Please allow me to express myself.

9.2.09,

Hello, viewer. Hahas.
Gonna be 1 am soon. So, the date now is actually just feb 8.

Well. Another life episode of faye is out. Hah!
Basically, its all about running away again.

This was what happened.
Saturday, Feb 06
I was supposed to go out with my friends . Well, tambay.
But as all of you know, my mom is one big obstacle in going out.
Gawd, she didnt went to work that day. So, i actually asked
her permission. At first, i recieved all the scoldings & stuff.
Same old things. It was, yea. sickening. haha.

& blablablabla. that convo was extreme okay.
I couldnt stand what she told me.
Okay nevermind that. My friends were all together by 5 pm then.
Fuck, hearing all of them together, i cant stay at home like that -.-
So i asked my mom's permission again.
she allowed me, surprisingly. haha.

So so so so so.
Went to orchard lp. rooftop.
Met all of them . those people are crazy yet senseful okay.
& my dear . Haha. He's there ofcourse.
Drank , laugh , talked , crapped , smoked , whutever.

After the first set, went down to skate park .
& back to that rooftop for another drink.
this time with 3 'kuyas' . hahaha.
Okay, funny. Sick.

So, were about to finish. & the time was like 12 am +
I know that even if im able to get to kallang mrt,
ive no more chances of catching the bus.
So i thought of not going home.
Actually, that was my intention the moment i went outta my house.

Hmm. so that's where all it started.
Ten. He so want me to go home . The reasons are obvious . I know.
But. Yea, at that moment, i dont wanna listen to anyone.
I just dont want to go home. For real.
So, we quarelled. Like again, haha.
It came to the point that i called my mom, & with the supreme help
of jello, well. it worked. she allowed me . unwillingly though.
Hey, its not as easy as that ok. Took us 30 mins+ to convice
my mom.
Okay, 2 am by then. blablablabla.
the whole group has nowhere to go .
But okay, its because i dont wanna go home, so my group ACTUALLY
didnt go home too. Touched. Fuck.
But i dont want this to happen again okay.

Haha. Took Nr7 to Tampines .
slept at . . well. somewhere. hahaha :)

Blablablablabla. Woke up after an hour or so.
& went straight home . hahahaha.
With jello okay . I so adore her. LOLS.

Okay, reality time.

im really sorry for all the troubles that i caused.
But as i promised all of you, it wont ever happen again. & Thank you. Thank you so much for not leaving me behind. Especially You.

Dear panget. Hmm. salamat. Iloveyou. Seriously, i dont know how the hell will i do without you. Thanks for staying by my side. i really really appreciate that. Although nang-away knnman kgbi. hahaha. ayus lan. i understand.
Im gonna listen to you everytime na. Sorry ulit. for being naughty. hehe :D
& let this relationship last ha? wag kang pangit. ayoko sa iba. sayo ko lang gs2.

& to all my friends. who didnt go home TOO. haha. thank youuuuu. hahs :D

BYE!
To cheryl , imissyou. sorry didnt managed to chat long with you in msn.
To deneng, kenneth & dionis. I hope you guys are fine. I miss you :(

okay. i so gtg.
My dear's waiting. haha .. BBYE :D

12:51 AM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)

You never know you can learn from me ...