5.9.08,
i forgot to blog about the special people who helped me out yesterday =x
CHERYL ; for staying by my side no matter what . & for explaining things to him? i know your tired luhh . time for you to enjoy life with me :D haha .
KENNETH YONG ; for cheering me up & telling me things that made me strong ! thanks!
JONATHAN & YANG HENG ; my best buddies :] haha . thanks thanks . will listen to you :)
MEIMEI ; for listening to me just now , i really realised alot through-out the story of me & him . dont worry , i know what im doing now. hahas.
SHENGDA ; i dont know why -.- but , i think must thank you also. lol xD
the love i gave you , the things i sacrificed for you , the friends i neglected for you , the time i gave up for you , the change in my life , the sufferings & pains i went through cos of you , the tears i shed for you , the patience & care i gave you ... i dont think you appreciate that.i guess i really dont want to be related to you in anyway now. you just like the chase eh? hmm .. dont worry, now were nothing , no one will bite you le ma. no one will squeeze your fingers le . no one will pull your ears & punch you ma! i know you dont like me doing that to you . lols . you should be happy now :)your free to go anywhere , with anyone , & do anything you want. smoke for all you want . play basketball & dont care about the world for all you want . no one will stop you le . BUT please . dont let our memories fade away.i dont know if your reading this but , jiajun , you really made me happy la . you taught me things i dont know before. your my strength. really. when we ended things, i was at my weakest. i dont know how to start a day without you , how to end the night without you & how to comfort myself for the longings i have . YOUR MY EVERYTHING . i swear you are ! but yea , i dont think we should continue this anymore. you dont love me that much. i know . so i'l let you go ba ..takecare of yourself okay? study hard ! you promised me to be in sec5 de . do me that last favour . & please , just please dont forget about US . the love story we had, i can say .. only both of us know what we really shared.
& for the last time , MAYBE LAST TIME , iloveyoubaby.iloveyougoodbye :[I WONT BE POSTING ANYTHING FOR THE MOMENT ! MISS ME OK! HAHA . JUST SMS ME (: I NEED TIME FOR MYSELF & MY FRIENDS. BE HAPPY EVERYONE !! LALALA :D
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