ROAAAAAAARSSS.


so many problems arising okay!
ALL INSIDE MY HOUSE ! GRRR .I HATE IT MANNN ! WHY LIKE THAT SIA =x

everything is okay with my schooling le, after those "ponning of class" issues, no more already one leaa. UNTIL THAT STUPID TEACHER CALLED MY DAD! MS NG IMEI ! YOU DO DIE MAN! how dare you tell my father craps!? you damn spoiler la! my life kana trashed cos of youuuu! wth , i dont need this kind of dance teacher la hoh. IM QUITTING DANCE. so you dont have to bother about my life . I WISH THE DANCERS LUCK MAN! confirm some of you all the parents will kana also, so goodluck! wth wth . i hate her mannnnnnnnn !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
lols. okay fine , cool down now.
seriously, i learnt what i want now. i just want a bestfriend, a family i would be glad to go home to everyday , & a school-life which both have fun & stress - studies.
okay, now i see why i didnt get that life . i neglected all of it after meeting the wrong one.
i guess love can really make you blind? & make you neglect everyone else but him/her?
well , sure thing. im over it now.
i swear i want cheryl as my bestbestfriend now ! who cares about what other people thinks?
i want to try & communicate with my parents. do things that pleases them. I'l try..
i want to study for every subject , but ofcourse i cant take away my 'talkativeness" in class.
since im quitting my CCA now , my aim is to FINISH MY LRCS , & that's it. start a new life!
wow , i felt so renewed okay. i wasnt me for the past one month i guess? :)
i was just carried away by some emotions which i shouldnt even bothered about in the first place. cheryl's grandmom is correct! im still young - so much out there awaits for me!

hmm , okay , so i hope i can cope with my "new lifestyle" now.
maybe going MCC is a mistake? i'l cut down the steps there. there's no reason for going down anyway. hahs. i will sure miss the people i met through CC . hmmm , im thankful to all of them man. i learnt alot. i learnt that ;
we should be strong & face everything even if there's no one to face it with.
just be happy with what you have & not what you dont have,
DONT FORGET WHO WAS WITH YOU IN THE BEGINNING AS WHEN YOU DROP DOWN , THEY WOULD BE THE PEOPLE YOU WILL MEET AGAIN ALONG THE WAY...

hahas okay . bye to some people that im gonna leave for the moment :)
it would be difficult i know , but time to give myself a break ba .
so to all my haters , HAHA , miss me okay ! next time then continue whatever i will leave behind.


i needa study now! FINAL YEAR IS HEREEEE ! nothing else can make me get my parent's trust back , but my results. so , anyone who can teach me physics & maths, please do so :(


I DONT CARE ANYMORE . lalala . i really dont care! hahas.