Please allow me to express myself.

25.3.09,

Some people are just so intolerable.
HAIS :|

I finally understand why the truth hurts.
And why people deny the truth for the sake of their own faces.
People are really selfish. Inconsiderate.
I understand that im loosing and that ive lost alot from that.
BUT PLEASE. How come your very own friends just pull you down even more?
Are those even called friends =x
Ya right. Its just like i spend time with them just
because i respect them and i know i wouldnt be this person
i am now if not because of them. So in simpler words.
Im just seeking gratitude now. JUST WHEN I GET TIRED OF THIS SITUATION ;
I'L SIMPLY FORGET EVERYONE ELSE BUT MYSELF!
Hey, ive done that to EVEN MORE BELOVED FRIENDS before.
Why cant i do it again? Its simply out of my control i know.
But why hold on to something i can just let go without efforts?

Life, sickening.
Cmon, i want the month of june to come a little faster.
Im ready for school.
Im ready to start anew.

Last time when all the troubles are around the corner,
time is so fucking fast. Too fast that i dont even have the
time to resolve anything.
But now, no troubles already and yet the time is speeding so
slow that trouble comes out by itself!

WHEN THE HELL CAN I JUST LIE BACK AND RELAX!
TO A GOD OR FAIRY WHO SEES THIS,

GIVE ME A BREAK FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

Boo. im sorry, nowhere else to spill.

1:52 AM

Let me get this simple & straight.
Im someone. IM REALLY SOMEONE.
Who is yearning for peace of mind.
Someone who wanna correct my mistakes.
And someone who want to change the world.
Lie, to save myself from getting scolded.
BUT PLEASE. THERE'S LOVE in my heart.
So quit the judge. Thanks & try to read my posts. :)

You never know you can learn from me ...