My life is messed up now but im super happy , cos for once in my life. I messed up & got tired but my friends are there for me. Well charles? He's grounded! Ha! I needed you most last night, but i think its fate that i leaned on to Patrick & Cheryl instead. That's okay. Im always the one understanding & listening anyway. I guess only time can tell if were really meant to be together. Cos as what i had experienced , I can straight away tell if i want to be with a guy. I didnt felt that for you at instances i should. But hey, i love you & your important to me. So, time answers all ba..


So, i think i now believe that one way of knowing that you love someone, is by realizing, it might be lost.

& that when you see yourself not caring anymore, not listening to anything, not knowing what to do, what you want, who to love, how to love, how to breathe , how to face anyone, that's because.. your done trying. your too tired .

My uncle is right? ~ The faster you walk, the faster you trip.
So i'l walk slowly? Or is there such a choice to RUN SLOWLY?
cause time flies so fast , & im still left behind.