Please allow me to express myself.

18.11.08,

3 am in the morning post? ha! i havent done that for a long time. my post date, minus one please.

ANOTHER SUPER LONG DAY!
okay, very tiring + sickening + shouldnt-happen-at-all day! =x

First, met Cheryl in the morning . around 11 am plus ba.
& thens, was with her until around 5 plus .
things that happened while i was with cheryl, is confidential. not for someone to read. thanks.
but one thing for sure, we felt cheated + wasted + .. dont know! pathetic luh! =x

K, then met Charles, Patrick & Marc at lavender mrt.
cheryl, i know your super pang-seh-ed . wont happen again , but if you can only understand what we all are talking about , you'll laugh nonstop!
& yea, took 197 to purposely drop cheryl at her house .
then left me , patrick & charles.
the 3 of us bus-ed down to east coast , like again.
& met jake at mac's .
Jake! saw you already. like finally. Hmm, were good friends (:

Ate our dinner there & then, went out of macdonalds & all the troubles started.
I HATE IT K! THE FEELING OF BEING USELESS & EVERYTHING ! STUPID PARK RANGERS! OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THEM LUH, I HOPE THEY GO DIE NOW HOHH !@#@!#$~!@
200 bucks
lai lai ! i need you, come to me now. -.-
CHERYL I NEED YOUR HELP UHH . hope you dont tell anyone about this.
then yea, the rest are all ecp things.
Dont know, lazy le luh. i want to go to sleep K .

Ian, were not even together yet ! But look at what were going through & what we risk-ed for each other already. I appreciate you even more now . I dont think i can live on without you anymore ~
Thanks , Sorry , & Iloveyou .

~~let me just wait for the perfect timing . We'll be together soon. Please be patient.~~

2:58 AM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)

You never know you can learn from me ...