomuch. :]



anyways , chatting with baby now . & guess what . im still laughing over this rather lame or funny thing. hahahahah x333.

( jiajun x333 ) says:
baby dun worry abt me so much ok!
( jiajun x333 ) says:
when u worry= i worry
( jiajun x333 ) says:
i worry= stress
( jiajun x333 ) says:
stress = cannot concentrate
( jiajun x333 ) says:
cannot concentrate= cannot study
( jiajun x333 ) says:
cannot study= cannot pass
( jiajun x333 ) says:
cannot pass = cannot go sec 5
( jiajun x333 ) says:
cannot go sec 5= die
( jiajun x333 ) says:
die = cannot see u
( jiajun x333 ) says:
T_T


lame right ! haha . whatever. ilovethatguy hor . dont anyhow :)
haha lol.

that's for today . i dont feel like working tmr. but i know its a must.
whatever ! bye everyone :)
suddenly so many tags in my tagboard . haha. KEEP IT UP ! :)
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.