Please allow me to express myself.

10.2.09,

Hi. Lalala. Slept at 6:06 am today! or should i say just now?
ha! crap. Quarelled with him again. & the hell. its . . . immature.
we both know that . but nevermind. i understand him .
blablablabla. exchanged curses again.
UNTIL. haha. nothing, iloveyou. :)
Still ended the night with that same old iloveyou but its lovely okay.
Gawd. We really must be so scared of each other huh?
pero. yea, its tiring yow. enough of those accusations.
You said you'll try to stop being childish right ?
SINABI MO YUN! hahaha. okay, i dont wanna think so much anymore.
I want something stable. with you. So bla, all up to love. LOL :)

AND ANYWAYYYYY.
ive been blog hopping . its pretty amazing.
i think singaporeans are starting to be mature.
But overall, i see most bloggers talk about trust .
UH TRUST. yes. from the voices of those ive read about ;
You are so Right. Dont trust anyone that easily.
Being fooled aint easy ya know ?
It seriously can corrupt your personality .
You might even tend to take revenge on nice people.
huh huh huh huh . whutever.

I SO WANNA GO SCHOOL NOW! TO WHATEVER SCHOOL!

cmon. cmon. cmon.
i wanna move now. i want to pass my n & o levels.
i want to move to poly already.
& hopefully uni . get that fucking degree and get a job.
get a house, live on my own. handle my life.
visit the philippines whenever i want, get back here for money,
do charity, buy my parents their own house.
find myself that partner. er ten will that be you? haha.
then just fucking rest for the rest of my life .

Fuck, if only its as easy as typing .
Okay. whatever. back to basics . school school school. come to me now.

ARG. i gotta bathe . my mom & me are going out. i guess.

but dear, im really sorry for not abiding your . . wants. ok? haha. lets be alright na. lets learn how to find trust in each other. ah anything. just please be always the reason kung bakit and2 ako sa singapore. coz if i dont see you with me here, no point staying d2 e. alam mo na un. iloveyouten. iloveyou. thanks for swallowing your pride last night (:

magtino na tayo ah! ahaha. be home early later. if your really gonna go out. mwah.

okayy. done. bbye :D

6:06 PM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)

You never know you can learn from me ...