what the hell is happening in my life !
i came home today from cheryl's house and the
first thing my mom told me was ; IM GOING BACK MY COUNTRY!?

its tomorrow night! WTH ? did they even informed me?
how unfair can they get?!

WAAAAAAAAA!

its totally unfair! i dont wanna go back! why ! why must i go back when i dont want? then when i want to go back, they dont want? WTF? am i that dumb ? that they have to bring me over there just for some stupid reasons? ARRRRG! how can i leave cheryl teo here. how? who will look after him? who will ask him to study & who will ask him to cut down smoking? ARRRG! very unfair:(
i dont care who's readin this now, or what will people think of me now.
BUT I DIDNT STOPPED LOVING HIM FROM THE DAY WE BROKE UP. I JUST STOPPED SHOWING IT!

....
sorry for all the troubles i caused here. haii . im coming back or not? i dont know. even if my parents say yes or no , they can change their minds anytime.
but seriously, anything can happen in a few days . whoever jiajun will like/love/jio during those days im not here , please takecare of him :(
i dont know how to talk to him , but i want. he seems to avoid me la :(
he dont love me le , he dont want me le , i know that... i want to cry out loud now man.


WAAAAAA .
i cant believe this is happening !
imagine , your just with your 2 best girl-gossip friends, then SUDDENLY
you went home & received a news that your gonna leave TOMORRW NIGHT? how will you feel ! ARRRRH . idontknowlaaaaaaa.
can anyone bring me far away :(
i dont like it here. end of year exams is just 2 weeks away? & yet i havent even start learning anything. so, basically, if i dont do anything, my life is over. HAII ..


aya, whatever, just face it.